I tend to think about this somewhat frequently when I dwell on this question.
College: I would go back and spend significantly more time in a diaper if I could. I just really started to feel confident in wearing a diaper and realizing that people do not notice if you have a diaper on. As long as you wear normal clothes over a diaper only the one wearing the diaper can hear the crinkles. The diaper hids much easier than I thought they would, even some of the premium diapers hide pretty well.
I actually did wear a diaper to college a handful of times. However, I would usually only stay for one auditorium class and then go home. I thought in a giant class getting my diaper spotted was less likely. A few times I spent two or three hours at school in a diaper.
Only once did I spend the full day at the college in a diaper. I remember being so nervous that day that I avoided people. At one point I walk down a hallway passed a group of attractive girls and I felt like my heart was going to stop. I made it the whole day unnoticed in my, eventually pretty wet, diaper; having to change myself in a handicapped restroom.
Out of the four years I spent less than eight random times at my college in a diaper. I was still learning how to wear in public and still thought diapers didn’t hide well under clothes.
If I could go back I would probably spend most of the time or at least a substantial amount of time in a diaper at school. Knowing how easy it is to hide a diaper under your clothes, how well quality diapers work and that they are quiter than I thought they were I would spend long stretches in a diaper.
I think it would be exhilarating to wear a diaper walking around campus, attend any sized class or even attend my science labs in a diaper. I would just go about my college experience like normal; only in a diaper way more often. Walk around people without thinking about my diaper.
I would say I’d redo the same as yourself, except for all of school. I’ve always had a very small bladder. I’m actually very surprised I’ve never had a real daytime wetting accident in my life save for when I had a UTI when I was 8 or so.
I was always so worried about wetting myself throughout school that I would watch how many fluids I would drink during the day. More than half a container of milk during lunch, and I was *really *pushing it in the next two classes as far as being able to hold it. I got straight A’s throughout my life but I think I could have probably skipped grades if I spent the years putting the mental effort I was using to worry about an accident into my school work.
I think the only thing I’d do different is not admit to being 100% continent about 6 months after prostate cancer surgery in 2007. I’d falsely claim to suffer incontinence and would have been wearing diapers - and wet ones - for the past 13 1/2 years instead of just the past 3 1/2 years.
This may sound weird, but with a time when I was about 6 years old, I was forcibly put into a Goodnite as a kinda messed up joke. Looking back, I kinda wish I would’ve worn the diaper and not cared. I think I was almost traumatized by it though, so I understand why I didn’t want to.
I remember the second and final time my mom caught me wearing a diaper at age 13, she threatened to make me always wear diapers, to school, and at home. That everyone would make fun of me. I remember thinking how bad it would be, but I still wanted it.
So if I could redo a point in my life wearing diapers, it would be that night. After my mom took away my diaper, she told me to get dressed and come downstairs where she could see me. I would put another diaper on and go downstairs. I have regretted not opening my mouth since that day.
For me I think it would be the self acceptance of being someone reliant on diapers earlier. I’ve always loved diapers, no denying that, and wish I was never forced out of Goodnites as a kid. I’m happy I found some way to get diapers in high school and that was my gateway back into proper pants, I just wish they hadn’t been Depends (buying my own earlier on would have been smart). Night has been one thing my entire life, but when I got really sick and accidents were becoming routine there was a point where it was almost like denial 'no, that would mean that I need…oh dear, it appears that I do need them". There was a bit of luxury that was lost during that time, as in it not being a choice but I was always diapered out of need. Back in a better position where it still is fun, or I’m more flexible.
This is not perfectly inline with the title, but if I could go back, I’d be a baby from the word “go” at age 14, not just a DL. I’d have a teddy bear, bottle, blankie, clothes, all of it. There was this adorable girl in my class, see, who looked so invitingly warm and maternal through middle & high schools…but you could tell she had a tiny, naughty gleam in her eye, too. She had shoulder-length, straight black hair, was a teeny bit plumpish and had a warm, sweet smile to crumble and die for. I wondered way back then what it would be like to be babied, cuddled, cared for, loved by her… :unsure: :smiling_face_with_3_hearts:
Going with this slight change of response, I’d go back to my 20’s, be a closet cross dresser, and likely engage in bi sex. I got married at age 20 and never really had the opportunity to completely explore my sexuality - something I’ve often regretted.
I wore diapers 24/7 in college and it was so awesome. I’m very anti-social and had few friends in college, so it was very easy. My roommate discovered my diapers, but it turns out he was a DL too (what are the odds)! Too bad he was an otherwise awful roommate who I didn’t get along with and did drugs.
Still, I loved wearing diapers in college. I did leak on occasion, but I wore dark pants and really didn’t care what anybody though anyway. I would often wear thick, multiple diapers when I had long class sessions. I’m sure people may have noticed, but I didn’t care.
I had access to diapers and wore them some in college but I wish I could do it again with the better more absorbent diapers we have now. I probably would have tried some 24/7 stints back then if I would have had the better diapers.
I would love to repeat my early experiences with real adult nappies.
Wearing for me is not a sexual thing and hasn’t been for a long time, however when I was an adolescent and first got my hands on Boots Staydry adult nappies, the intensity of the experience was something I would love to be able to replicate again.
In many ways I’m glad it’s not a sexual experience for me as it means that there’s no “pointing up” or difficulty relaxing/sleeping as there would be if I was “excited” by wearing, but in some ways would like to be able to re-live those first few times wearing where the excitement was so intense that I was shaking and I orgasmed uncontrollably when pulling up the front of the nappy to tape it on.
Premium diapers did not hit the market until I was a junior in college I thank. Before Premium diapers I stuck with Depends Ajustable Breifs. They were good, but you couldn’t just completely let anything go like you can in a Premium diaper now. It would be fun to go back and go to all my freshman and sophomore giant lecture hall classes and be in a sweet Premium diaper the whole time.
Luckily I did wear Premium diapers to college classes a good amount times my last two years and I loved every moment of it. Going back and spending alot more of my years in awesome premium diapers would be super fun!
