What drew you to diapers? Maybe it’s drawn you to diapers. Well, I hope you understand what I’m trying to say.
Did you see your brothers or sisters in diapers (toddler age)?
Did you see your cousins in diapers (toddler age)?
Did you see your nephews or nieces (toddler age)?
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Did you go to a Children’s Hospital and see kids run around the halls in diapers?
I was 7 or 8 years old and went to a Children’s Hospital (I’m sure I was going there at an earlier age) but I was 7 or 8 when I saw kids older then 3 running around in diapers or thats when I paid more attention. I even had a room mate who I say was 6 years old in diapers
I was just intrigued by the ones I wore as a child first off, 70s Pampers. They were crinkly and smooth shiny surface. I always was touching and rubbing them to make them crinkle. The diapers always felt soft around my bottom. Also the smell of them was intriguing ,that Pampers aroma…Although I remember baby Magic being applied to my bottom and the aroma of that too. I always kinda payed attention to the crinkle as I walked in them. Then as I aged out of them I noticed my younger siblings and cousins getting changed into them or running around in them and hearing the telltale crinkle. So all these visions and senses totally made me aware of diapers and took a liking to them all these years.
My wife suggested I wore adult nappies when my incontinene became apparent. I soon beame DL as a result. Now I have the best of both worlds. I have to wear nappies 24/7 but thoroughly enjoy being in them all the time.
I forgot about that telltale crinkly noise thanks for reminding me how could I forget about that anyway that was one way of me telling if a little kid was wearing diapers under their jeans or shorts and that pampers aroma when you open up a fresh pampers was heavenly
I actually did that too (Senior year of high school, Halloween Party).
And it HAD to be done well, since most had known I had IC issues - and had known that for YEARS.
I did have to buy a few things - but a lot I did already have (with some issues other than IC, it made things MUCH easier, though few had seen that since used mainly at home, when no one was expected to drop by.)
It sure got a LOT of attention initially!
Funny thing - after a few moments (once the WOW factor wore off) the guys seemed to basically ignore it - but seemed like a magnet for the girls at that party!
Wearing Pull-Ups for a few short years and then eventually moved to the 90’s vintage Goodnites just for bedtime. I knew through those yeas I was into them.
Just a shame it took me so many years to finally get back into them again. But hey, never too late right?
I was out of diapers before I can remember and I don’t remember ever thinking about them in early childhood except as something embarrassing and unmentionable because of what they’re for.
Then in my early teens my blissful new sexual feelings got mixed up with related feelings (and lots of childhood memories) of desperately needing to pee, and the helpless relief of losing control.
Out of pretty much nowhere I wanted to pee my pants like a little boy. And I tried it and did. I loved the mix of those feelings and did it soooo many times as part of discovering the pleasures of my own body…
It was exciting and arousing to me to remember and relive having an accident. My embarrassment at the childishness and naughtiness of it was part of what made it so thrilling. And right along with that, from the first time I did it, came a new fascination with diapers.
What was it like to be a baby and helplessly pee my pants all day long? To just go anywhere, and not know any better, and feel that warmth and relief and be loved and cared for by people who thought it was all just fine. (And, unimaginably strange and gross at first but more and more interesting over time, poo them too?)
My first baby cousin was born not long after, which made it all more real with lots of stunningly casual diaper comments and sights and amused, loving, sometimes leaky, messy moments… all of which proved that babies (like I used to be) really do get to pee and poop themselves in front of everyone and don’t seem to mind at all.
I spent lots of naughty play time in makeshift diapers exploring exactly what that must’ve felt like.
I just love surfing porn, and more and more I noticed diapers appearing, and it got me curious, so I bought a pack of 10 to try.
From the moment I put one on, I felt something I have never felt ever before, and it was so nice.
Since trying again a week ago, hubby has noticed a new much more calmer me, a more relaxed me, one he has never seen before and very much loves the new me.
I also love the new me, I still struggle a little to accept it, but it is becoming part of me, I need to stop fighting and accept the new me, the diapered me, the calm and relaxed diaper me, the one that is smiling all day.
Wearing training underwear and plastic underpants at age 4 - 5 and really understanding by then how great they are at keeping your sheets & pjs dry. The fact I could be in just them and a tee shirt top in the summer and lay in front of the TV before bedtime with my family in the room and every knowing and seeing I wore them to protect the bed, made it easy on me to accept later in my older boy nights and then in college.
While I find diapers much more comfortable than the briefs I used to wear, the only reason I started wearing them was in order to enjoy my pee fetish all day long. I realized that wearing a diaper would allow me to wet it and enjoy the wetness and warmth of my pee throughout the day. Now, however, if I didn’t ever pee in them again I’d still wear them. They are a part of my life.
