I’m just curious. What age were you when you realized this was part of who you were? How did you come to that conclusion? For myself I was 36. Yes a little bit of a late bloomer I think. Though I got into it around 5 yo, I never came to the realization it was part of me till much later. I never lived alone till that point. I spent a very short part of my life married and had allot of roommates before and after. One might say I found myself so to speak. What’s your story?
Well most time im around 30 
When my little side has control i fantasize that
i may be around 3-5.
Young enough for diapers but old enough that i know when i should
go Potty…but i hate Potty 
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Actually what I was asking was how old were you when you realized that abdl was part of your make up. I only ask because it comes out allot in posts. People don’t really walk away from this cause it’s part of them. That sort of question.
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37 is when it started back up for me and 38 just now as ive come to accept it. Probably 11 or 12 when i had first inclining of it though.
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I was 15 when I purchased my first pack of baby diapers, but my fascination with them started when I was around 6 years old.
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Sorry totally miss read that one 
I realized that i had some strange kink when i was about 12,
with 22 i was accepting it as my “Dark side”
around 2 month ago i was completely accepting that its
not a dark side, and that its a part of me and that i will never
life a happy life if i deny a part of me.
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Wow. You kinda figured that out allot earlier then I did.
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i remember around 11-12 i started to desire them, and again later around 15-16, so puberty was my age to find out, but waited till i was mid 30’s
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Man. I really am a late bloomer
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Well i started to get attracted by Girls in that age, u know
typical puberty.
I always had some fascination for diapers, but wile i thought that’s unusual
i did not think about it more, until with around 12 i was getting attracted by
pictures of diapers as well…with around 14 i used google for the first time
to search for diaper pictures, somehow to me it was like watching porn,
but it felt more wrong in my mind, getting caught with a porn as a Teen,
is no big deal at least in germany
But getting caught watching pictures of diapers and (sorry if u find it disgusting)
masturbating to them, well that is a different story.
And the worst thing of all, there weren’t a lot of Adult pictures with diapers online,
so u feel like a real pervert…and others would of course think it even more.
But of course it were the diapers that were attracting to me, not the wearers.
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I remember putting on multiple pairs of underwear as a kid, maybe 6-7 years old, as I liked the padded feeling. One time I remember finding some nappies in a church bathroom I was in and was curious and excited about them. I must have been 10. I tried to put them on and I took one home in my bag. Then I knew!
When I was old enough to go online I ordered a sample pack of Drynites. That was the only way, as a 12 year old that I’d be able to get my hands on another nappy. So risky though - don’t know how I got that past my parents! I guess I planned on faking bedwetting if they found out, can’t remember…
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God that sounds so familiar
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There’s a few milestones of post-toddler, on-and-off interest in diapers and related events:
4: I snuck one of my baby sister’s Kimbies, tried to put it on. Was caught, forgot what happened. Realized how bad I wanted back in diapers.
14: after a nagging urge, I bought a BIG box of “Double Elastic Pampers” (fanfold) while family was out, assembled 4 diapers into one, wore it.
21: discovered Attends, began wearing more. This also started my own binge/purge era.
33: discovered AB/DL and that I was *hardly *alone. Binge/purge lessened considerably.
37: discovered I was Adult Baby, began attending diaper campouts. Binge/purge vanished.
42: it all went into the closet when I got custody of my daughter.
51: after various precarious living situations, the AB came out again. Began ordering AB clothes and AB pacifiers.
52: discovered ADISC…here I am. 
And that I enjoy being a Little Girl in diapers sometimes, too! 
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When I was older around my teens i want to wear them my little age is 3 -5 I’m a big still wear but I love play dates and naps and cuddling With my plushie
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I never really grew up in the conventional term. I never really gave upmy stuffed animals, cartoons and toys. However, I didn’t put a name to it until I was about 26. I’m a little (about 3 or 4) not a baby and I am fully potty trained I just want people to treat me like a kid 24/7. I prefer the stuff from when I was a kid but some newer stuff is ok, like I love the hotel Transylvania movies and my favorite movie right now is and has been for a while Finding Dory. My husband is VERY accepting and buys me fun stuff all the time but he doesn’t treat me like a little girl but is just fine when I act like one.
Sorry got off topic there, 26 the answer is 26, lol.
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Your husband is cool 
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Are you really asking. Personally I was afraid of women because I grew up never knowing anyone like me existed and was absolutely sure I was a freak even after the internet came out cause by then I never would have guessed that a website like this existed. It only dawned on me about years ago that there was no possible way I was the only one and if I wasn’t the only one then there had to be people who felt like they wanted to be mommies and daddies out there. Needless to say I was alone for a long time.
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For as long as I can remember. The moment I was out of diapers some part of me wanted back in, I believe, it’s just something that has always been with me…
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Very. I’ve only found a couple of sites like this. One was based solely on fantasy and the other was well to be brutally honest, kind of snooty. So thins was a relief.
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Same here