I often talk to my therapist about my diapers. She encourages it as stress relief and sees nothing wrong with it at all.
I mentioned this week that I’ve been having trouble getting into my little mindset and she is encouraging me to be in the moment with it.
Anyway, I think it’s great advice fir AB or DL. If you wear fir enjoyment, enjoy! Be in the moment, think about how the diapers feel and how much joy you get from that.
If your therapist cannot accept it, it’s time fir a new therapist. Always be an open book to your therapist.
My first good therapist kinda helped me realize why I liked to wear diapers, my early childhood was very traumatic, I had denied that for most of my life, I was 5 when my older sisters moved out to live with their dad, my Mom had been an alcoholic and her and my sisters would fight, Mom got taken away by the cops at one point. I was probably 3 or 4 when I had to sleep at a babysitters house and it was scary and I decided I wanted to wear a diaper, I put on a buggies diaper that fit me perfectly and I slept like a baby the rest of the night, my sisters chastised me for being a big boy and that I didn’t need diapers anymore when they woke me up that morning, I kinda think I did it more than once, but that moment left a huge imprint, and I still find the same peace from wearing a diaper.
Then I gave up diapers, till last week, I went dry for 2 years. My current therapist had encouraged me to indulge myself with the self care of diapering if it helps me. It does, it really really does, its such a huge coping mechanism I had denied myself. I see my therapist on monday, we have online sessions, it will be an interesting conversation. She does hypno therapy too, has really helped me with my CPTSD, I am pretty sure I have ADHD, we talked about the too, its likely more of TBI issue (Brain injury).
My fantasy mind wants to ask her to implant the suggestion hypnotically to be more in “little space” when at home and diapered or to be more accepting of myself and caring for “little me”. I doubt I would ever ask a professional to do anything like that.
Honestly I have a hard time lately being “little” the resurgence of the Animaniacs is really helping me out, I am in cloud 9 first thing in the morning, in a wet diaper, eating donuts in my coffee and watching cartoons, till I got to poop. Usually dont do number 2 in my diapers, but the damn rebound has me fully using my diapers till I change into “big boy” pants for the day, unless I am going public and its a diaper day. Yeah I feel a little imbalanced since the 19th, when I fell back down the diaper hole. But I am sleeping so much better and waking up sooooo much happier. I just need to get over the guilt of spending money on diapers or creating more waste for the landfills.
I’ve never brought up me being DL with my therapists, but one thing that every one of them has told me is that “if I’m not the right person for you I understand.” Therapy is good, but, like many things, therapy works best when you find the right fit.