The Great Shift Age of Absorbency

Author’s Note:

This story has lived in my head for a long time — and now it’s time to share it.

The Great Shift is the beginning of something strange. Something the world wasn’t ready for. It’s not about destruction. It’s not about perfection. It’s about the quiet kind of crisis that changes everything without asking permission.

What starts as a personal story soon unfolds into something bigger — a global change no one can ignore, and a girl learning how to survive in a world she never planned for.

Important Content Notice:
This story includes emotional themes, including moments of mental health struggle and difficult choices.
Characters begin the story in their teenage years (under 18), but all romantic or mature content occurs after characters reach adulthood (Age 18+). No sexual content involving minors is present or implied at any point.

There are things that might feel familiar — even comforting — and others that may hit too close to home. If you read carefully, you’ll see the Shift isn’t just happening to the characters.

I’ll be posting regularly. Feedback is welcome. If this speaks to you — maybe it was meant to.

This is a work of original fiction by ZenithNova. Please do not repost, reproduce, or adapt this story without permission. If you enjoy it, feel free to share the link instead.

– ZenithNova

Chapter 1: The Beginning of the End
Date: December 31, 2025 A.D.
Time: 11:00 PM
Location: Solar City, Sunshine County, Florida
Temperature: 34°F, no snow — just a biting winter chill

The city center of Solar City shimmered in the artificial glow of holiday lights and digital projections, dancing across storefronts and ice-blue tinsel wrapped around lampposts. Inflatable snowmen nodded slightly in the wind. Despite the lack of real snow, the decorations gave the illusion of a winter wonderland, as if trying to coax warmth out of the crowd’s breath in the frigid air.

Lilly stood near the edge of the town square, a white paper cup cupped tightly in her hands, steam swirling upward into the cold night. Her fingers curled around it, absorbing every bit of its fleeting warmth. The rich aroma of French vanilla clung to the air around her, comforting in a way nothing else was that night. Seven creams, ten Splenda, and light foam — her signature order, and the only thing she allowed to be that precise.

She sipped slowly.

Golden blonde hair flowed from beneath her festive New Year’s hat, catching the reflections of LED snowflakes spinning high above the street. Her eyes — a clear, crystal blue — scanned the gathering crowd with calm expectancy. Laughter echoed nearby, groups of friends posing for photos, couples huddled close, and street performers juggling to the beat of classic holiday tunes piped in from hidden speakers.

Lilly stood apart, though not alone. Her outfit stood out against the sea of puffed coats and scarves: a light, flowy white shirt, touched with the soft motion of wind, a single purple ribbon neatly affixed to the chest. Her pants were loose-fitting and lavender, almost baggy, with enough weight to hold warmth but enough space to move freely. Around her left wrist, a handmade black ribbon bracelet hugged her skin, the tiny silver cross dangling freely, catching bits of the overhead light as it swung. It was the only jewelry she wore — something personal, grounded, and crafted with care.

A single moment. One hour from midnight. One hour from 2026.
She didn’t know it then, but this would be the last normal hour the world would ever know.

And so the Great Shift waited, patient, hidden in the hum of celebration.
Just sixty minutes left.

11:01 PM
Lilly exhaled slowly, watching the mist of her breath curl upward. She adjusted the festive silver-gold cone hat on her head — not because it was uncomfortable, but because it felt slightly out of place on someone who preferred quiet moments to loud countdowns. Still, she’d promised her friends she’d show up this year. No last-minute bailouts.

Somewhere in the distance, fireworks testers set off a series of small pops — bright flickers of blue and green bursting over rooftops and fading just as quickly. The crowd let out a cheer, prematurely eager.

Lilly took another sip of her coffee. It was perfect. Comforting. Still hot. A hint of vanilla drifted past her nose as she spotted her friends rounding the corner near the fountain.

Ava was first — bouncing in a red beanie and striped mittens, grinning ear to ear. Behind her, Malcolm had a speaker on his shoulder, already playing lo-fi beats over the city’s own music, like he was running a private rebellion against the public playlist. Their little group was whole again.

“Lilly!” Ava called, waving. “You showed!”

“I said I would.” She smiled softly, tucking her free hand into the pocket of her baggy pants. “Didn’t think I’d freeze to death for it, though.”

“You know Florida,” Malcolm said, drawing close. “We get a cold snap once every five years, and the state acts like it’s the apocalypse.”

Lilly chuckled. But something in the way he said “apocalypse” tickled a thread in her thoughts. She shook it off.

11:14 PM
The trio found a clear bench near the edge of the festivities. From here, they had a good view of the main stage, where a local band played upbeat jazz-funk while costumed mascots danced for children.

“I swear the mayor’s trying to run this town like it’s 1950,” Ava muttered, sipping hot cocoa from her thermos.

“Better than Miami,” Malcolm replied. “They’re locked in a power outage again.”

Lilly looked up. “Really?”

“Yeah,” he said. “Started around eight. They’re saying it’s some sort of grid misfire. Whole east end of the city is dark. Not newsworthy yet.”

She frowned a little. “That’s… weird, right?”

“It’s Florida,” Ava shrugged. “Everything’s weird here.”

They laughed. But a strange unease lingered, just under the surface.

11:22 PM
Somewhere behind the crowd, a child cried out sharply. Not the normal kind of crying — something more like alarm. Lilly turned instinctively, her heart briefly racing… but saw nothing but a mother soothing a boy and adjusting the waistband of his pants. Probably just spilled juice or cold fingers. Still, she noticed the kid seemed to walk a little stiffly afterward.

Then Malcolm stood suddenly. “Be right back. Gotta hit the restroom before this thing kicks off.”

Lilly nodded, sipping again from her cup. It was cooling, but still held the flavor she loved. Somehow the ritual of her drink kept the edge off her nerves. A tradition, like her bracelet, like this night.

11:35 PM
“Hey, you ever think about resolutions?” Ava asked.

Lilly didn’t answer right away. “Not really,” she said. “Feels dishonest to make promises you know you’ll forget by February.”

“Morbid,” Ava said. “But fair.”

Malcolm returned a minute later, rubbing his hands together. “Weird line in the men’s room. Bunch of guys just… standing there. Like they didn’t know what to do.”

“Public bathrooms are always weird,” Ava said. “Especially when there’s music playing.”

“No,” Malcolm replied, slowly. “Like, really weird. A guy walked out of the stall holding his pants, looked confused, and said ‘I didn’t even feel it.’” He shook his head. “People are drunk.”

Lilly stared at him. “Didn’t feel what?”

He gave a shrug, clearly trying to drop it. “Whatever. Not my business. Ten minutes ‘til midnight!”

11:49 PM
The final countdown began early — first in clusters, then more unified. The city’s giant LED screen above the stage started its animated ten-minute timer, digital fireworks flickering in the background. Cheers echoed from all corners of the square.

Lilly leaned forward slightly, setting her now-empty cup down beside her feet. She rubbed the silver cross on her bracelet with her thumb.

Something in the air felt different now.

Not wrong. Just… off. The kind of off that made birds go quiet before a storm.

“Are you okay?” Ava asked.

“Yeah,” Lilly said, her voice calm, thoughtful. “Just listening.”

“Listening to what?”

Lilly didn’t know how to answer that.

11:56 PM
From several streets over, sirens wailed briefly — but not an emergency run. A slower pass. A hesitation. Something being watched but not declared.

A flicker on the big screen. A momentary glitch. Then it continued.

The crowd didn’t seem to notice.

11:59 PM
The mayor took the stage, confetti cannons loaded, countdown synced.

The crowd began the chant, united.

“Ten!”

“Nine!”

“Eight!”

Lilly stood quietly, arms crossed over her chest, eyes fixed not on the screen, but on the people around her. Someone had just sat down hard on the pavement, blinking like their knees gave out. Another laughed nervously, brushing off what looked like… was that a wet spot?

“Three!”

“Two!”

“One!”

Happy New Year!

The sky exploded in light.

Balloons rose.

Horns blew.

Lilly took off her festive hat and let the wind take it.

January 1st, 2026 – Day 1 A.A. (After Absorbency)

The world celebrated.

And quietly, beneath their cheers, something ancient and unexplainable had begun to stir.

Not loud.

Not sudden.

But absolute.

Chapter 2: Morning in the Mirror
Date: January 1st, 2026 — Day 1 A.A.
Location: Solar City, Sunshine County, Florida
Time: 9:03 AM

The soft rays of a weak January sun crept between the blinds of Lilly’s bedroom, casting thin golden lines across the floor. She stirred beneath a warm quilt, the kind her grandmother had given her years ago — faded teal with hand-stitched corners and a pattern of crescent moons.

Outside, the cold hadn’t lifted. A rare Florida freeze still clung to the air, holding at bay the usual warmth that Solar City was known for. Lilly curled further under the quilt before finally sighing and swinging her legs out of bed, her feet landing on the cool tile below.

She pulled on her soft baggy purple pants and layered a white cardigan over her sleep shirt, rubbing her eyes. Her bracelet — the homemade black ribbon with its dangling silver cross — was still around her wrist, having never been taken off the night before.

9:15 AM

The scent of French vanilla filled the apartment. The coffee machine gurgled and hissed as it poured life into her favorite ceramic mug — off-white, chipped at the base, but beloved. She stirred in her usual blend.

Seven creams.
Ten Splenda.
Light foam.

Her little ritual hadn’t changed in years.

She took the mug in both hands and moved to the window, looking down onto the streets of downtown Solar City. The holiday cleanup had begun. Trucks were moving barricades, city workers swept away paper confetti, and plastic streamers fluttered weakly from trees and poles.

It all looked… normal.

If anything, a little tired.

She took a long sip, then glanced at her phone.

No urgent texts. Just a few photos from last night: Ava making ridiculous faces in front of the stage, Malcolm in the middle of some awkward dance move. One group shot — the three of them huddled together in front of the fountain, fireworks blooming above.

She smiled softly, then locked the phone and let the moment breathe.

10:07 AM

A hot shower later, she was bundled in fresh clothes — a soft lilac hoodie and the same purple pants from the night before. Hair still damp, she tied it up in a loose bun. Outside, she tucked herself into a puffed jacket and made her way down the quiet streets toward the bakery that had reopened early for the holiday crowd.

The cold nipped at her nose. A man jogging past gave her a polite nod. A couple strolled near the city center, holding hands, sipping coffee. A boy tugged a sled that squeaked uselessly against dry pavement — clearly disappointed there was no snow, just chill.

Inside the bakery, the warmth was instant and golden.

“Hey Lilly, happy new year,” said the girl at the counter, her name tag reading Mari with a hand-drawn sun beside it.

“You too,” Lilly replied with a smile. “You’re open early.”

“Yeah, manager wanted to catch the hangover crowd. Can’t say no to pastry therapy.”

Lilly laughed lightly. She picked out a soft blueberry muffin and a second coffee — for the walk back.

11:12 AM

Back in her apartment, she sat near the open window, letting the cold breeze brush against her cheeks as she flipped through her sketchbook. Nothing serious today. Just lines and shapes. Light, playful strokes.

Music played softly from a Bluetooth speaker — a lo-fi mix Malcolm had shared the week before. Calm rhythms filled the background.

For now, the world was quiet

Chapter 3: Pressure and Quiet Things
January 1st, 2026 — Day 1 A.A.
Location: Solar High School Dormitories

The dorms were still mostly empty. The quiet wasn’t eerie, exactly — more like a held breath. The kind of hush that only came during school breaks, when footsteps didn’t echo back and no doors down the hall were slamming. A few students had returned early like Lilly, but the building still felt like it belonged to the wind and the heating vents.

Her room — a narrow single unit on the second floor of Solar High’s dormitory wing — was small but enough. The bed sat pushed against the wall beneath a window that overlooked the main courtyard. Her grandmother’s faded teal quilt was pulled neatly over the mattress, crescent moons stitched into its fabric. The same one she’d woken up under that morning.

Lilly had retreated back to it now, legs tucked under the warmth, her body wrapped in the thick comfort of it as she stared at a clipboard resting against her knees. The practice state exam sat clipped in place, and though she’d promised herself she’d at least read through it today, her eyes kept darting away — to the ceiling, the window, the edge of her silver cross swinging from the homemade black ribbon around her wrist.

A soft breeze came through the window, not enough to chill the room, but enough to brush the edge of her sketchbook, still open from earlier.

She hadn’t meant to draw again. But when the anxiety started to grow — that tight feeling in her chest when she remembered the first time she took this test — sketching had been the only thing that helped her breathe.

The introduction to engineering exam would be next. Not the state one, just the class test. Still, it pressed just as hard. She knew the material. She could explain the whole lesson plan front to back if someone asked. But the moment she was in that classroom, seated, timed, handed that paper — it was like her brain couldn’t find its voice.

Last time, she’d locked up so badly she just circled answers to get it over with.

This time, she had to face it.

She pulled the clipboard closer and forced herself to look at the first diagram again. A simple beam diagram. Torque load. Vertical support. Easy, she told herself. You’ve done this. Remember the bridge model you built for Ms. Sanders? It held weight five times the requirement. You can do this.

But her fingers twitched nervously around the pencil.

Breathe, Lilly.

A knock echoed from somewhere down the hall, followed by soft laughter from someone passing a dorm room. Life still existed outside her door, even if the building felt wrapped in a soft, heavy hush. She looked toward the window again. The sun was sliding downward now, throwing long orange shadows over the courtyard. Trees shifted in the cold breeze, their branches bare and reaching.

She sighed and set the clipboard aside, curling tighter under the quilt.

Her mind was too full — not just of school, but everything. The new year always made her feel like time was pressing forward too quickly. Two quarters of school left. The big standardized exam. The final engineering showcase. And summer — whatever that would mean.

She wasn’t ready for any of it. But it was coming anyway.

Her phone lit up with a soft chime.

[Notification: News Alert]
“Minor travel delays continue at several southeastern airports as increased sick absences disrupt staff schedules. Health officials say it’s likely post-holiday flu or stress fatigue.”

She frowned. Not that strange. January was flu season. But she couldn’t remember a year where the news opened with something like that.

Lilly closed the screen and reached for her sketchbook again, flipping past the strange spiral she’d drawn earlier — wide at the top, tightening downward. She hadn’t meant to make it. It just… happened. It felt like the kind of thing her art teacher would ask about, calling it a “symbol from your subconscious.” But she wasn’t sure what it meant. Maybe nothing. Maybe everything.

Her pencil moved slowly now, sketching a different shape — a bridge, carefully drawn, its beams precisely spaced. A memory of confidence. A reminder.

You can build strong things, she thought to herself.

Outside the window, the sky deepened into a wash of navy and bruised lavender. Lamps clicked on in the courtyard. A few voices drifted in from the campus below. Distant. Normal.

Lilly exhaled and leaned back into the quilt, letting the softness of her grandmother’s stitches hold her for a little longer. No answers came. No breakthrough. Just quiet.

But sometimes quiet was enough to make it to tomorrow.

sofiahammerstein said:

Intriguing start!

thank you, I plan on dropping another chapter maybe two tonight.

to the 100+ of you who’ve already come by to check this out — even if you’re just reading silently, thank you. I see you, and I appreciate you taking the time to give this story a chance. I hope it speaks to you as it grows. I wasn’t expecting even close to 100. Thanks!

The Great Shift: Age of Absorbency
Chapter 4: Static Between the Lines
Location: Solar High School, Sunshine County, FL

Lilly rubbed her temples with both hands as the bell echoed through the hall. First day back. And her brain already felt like it was chewing on tinfoil. She hadn’t slept well. Not bad dreams, exactly — just that restless buzz of too many worries stacked together, like chairs on a cafeteria table.

The second semester had officially begun.

She moved with the crowd toward her homeroom, backpack slung low and heavy. Someone had hung a New Year banner above the lockers — glittery letters that read 2026: Aim Higher! It looked like it belonged to a more optimistic version of this year.

As she passed the front office, she caught a flicker of the muted television behind the glass. Channel 9 news. A talking head beside a graphic: “CDC Urinary Outpatient Visits Up in Major Cities — Experts Urge Hydration.”

She slowed a little, watching the anchor’s lips move in silence. Beneath the banner, the closed captions rolled:

“…officials cite post-holiday stress and flu-related dehydration. The Centers for Disease Control say no cause for alarm at this time…”

It wasn’t until someone bumped her shoulder that she snapped out of it.

“Oh — sorry,” she muttered, falling back into the flow of students.

Inside homeroom, the familiar hum of tired teenagers filled the air. Ms. Halberd — who always wore scarves that looked like they were stolen from museum displays — sipped coffee and tapped on her computer. She gave the room a glance.

“All right folks. Happy New Year. Let’s start with announcements.”

Lilly slid into her seat by the window. Her friend Sarah leaned over from the next desk, whispering, “You see that thing on the news? About people forgetting they peed themselves or something?”

Lilly blinked. “What?”

“I dunno. Something weird in New York. My mom said hospitals are freaking out a little. But I think she’s just being dramatic.”

“Maybe it’s just flu season,” Lilly offered.

“Yeah. But like, weird flu.”

Ms. Halberd cleared her throat pointedly.

On the whiteboard, the words WELCOME BACK — STATE TEST DATE CONFIRMED: FEB 20 were written in bold.

Lilly’s stomach flipped.

As the announcements played from the overhead speaker — mostly reminders about lunch schedules and library hours — she caught one final line in the principal’s voice:

“Also, a friendly reminder to drink water and take care of yourselves. Our nurse has seen a small uptick in dehydration-related visits, so let’s start the year off healthy.”

That was new. They didn’t usually give wellness PSAs.

Lilly scribbled a note in her planner without thinking. Engineering test Thursday. Water. Don’t overthink. Then a second line below it:
Is something going around?

She didn’t feel worried. Not exactly. Just… tuned in. Like the radio had changed frequencies and started whispering something between the static.

Quick note: I know these early chapters are a bit on the shorter side — that’s intentional for pacing and setup. They’ll start getting longer as the world expands and things start to shift more deeply. Thanks for sticking with me!

Chapter 5: Pressure Points

Lilly didn’t cry. She never cried over tests — not even the first time she failed this one. But tonight, she felt it sitting on her chest like a lead paperweight. Heavy. Familiar. Pressing down with the full shape of a memory she couldn’t quite get out from under.

The engineering midterm was in the morning.

She’d studied — hard this time. Flashcards, problem sets, mock builds. She even stayed late in the library the past two nights, reviewing equations she already had memorized, like repetition might patch over the place inside her that didn’t believe she could do this.

But still the pressure lingered.

Now, in the quiet of her dorm room, she curled under her grandmother’s faded teal quilt, knees drawn close to her chest. The walls were dim, lit only by the warm yellow glow of her reading lamp and the soft wash of moonlight from the window.

Next to her, nestled against the pillow, was her white wolf plushie — the one she’d had since she was eight. Its fur had once been snowy and smooth, now a little clumped in places, but its crystal-blue eyes still shone with that same clear brightness. Her eyes. That’s why she loved it so much. The eyes reminded her of herself — of something fierce and brave, even if she didn’t feel that way right now.

She gently pulled the plushie into her arms and hugged it close. The fabric was cool at first, but quickly warmed against her chest.

She whispered to it softly, not needing it to answer:
“I just don’t want to freeze again. I don’t want to let it happen again.”

Outside, the campus was quiet. A cold wind tapped against the window, branches clicking softly. Most of the students were either asleep or faking it behind earbuds and closed doors. The heating hummed steadily in the walls.

She reached down and tugged her purple pants up a little — they’d slid low while she curled — then adjusted the bracelet on her wrist. The black ribbon was starting to fray at the edge, but the tiny silver cross still dangled freely, catching the glow of her lamp just enough to sparkle. She watched it sway.

Lilly closed her eyes and breathed in deeply, letting the wolf plushie press into her heartbeat. She imagined her thoughts as static — noisy, unpredictable, sharp — and pictured herself slowly tuning the dial to something quieter.

You studied. You know the beam structures. You know the torque equations. You know what not to do this time. You are not frozen.

The silence of the room helped. So did the plushie. There was something grounding about the way its arms rested in her hands, the way it fit perfectly under her chin. A small ritual. A pocket of comfort.

She felt the anxiety pulling at her, still there, but distant now. Manageable.

Tomorrow would come. She would sit at her desk. And she would try again.

I’ll be releasing new chapters of The Great Shift: Age of Absorbency on a regular schedule now:
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Chapter 6: Second Chances

The test was printed on off-white paper that crinkled slightly as Lilly turned to the first page. The ink smelled faintly sharp, like old copy toner — familiar, but not comforting.

She exhaled slowly through her nose and looked down at the first problem.
A cantilever beam under torsion. She knew this one.

Deep breath.
Anchor yourself.

She pressed her heels into the floor, grounded by the low hum of the overhead lights and the distant shouts of a gym class outside. Her pencil danced briefly in her hand before landing in a poised, quiet grip. She began to write.

The room was a mix of focus and nerves. Thirty or so students, heads bent. A few fidgeting. One girl two rows ahead tapped her boot rhythmically against the leg of her desk. The air held a dry chill, the kind that settled under the skin — not freezing, just enough to make the metal chair feel unkind.

Lilly had dressed warm enough: her white blouse layered under a soft grey zip hoodie, sleeves pushed halfway up. Her baggy purple pants pooled around her ankles, swishing slightly when she shifted her legs. On her wrist, the black ribbon bracelet hung loose. She caught the silver cross glinting once in the corner of her eye as she paused to check a calculation.

She was doing it.

Not freezing.

Not panicking.

Not blanking out.

Just… solving.

She smiled faintly and leaned into the second page.

About halfway through, she noticed something.

It wasn’t loud. Not obvious. But the boy across the aisle — Jason, she thought his name was — had suddenly stiffened. She hadn’t really been watching him, but now that she glanced over, his whole posture had changed. One hand hovered above his paper. His eyes were slightly wide, unfocused.

He blinked. Slowly. Like he was trying to remember where he was.

Then his pencil dropped.

It hit the floor with a soft clatter. Nobody else looked up.

Jason didn’t reach down to grab it.

Instead, he shifted in his seat… then stared down at his lap with a confused frown.

Lilly furrowed her brow, eyes flicking back to her test — but the moment lingered at the edge of her thoughts. He didn’t look sick. Just… off.

He finally bent down and picked up the pencil, glancing around like he’d lost a few minutes. Then he looked back at the page. Blankly.

Lilly returned to her own test, heart picking up just slightly. It’s nothing. Maybe he zoned out. Everyone was stressed today. That didn’t mean anything. Didn’t mean—

Another seat toward the back squeaked.

She heard a whisper — someone asking if they could use the bathroom.

The teacher, Mr. Valen, nodded, barely looking up.

The door clicked softly behind the student as they left.

Lilly shook her head a little, as if clearing water from her ears. Focus. There was still a circuit diagram and a short design question ahead. She tucked her blonde hair behind her ear and kept her pencil moving, her crystal-blue eyes narrowing with purpose.

You’ve got this.

But the room didn’t feel the same anymore. Not entirely.

Not broken.
Just slightly… warped.

Like something was moving under the surface. Waiting.

Chapter 7: Just Something Weird My Mom Said

The rain had been coming down softly since morning, blanketing the campus in a muffled gray hush. From the dorm lounge window, Lilly could see streaks on the glass catching the dull sky, warping the distant school buildings into watery shapes. The old couch she was curled up on had sagged more this year, but it was still the warmest spot in the room. One arm clutched her white wolf plushie — the one with crystal blue eyes, just like hers — while her other hand cradled her coffee. French vanilla. Light foam. Seven creams. Ten Splenda. Perfect.

Sierra was across from her, half-slouched over the armrest of a lopsided chair, tapping a pen against her leg while sketching stars in the corner of her binder. Her hoodie sleeves were rolled to the elbow, and she looked almost relaxed — a rare feat after last week’s engineering exam.

“You seemed less freaked out today,” Lilly said with a small smile, her voice low but warm.

Sierra smirked. “Not today. But give it time. Ms. Alvarez says she’s cooking up another pop quiz next week.”

Lilly groaned playfully. “Of course she is.”

They lapsed into a comfortable silence. Around them, the dorm lounge hummed with quiet activity — someone flipping pages at the far table, the occasional burst of laughter from the hallway, a low TV muttering about cloud cover and pollen levels.

Then Sierra tilted her head. “Hey, random — wanna hear something weird?”

Lilly raised an eyebrow, sipping her coffee. “Obviously.”

Sierra set her binder aside, folding her legs beneath her. “So, like, my mom — she’s working at Memorial in Miami right now — said something kind of off last night. I don’t think she meant to say it in front of me, it just… came out.”

Lilly leaned in slightly. “What kind of off?”

“She was in the kitchen with my dad while I was getting cereal, and she started going off about these new teen patients. Like… high schoolers. Not sick, not injured. But they’re coming in after having bathroom accidents.”

Lilly blinked. “Accidents? Like, they just—?”

“Exactly. No warning. No infections. Nothing in their blood work. One was a swimmer, totally healthy. Mom said most of them are super confused, like they didn’t realize anything had even happened until it was too late.”

Lilly’s fingers tightened slightly around the plushie’s soft fur. “That’s… unsettling.”

Sierra nodded slowly. “She said it’s being dismissed as post-holiday burnout or exam stress. People are dehydrated, anxious, blah blah. Some station did a fluff piece on a ‘bladder bug’ or something, but Mom doesn’t buy it.”

Lilly looked into her coffee cup. The foam had started to dissolve.

“Still,” she murmured, “that’s not exactly normal.”

“Nope. And it’s not just in Miami. She said they’ve been getting staff updates about similar reports in Chicago, New York, Houston… Like, big places. Big hospitals.”

Lilly leaned back, pulling her legs up and tucking her wolf closer into her side. The fabric of her comforter back in the dorm still smelled faintly of lavender. She thought about it often during stressful days.

“So… no one knows what’s causing it?”

Sierra shrugged. “Not yet. Neurologists are getting looped in, but everything’s hush-hush until the quarterly reports come out. Until then, it’s probably just going to stay under the radar.”

The rain outside thickened slightly, tapping louder now.

Lilly didn’t respond right away. She just sat there, plushie nestled beneath her chin, her thoughts beginning to stretch in directions they hadn’t before.

“Huh,” she finally said.

It wasn’t panic. Not even real concern.

But the world, for just a moment, felt like it had shifted a millimeter sideways.

And that was enough to make her take one more sip of coffee… and quietly watch the rain fall.

Author’s Note:
Hey everyone — I missed my scheduled upload last night due to a rough emotional moment. I’m doing better now, and to make it up to you, I’m dropping three chapters today. Thanks for your patience and for being here.

Chapter 8: Patterns

Lilly didn’t mention the hospital story again.

Not that day. Not the next. Not even when someone in the cafeteria joked about a classmate “ghosting a chair” during lunch — something Sierra overheard and immediately side-eyed. It was the kind of offhand high school rumor that usually flared and fizzled in an afternoon.

Still, it lingered in the back of Lilly’s mind. Not like dread. More like background static — hard to focus on, but always there.

The days moved forward, slow and routine. School stress returned in waves. Homework, club meetings, study groups. Nothing unusual. The engineering exam results finally came back — and when Lilly saw the score, a glowing 93 in red pen, she didn’t cry, but she almost did. She’d tucked the paper behind the wolf plushie on her dorm shelf like a trophy.

That night, wrapped in her comforter with the lavender scent still faint on the fabric, she rested her head against her pillow and curled the plushie closer under her chin. Its fur was starting to mat a little around the neck — she’d had it since sixth grade — but the crystal blue eyes still gleamed in the dark like tiny twin stars.

She stared at the ceiling.

The rain was gone now, replaced with a chilled breeze that crept under the window frame and made the dorm heater click softly to life. Somewhere down the hall, someone was brushing their teeth. A muffled laugh, the slam of a closet door. Life. Normalcy.

She closed her eyes.

And for the first time in weeks, sleep came without resistance.

By mid-March, the school issued one of those vague health updates they liked to send when flu season dragged past its welcome. Nothing urgent — just a reminder to drink water, get rest, and tell a teacher if you felt “off.” Most students ignored it.

Lilly didn’t.

Not because she thought she was sick, but because she noticed the phrasing. It didn’t mention fevers or coughs. It didn’t mention symptoms at all. Just… “off.” A feeling.

Whatever that meant.

She read the email twice, then deleted it.

Later that week, during lunch, she spotted Coach Mendoza speaking quietly to Nurse Hall in the breezeway behind the gym. The nurse had a clipboard and the coach looked annoyed — not angry, just distracted. Sierra saw it too, and gave Lilly a look.

“You don’t think—?” she whispered.

Lilly shrugged. “Could be anything.”

And it could.

Still, later that night, while brushing her teeth and watching condensation crawl across the mirror, she whispered to her plush wolf:

“I feel fine.”

She meant it.

But saying it out loud felt like something she needed to do.

Just in case.

Chapter 9: Beneath the Brushstrokes

The smell of lemon-scented soap and old paint filled the art room, clinging to the sun-warmed wood and worn stools. The windows were cracked open just enough to let in the mild spring air — cool in the shadows, warm where the light spilled across the tabletops. A slow breeze tugged at the edge of a pinned-up mural near the ceiling, rustling like a distant page turning.

Lilly sat at her usual spot near the windows, sleeves of her cardigan pushed to the elbow. Her hands rested on either side of her sketchpad, pencil angled loosely between her fingers. She hadn’t started yet. She was watching the light play across her page.

Her wolf plushie — the one with blue eyes like hers — was zipped inside her locker just outside the classroom. She almost brought it in this morning but decided against it. Art was usually where she didn’t need the extra comfort.

Usually.

“Where is everyone?” murmured a voice across from her.

It was Ava, quiet and thoughtful, dark hair pulled into a lopsided braid. She’d been flipping through her sketchbook absentmindedly since the bell rang.

Lilly glanced around. She’d noticed it too.

Five students missing. Kiera and Mason were usually in by 8:00 on the dot, but their chairs remained empty. One easel was already packed away — someone must’ve gone home before first period even ended. Sasha, in the back row, kept rubbing her temples like she hadn’t slept, and halfway through the morning announcements, she asked to go to the nurse.

Ms. Franco didn’t ask why.

“Probably just spring flu,” Lilly said, almost automatically.

But she didn’t believe it.

Ava shrugged, dragging her pencil across the page. “Maybe.”

The air buzzed softly with the hum of overhead lights and the low drone of the school intercom. Another hydration reminder came on — the third one this week — followed by an announcement about optional nurse screenings during lunch.

Optional. But highly encouraged.

Lilly set her pencil down and quietly unzipped her paint kit. The brushes clinked against each other like tiny bones. She chose the flat-tipped one, dipped it in pale lavender, and began blocking in soft edges across her sketchpad — just color, no form. Like fog, or the quiet feeling before a storm.

Ms. Franco passed by, nodding with a half-smile. “Let it breathe, Lilly. Don’t trap it with outlines too early.”

“I won’t,” Lilly murmured.

The words came out quieter than intended.

She kept painting in silence, trying to let her thoughts drift the way she normally could — but something pulled at the edges of her focus. A thread. A feeling.

That email from the school last week.

The quiet talk between the nurse and the coach.

And now this — the absences, the weird restlessness.

Nothing official. Nothing confirmed.

But something was happening.

She paused to wipe her brush, then reached for a brighter color — a rich, dandelion yellow. It bled across the lavender like sunlight through morning mist.

“Your colors are sad,” Ava said suddenly. “But they’re trying not to be.”

Lilly blinked. Then smiled faintly. “Guess they’re figuring it out.”

So was she.

Chapter 10 is Going Live — AMA Now Open!

Hey again, everyone. Chapter 10 was originally meant to drop in a few days as a milestone moment for The Great Shift: Age of Absorbency, but life threw me a curveball, and I needed to take a step back for my mental health. (I’m okay right now!)

That said — I’m dropping Chapter 10 now, and I truly hope it resonates with you. It marks a turning point in the journey, and I’m proud of how far this little story has come.

To celebrate, I’m opening up an AMA (Ask Me Anything) — you’re asking Lilly or Me directly. What do you want to know about her world, her past, her quirks, her diapers, or her dreams?

Leave your questions below, and she’ll start answering them Friday before Chapter 11 drops.

Also, stay tuned — a new piece of art is coming shortly to help visualize the world you’ve all been walking through with us.

Thanks again for being here. You matter. Enjoy chapter 10!
—Zenith

Chapter 10: The Age of Absorbency

Lilly had barely spoken a word since painting class.

Not out of fear. Not really. Just… full.

Her mind was full.

She walked back to the dorms through warm spring air, the temperature brushing 72°F by late afternoon. Azalea bushes along the walkway had started to bloom again — soft pink petals trembling in the wind as if unsure it was safe yet. The sidewalks were scattered with dry leaves and half-stepped chalk drawings. It felt like normal.

But inside, she didn’t feel normal.

When she got to her room, she dropped her bag gently, swapped her uniform blouse for a loose hoodie, and pulled her hair into a bun. Dinner was one of those meal-prepped pasta bowls she kept stocked in the dorm mini fridge. It steamed gently in her lap while she sat cross-legged on the bed, back propped up against the headboard.

The plush white wolf sat next to her, ears flopped over from being hugged too often. Its crystal blue eyes reflected the TV screen dimly.

She clicked the remote.

Local news. Background chatter. A weather report showing mild temperatures for the next few days. A feature about a robotics club from Orlando heading to nationals. Lilly picked at the pasta, barely tasting it.

Then every screen froze.

Her TV. Her phone. The tablet on her desk. All of them.

A sharp buzz — EEEEEEEEE — cracked through the room. The Emergency Alert System.

The words filled the screen:
“PRESIDENTIAL EMERGENCY ADDRESS: STAND BY FOR LIVE BROADCAST”

Lilly’s fork clattered into her bowl.

From down the hallway, doors creaked open. She heard voices — worried, confused. Some students shouted for others to “turn on the news!” as every device in the dorm synced at once, involuntarily.

Then the seal of the United States filled the screen, accompanied by a somber orchestral sting.

And the President appeared.

She looked tired. Not weak — just weary in the way leaders get when holding too much too long. Her eyes were red-rimmed, her suit dark, her voice calm and steady, but weighted.

“My fellow Americans… tonight, I speak to you not just as your President, but as a mother, a neighbor, and a citizen of a world facing a profound shift.”

“Over the past several months, we have quietly monitored what was first believed to be isolated neurological events — temporary loss of bladder function in otherwise healthy individuals. Initially dismissed as stress-related, seasonal, or even viral, the truth is now undeniable: what we are facing is not temporary, not regional, and not fully understood.”

Lilly sat frozen. The fork was still on the blanket, sauce cooling against the fabric.

“Effective immediately, I am enacting emergency wartime production powers. This includes a full ramp-up of medical-grade absorbency manufacturing across all fifty states. We are working in partnership with trusted suppliers — including Tykables, ABU, and LittleForBig — alongside traditional medical providers. Our mission is clear: no American will go without proper care or dignity during this time.”

“Every public school, every hospital, every transit center and federal office will begin phased distribution of personal protection kits starting this week. The Department of Defense and FEMA are deploying support teams to regional hubs to assist with logistics.”

A banner scrolled across the bottom of the screen:
PHASE ONE: BEGINNING MARCH 20 | NATIONAL ABSORBENCY DEPLOYMENT PROGRAM

“This is not the end of our lives as we know them — but it is the beginning of a new phase in our shared journey. I ask for your strength. Your compassion. And above all, your unity. We will face this together — as one nation, undivided.”

The screen faded to the seal again.

Then black.

No commercials. No commentary.

Just silence.

Lilly’s phone buzzed again — this time with a text from the school’s emergency alert system.

“Dorm meeting mandatory at 8:30 PM. Hall supervisors will guide transition prep. Bring ID.”

She didn’t move.

Her eyes stayed locked on the black screen, its faint reflection mirrored in the wolf’s glassy eyes beside her. Her hand instinctively reached for it, curling the soft plush into her chest.

The Age of Absorbency had begun.

And there was no going back.

Zenith & Lilly here!
Hey everyone! Just popping in to say we’re both here and ready for your questions.

Got something you’ve been wondering about the story, the world, or even Lilly herself? Drop your questions right here! We’ll be checking back soon with answers.

Thanks for being part of this journey—we’re excited to share more with you!

— Zenith & Lilly

baby64 said:

I don’t have any questions for now because we’re only at the beginning of the story and the diapers haven’t appeared yet (but I think they will soon), but I just wanted to say that I like the beginning of the story and that I’ll be delighted to read the rest, so keep it up, I like where it’s going.

Finally, one question, though: I saw that you put illustrations in your story. When Lilly ends up in diapers (because it inevitably will end up happening), will we see her in diapers in some of them?

Zenith: Great question and thank you for being the first to ask — and yeah, it’s something I’ve definitely put thought into. Since I’m not a traditional artist (can’t draw a stick figure to save my life), I use AI tools to help bring the visuals to life. Honestly, getting Lilly and the others to even look consistent across images is a whole challenge in itself. It takes a lot of patience, prompt-wrangling, and occasional “what is this and why does it have four arms?” moments.

Now, in terms of showing diapers — the system I use has some strict content filters. Even when the context is fully respectful, subtle, and tied to character development, it’s not easy to get anything through that hints at padding without it getting rejected. So if you do see something, it’s usually implied — a soft crinkle, a shape under clothing, or a quiet visual hint. And honestly, that’s the tone I prefer: grounded, emotional, and focused on the human experience, not just the visuals.

That said — if anyone out there does enjoy drawing and wants to make fan art, I’m totally open to it! If it fits the tone and world of the story, I’ll absolutely credit you and might even include it in a post, a gallery section, or, if it really inspires something… write an entire chapter around it. This story’s as much about community as it is about characters.

Lilly: It’s kind of surreal looking back. Diapers were once this huge thing for people — like some strange secret or taboo. Now? They’re just… life. I wear them. So do a lot of others. It’s not a plot twist anymore — it’s background detail. Like choosing what shoes to wear, only mine… happen to crinkle a little.

If you ever do see me in a piece of art, just remember — it’s not meant to be the headline. I’m still me. It’s just a part of the world I lived through. A soft one.

Authors Note: even though the AMA didn’t quite go how I planned, the story just passed 500 views! Super grateful to everyone who’s been reading, lurking, reacting, or crinkling quietly in the background. Your support means a lot — and yes, more chapters are coming. My apologies for the late post and I promise to get back up to schedule release, life just had to hit me harder than I was expecting the week I decided to announce it. with out further delay here is:

Chapter 11: First Assembly

Lilly arrived in the common room just before the meeting started. She wasn’t the only one clutching a stuffed animal — a few others held comfort items too, either openly or tucked halfway beneath their arms. The room buzzed with nervous chatter. Some students looked scared. Others just looked tired.

Sierra found her and slid onto the couch beside her, whispering, “You saw it too, right?”

Lilly nodded.

A tall woman in a navy polo with the school crest stepped up to the center of the room. Ms. Kent, one of the hall supervisors. She clapped once for quiet.

“Thank you all for being here. I know today’s announcement was heavy. But I want you to understand — this is not a punishment, and you are not in trouble. We’re here to help each other through this.”

She looked around, meeting their eyes.

“We are transitioning to new health protocols, as directed by both the Department of Education and the newly-formed Federal Dignity & Care Administration. Care Kits were dropped off earlier today by FDC personnel and will be distributed to each resident tonight. These include: protective briefs, disposal supplies, and instructional materials.”

A murmur swept through the students. Some of it disbelief. Some of it relief.

“We know many of you haven’t experienced symptoms yet. That’s okay. The kits are precautionary. This isn’t about shame. It’s about readiness.”

A hand went up. Devon, a sophomore.

“What if we don’t want to wear them?”

Ms. Kent didn’t flinch. “You are not required to wear them unless instructed by medical staff. But if symptoms occur, you’ll be expected to follow care guidelines for your safety and comfort.”

Lilly felt Sierra’s hand find hers beneath the blanket she’d brought from her room.

Across the lounge, staff members began wheeling in carts filled with sealed gray bags marked “Solar Dorm Care – Issued March 2026.”

As names were called and kits handed out, Lilly felt that same surreal sensation she’d had during the presidential address. Her name was called. She stood, accepted the bag, nodded silently.

When she sat back down, Sierra leaned in.

“This is real now, huh?”

Lilly nodded slowly.

“Yeah,” she whispered. “It really is.”

Chapter 12: Summer Silence

June brought heat and stillness.

The usual end-of-year chaos — suitcases, farewell hugs, celebrations echoing through open dorm windows — never came. Solar High’s dorms remained open, hushed and half-full, like a stage left standing after the performance had ended.

Lilly sat by the window of her dorm room, legs curled beneath her on the soft lavender comforter. Outside, the trees shimmered faintly in the humidity. A cicada buzzed. In the distance, sprinklers rotated over the grass, ticking faintly with each sweep. It was the kind of day that would have once meant pool trips and sunscreen, but instead, silence reigned.

She had stayed. Most of her friends had too. The school had encouraged students to remain on campus if they had nowhere else to go — or if their family situations were already strained by the national care crisis. Dorm supervisors had volunteered to remain on duty, reclassified as provisional care workers under the Federal Dignity & Care Administration.

The kits were now a part of daily life. A shelf in Lilly’s room held unopened briefs, gloves, disposal bags, and several revised instruction booklets — each printed with the familiar gray seal of the FDCA. She hadn’t needed to open a single one yet.

But she checked. Constantly.

Every morning, she woke and pressed a hand to her bed, just to be sure. Every trip to the bathroom was shadowed with scrutiny — was that normal? Was that hesitation?

Lilly hadn’t shown any symptoms.

Not yet.

But the not-yet part haunted her.

It was now officially called Incontinence 25, or Incon-25 for short. News channels had mostly shifted to calling it that, though no one seemed to agree on what it actually was. Some doctors claimed it was viral. Others believed it was neurological — like a slowly unraveling thread in the spine. Conspiracies ran wild on forums and group chats. A government experiment. A food additive. A mutation in common flu strains.

No clear cause. No reliable pattern. And no known cure.

But more people were affected every week.

At dinner the night before, Sierra had admitted she’d started wearing the briefs — “just at night,” she’d said, trying to sound casual. She hadn’t said why. Lilly hadn’t pressed.

Now, Lilly sat quietly as the room buzzed with her fan on low. She picked at the remnants of lunch — cafeteria-delivered mac and cheese and a side salad — as the television hummed with muted news coverage.

A graphic flashed onscreen: INCON-25: 30% OF U.S. POPULATION NOW SHOWING SYMPTOMS.

She looked away.

Outside, a group of students walked the campus loop trail. One of them was limping a little, awkwardly, like something was being hidden beneath their clothes.

Lilly leaned her head against the window. Her white wolf plush rested in her lap, its crystal-blue eyes staring up at her — mirrors of her own. The room smelled faintly of fabric softener and a trace of lingering jasmine from her lotion.

The world had changed.

And Lilly didn’t know what would happen next.

But she knew this: she wasn’t ready to let go of normal. Not yet.

The first weeks of June arrived quietly. The sky above Solar High brightened earlier now, filled with the hum of cicadas and the sigh of southern winds slipping through palm trees. But beneath the calm veneer, tension brewed.

Faculty volunteers moved down the halls with quiet efficiency, checking in on students who had reported symptoms. The bathrooms now held locked cabinets labeled with FDC seals, and nurses circulated daily to provide support.

Lilly hadn’t experienced anything. Not one slip. Not even a warning sign. She kept track. She journaled. She noticed others around her becoming more careful, more tired, but her own body remained unchanged. No strange symptoms. No wet sheets. Nothing.

But paranoia whispered anyway.

She hadn’t told Sierra how closely she was watching herself. How hyperaware she’d become of every shiver or stomach flutter. Like waiting for a train that might never come.

The common area was quieter than usual as Lilly entered. A few students were gathered near the windows, speaking in hushed tones. A movie played on the TV with subtitles — no one really watching. She spotted Sierra sitting curled up in the corner couch, her hoodie sleeves pulled down over her hands.

Lilly slid in beside her.

“You okay?” she asked.

Sierra looked up, tired. “Yeah. Just tired of pretending everything’s fine.”

Lilly offered a soft smile. “Same.”

There was a pause. Then Sierra leaned in slightly, voice low. “It happened again last night. No warning. Nothing. Just—bam. I woke up and it was already done. Damp, cold, and I hadn’t felt a thing.”

Lilly’s heart clenched. She kept her voice steady. “Did you talk to Nurse Weller?”

Sierra shook her head. “What’s the point? They just give you more kits and tell you to ‘track events.’ Like we’re science projects.”

“They’re trying their best,” Lilly said softly. “No one knows what this is yet.”

Sierra nodded, rubbing her forehead. “I know. I just… I didn’t even know until the morning,” she continued. “And now I’m waking up every night to check, even when nothing’s happened. I’m still dry. But that one time… I don’t know. I’m also afraid of it getting worse. What if we end up fully using them? That makes me want to vomit a little, honestly.”

Across the room, someone stifled a frustrated shout. A student slammed a door down the hall.

Lilly pulled her white wolf plush a little closer to her side. “You’re not alone. And you’re still you.”

“Yeah,” Sierra murmured. “But it feels like pieces are slipping off me when I’m not looking.”

The fluorescent lights buzzed faintly overhead. Outside the windows, the summer dusk was falling, gentle and gold.

Lilly stared into the quiet, afraid to blink too long. Afraid that when she opened her eyes again, the world might have shifted further.

Chapter 13: Summer Unrest

The third week of June opened with a sky the color of faded denim. Heat clung to the buildings, and everything outside shimmered as though the world itself were sweating.

Lilly sat alone on the back steps of Solar Dorm, a melting popsicle dripping orange down her wrist. The grass smelled warm and wet, recently mowed. Somewhere beyond the track field, someone’s radio was playing soft country music, warped slightly by distance.

Inside, the dorms felt heavier now. Like the air had thickened with what people weren’t saying. More doors stayed shut. Fewer shoes lined the hallway rugs. The bulletin board hadn’t been updated since early May. The flyer about game night had curled at the corners.

Sierra had gone to the nurse again this morning.

“She needed new sheets,” someone whispered behind a hand at breakfast. “Third time this week.”

Lilly hadn’t asked. She wanted to ask what she could do to help — needed to — but every time she looked at Sierra’s tired eyes, the words dried up in her throat.

Instead, she focused on her routine. Waking up dry. Brushing her teeth. Documenting each day in her notebook — the one with the hummingbird sticker. So far, there had been no changes. Her entries remained empty, and she didn’t know if that comforted her or terrified her more.

By late afternoon, the dorms stirred to life with movement. An announcement crackled over the PA system: “Reminder, daily check-ins with floor supervisors begin at 6:00 PM. Please bring your ID and kit card.”

Kit card. Another layer of the new normal. The laminated slip tracked every replacement item she’d received from the FDCA — even if unused.

In the common room, Lilly found herself drawn into quiet conversation with Maya and Caleb, two upperclassmen who’d stayed behind. Maya sat cross-legged on the couch, sketchbook in hand, shading in something abstract and dark. Caleb leaned against the window frame, arms crossed.

“You know they’re calling it the Quiet Crisis now?” Caleb said.

Maya didn’t look up. “Makes it sound poetic. It’s not.”

Lilly blinked. “Why quiet?”

“Because no one screams. No one panics. We just wake up wet and try not to talk about it.”

Silence followed. The hum of the air conditioning filled the room.

Lilly finally spoke. “Has anyone… gotten better?”

Maya set her pencil down. “No one I know. Some plateau. Others decline. But no one goes back.”

The weight of those words settled on them all. Caleb stood up and stretched, the movement sharp.

“I miss the noise,” he muttered. “Even the annoying kind.”

That evening, Lilly helped Sierra change her bed. They didn’t speak much. The sheets were warm from the dryer, the scent of clean linen strong enough to mask the faint chemical trace from the protective pad beneath.

“Thanks,” Sierra mumbled a faint crinkle under her PJ’s as she shifted awkwardly.

Lilly nodded. “You’d do the same.”

And she meant it. Even though, deep down, she feared that one morning she might wake up and no longer be helping — but needing help herself.

She wasn’t ready for that.

But the days were shifting.

And readiness, she suspected, might no longer be part of the equation.

By the time July arrived, the heaviness in the air had eased — not gone, just… thinned, like fog lifting but never fully burning off. The Fourth of July was coming, and Solar High had decided, officially and perhaps a little desperately, to celebrate it.

Flyers had been posted in the dining hall:
INDEPENDENCE DAY CELEBRATION
Outdoor BBQ • Games • Movie on the Lawn • Fireworks at 9PM
All students welcome — comfort kits available upon request.

The note at the bottom made Lilly smile wryly. Even fun had a protocol now.

Still, the dorms felt different that morning. Music played from speakers in the common room. Someone had dragged out red-white-and-blue streamers and was taping them to the windows, wonky and hopeful. The smell of charcoal from the back lawn drifted into the halls. It was the most alive the place had felt in weeks.

Lilly wandered through the courtyard around noon, sipping strawberry lemonade from a paper cup. She watched Caleb juggle three water balloons for an impromptu contest. Sierra was nearby, laughing with Maya — really laughing, shoulders relaxed, eyes bright in a way Lilly hadn’t seen in a while.

They were both wearing diapers. Not visibly — not unless you knew what to look for. A faint rustle when they shifted. A slightly padded gait. Comfortable clothes in softer colors. And none of them looked embarrassed anymore.

Lilly caught herself staring.

The change wasn’t just physical. It was emotional. There was a strange kind of confidence in Sierra’s posture now, like she’d stopped waiting to fall. Like she’d already fallen, and the world hadn’t ended.

“Hey, Lil,” Maya called, waving her over. “Come judge the hotdog decorating contest.”

Lilly grinned and joined them, even as the unease stirred softly in her chest. Was it envy? Curiosity? The faintest pressure of being on the outside of something she couldn’t name?

She hadn’t had any incidents. Not one. But something about watching her friends — those who had — adapt, even thrive, made her feel like she was clinging to the last rung of a ladder no one else needed anymore.

Later, after the sky dimmed into a velvet dusk, the movie started on a sheet strung between two trees. Blankets covered the grass, students spread across them like they were kids again at summer camp. A few wore glow bracelets. A few had already nodded off. No one seemed afraid.

Lilly sat between Sierra and Caleb, knees pulled to her chest, white wolf plush tucked under one arm. The fireworks began a few minutes into the second act, brilliant and loud, echoing over the hills. Everyone clapped. Someone near the front whistled.

For a moment, Lilly forgot about Incon-25. She forgot about sealed kits and laminated cards. She let the noise and the color fill her chest until it ached a little.

Sierra nudged her, smiling. “You okay?”

“Yeah,” Lilly said. “I think I am.”

But as she looked around again — at her friends who were learning to live without shame, at the soft bulk under Sierra’s hoodie hem, at the way no one flinched when a rustle gave someone away — she wondered.

Was she waiting for something to happen? Or was she afraid that it never would?

Growler0128 said:

they had better have PACIs also..folks nerves will be on knifes edge,pacis will help.

Hey there! I totally get where you’re coming from — the world I’m building definitely puts people under a ton of stress, and tools for comfort are a huge theme. While pacifiers (pacis) are something I’ve thought about, they haven’t found a natural spot in the story just yet. The overall tone leans more into emotional resilience, connection, and dignity-centered care, so I’ve focused more on plushies, sensory wear, and support tech.

That said — I love that pacis bring comfort for so many in our community. They’re valid, soothing, and totally meaningful. If a moment ever pops up where it feels right in the story, I’m absolutely open to including them!

And fun fact: pacis are actually really hard to get past the AI art generator. I’m not even kidding — you’d think I was trying to smuggle state secrets into the image the way it reacts. It’s not out of malice — more like an overprotective bouncer with a flashlight at the nursery door, just really worried about safety optics.

That said, if anyone wants to create paci-friendly fan art or scenes, I’m totally here to support and celebrate that!

Thanks again for caring so much about the emotional well-being of the characters. That kind of thoughtfulness is exactly what makes this community special.

Growler0128 said:

just wondering.considering the name. i assume,yea i know what it means that there may be a outbreak of temporary or worse permanent incontinency. yea im deep diving on the story title.im adhd i think very weird.

Haha no worries — honestly, you’re not too far off with that theory! The story title does hint at a pretty major worldwide change, and yeah… incontinence is definitely part of that shift, whether temporary or permanent. But the real heart of the story is how people adapt emotionally, socially, and culturally when something like that becomes the norm.

And hey, I love deep dives! ADHD minds bring some of the coolest interpretations — you’re welcome to keep sharing your thoughts or guesses anytime. Just wait until things really get weird.

LittlePawz said:

been obsessed with this story and each new chapter gets better! honestly surprised she’s staid dry usually these stories start with the main character as the first but its been a pleasant suprise
Cant wait to see how this story ends!

We’re so glad you’re enjoying the journey so far!
Honestly, hearing that the pacing feels fresh and surprising makes us both smile — this world has a lot of moving parts, and we wanted to take our time letting it all unfold.

Lilly:
“I’m doing my best, okay? The world’s changing fast, and I’ve got enough to deal with without soggy pants slowing me down!”

Thanks again for reading and supporting the story — your comment made our day. Stick around… things are just getting started.

— Zenith (and a slightly flustered Lilly)