I get overly anxious when my supply starts to run low, and if I am totally out, there is this constant pressure, debilitating at times, to get more diapers and fast. This exact thing happened earlier this month. Total anxiety overload. It is like a smoker quitting cold turkey.
Can you relate, what is your experience?
Before I was able to get a steady supply of good diapers, I had to buy whatever GoodWill had available ( I did not have a lot of money ) … often times they did not have anything.
As my incontinence issues worsened, I had to use more cheap diapers per day, and often times I was a nervous wreck thinking about what would happen if I was not able to get more diapers 
Oh my, yes! Was actually thinking about this earlier this morning. It’s the only thing about wearing diapers that stresses me.