I am going to describe what happened yesterday evening, from dinner to bed with my caregiver. I will call her Stacy. She works for the agency that provides my care and she is a sweet girl
Stacy wheels me up to the dinner table and ties a bib around my neck. She grabs a plate from the table and she serves me chicken, rice, vegetables and bread with chocolate milk to drink. She cuts up the chicken for me then she sits next to me and prepares to feed me my dinner.
Stacy carefully but efficiently feeds me dinner, alternating between bites of chicken, rice and vegetables and bread. She offers me a straw so I can drink my milk when I want it. When the meal is almost finished, Stacy puts my pills in my mouth and has me take a drink so I can swallow them. I wait in my wheelchair while Stacy cleans up the dishes and loads the dishwasher. While I am waiting for her, I pee myself. My diaper handles it fine, no one notices.
After dinner, it is time for my shower. Stacy wheels me into the bathroom. She undresses me completely, including all my clothes and wet diaper. Stacy helps me stand up and she walks me into the shower where I can sit on a bench .
She washes me from head to toe, starting with my hair and working her way down my body. She is very gentle but she gets every inch of me clean.
ahe puts a towel in my wheelchair and sets me in the wheelchair and she begins to dry me with another towel. When I am mostly dry. She wheels me into my bedroom/nursery.
she wheels me over to my crib and helps me get into the crib. Stacy pulls out some thicker night time diapers and she diapers me while I play with the mobile hanging over my head. Once I am diapered for the night, she dresses me in a onesie with Cookie Monster on it and helps me get comfortable in my crib
she attaches the Cpap mask to my face, raises the side rail of my crib, wishes me good night starts the Cpap machine and turns out the light.
I dream about Stacy in my sleep.