Lauras Diaper Therapy ( Chapter 15 Friendship change) updated 150425

This is my first attempt at writing a story so please feel free to provide me with any constructive feedback you may have.

Chapter 1

Laura was your average 15 year old girl. She was of a medium build, pretty without being stunning she was in the last year of secondary school, an all girls school, and was achieving good but not spectacular grades. She was perfectly normal and average in every single way accept one. She had always struggled to keep her bed dry at night. Her parents had taken her to see numerous doctors who couldn’t find anything medically wrong with her and when she started having accidents during the day her parents took her to see a psychiatrist as the last doctor advised it could be a mental issue rather than a medical one.

While at the therapy appointments Laura discussed a number of issues in her childhood and the stigma of being a bedwetter. She recalled the first time her friends found out about it. She was 11 years old and away on a school residential trip. Her mum had packed her Drynites for her that she new she had to wear every night to help keep her bed and bedding dry. However she couldn’t find a good time to sneak it out her bag and put it on before she fell asleep. She woke up the next morning to the sound of laughter and yelling as her roommates found Laura in a pool of her own urine and a very stained bed spread. Due to all the noise a teacher knocked on the door and one of Laura’s friends opened the door and explained to Mrs Smith that Laura had wet the bed. Mrs Smith told Laura to take a shower.

While Laura was in the shower Mrs Smith told the other girls not to make fun of her and help strip her bed so the camp site could wash it. After the bed was stripped Mrs Smith took the liberty of picking out some clothes for Laura to wear that day. As it was a crisp spring morning she laid out a grey and silver Nike tracksuit some knickers and a training bra for Laura to wear. As Mrs Smith was going through Laura suitcase she discovered an unopened pack of Drynites and realised this probably wasn’t a one off that Laura had wet her bed. She sent the other girls in her room to the canteen for breakfast and waited for Laura to come out the shower.

While Laura was in the shower she started to cry. How could she be so stupid? She knew she needed her Drynites but she was so worried about her friends finding out about her special night time underwear but now the situation was much worse. As she got out the shower she heard Mrs Smith tell the other 5 girls in her room to go to the canteen and have breakfast. She was at least relieved that she wouldn’t have to face them when she came out the sanctuary of the bathroom. She wrapped her towel around her and waited to hear the door shut as the other girls left. However she didn’t hear the door shut but she could no longer hear the girls voices so assumed it was safe to come out.

As Laura exited the bathroom she was a bit taken back to see Mrs Smith still in her room and sitting at the end of her bed with clothes laid out for her including underwear and the unopened pack of Drynites. She took a big gulp before thanking Mrs Smith for helping deal with the situation. “Don’t worry about it” said Mrs Smith “However we do need to talk about these and why you chose not to wear it last night” Mrs Smith pointed to the pack of Drynites.

“I know I need them Mrs Smith but I didn’t want the other girls finding out about them and I couldn’t find a good time to put them on discreetly” Laura said wiping away a tear from her eyes.

“Well because we’ve had this issue I’m going to give these to Mrs Applewhite who is looking after the medication and other medical needs for all the children on the trip. We need to make sure you’re wearing them every night so after you get ready for bed knock on Mrs Applewhite’s door and she’ll help you get them on. In the morning, after breakfast, line up with the other students for their medication and she’ll help you get them off and then you can get dressed for the day” Laura didn’t like the word help being in the sentence and while she knew breakfast was early and had been planned that all students would still go in their PJs she didn’t feel like eating in what was highly likely to be a very wet pull up. “Mrs Smith, can I not just put them on and off myself”

“No my dear, we need to make sure you are wearing them and the best way to do that is to get Mrs Applewhite’s help. Your mum had asked for us to update her every day on your situation so Mrs Applewhite needs to check you in the morning and report back to your mum.”

“Oh, ok” Laura sighed.

“Now I’ll go and close the door as I leave, get dressed and join us all for breakfast” and with that Mrs Smith left the room, pack of Drynites in her hand, and closed the door. Laura sat on her bed and had a little cry about how stupid she had been not to put it on before bed and now she was no longer in control of when she was wearing them and for how long. She cleared her mind, got dressed and started making her way down to breakfast.

As she entered the dining hall an audible hush fell throughout the hall. Word had clearly got out about the girl that wet her bed and as she was the only child fully dressed it was obvious who it was. She put her head down and headed to the buffet to select her food. She filled her plate with sausage, egg, bacon, mushrooms and Hash Browns. She got a glass of water and went and found a seat on the table assigned to her room. She sat down had a quick look at all her roommates and exchanged some awkward smiles and again she put her head down and focused on her food. Just as she finished her last bite Mrs Smith announced that breakfast was over and everyone was to go back to the rooms and get ready for the day.

Once back at the room with the other girls Laura just sat at the end of her bed and watched as the other girls took it in turns to get showered and then dress for the day. The first girl to get ready was Laura’s best friend Amy. After Amy was ready she motioned for Laura to join her on her bed and gave her a big hug. “I’m sorry” said Amy “I tried to stop them telling people at breakfast but they wouldn’t shut up about it and now everyone knows”.

“It’s ok” Laura said solemnly. “It’s my own fault”

“How?” Asked Amy

“I should have put my protection on. Then no one would have known!”

“Protection?” Amy asked looking confused.

“Well it’s not the first time I’ve wet the bed” Laura confessed to Amy “so my mum has me wear these things called Drynites. They are basically pull ups for older kids who still wet the bed. I know I need them but didn’t want you all to know about them but now the situation is much worse”

Amy gave her friend a hug “Don’t worry, everything will be fine. We’ll have a fun day and you’ll forget all about last night and this morning” and with that Amy grabbed Laura’s hand and ran out the room to the meeting point to start the days activities.

Laura had a fun day doing rock climbing, archery and air rifle shooting. She stayed close to Amy all day, hardly leaving her side. Some children in the group activities did stare at her and some tried to call her names but Laura tried to just shut it out and Amy would hold her hand when she caught wind of it. Laura felt a strange feeling whenever Amy took her hand. She felt protected and safe and Laura started to enjoy that feeling. Amy noticed every time she held Laura’s hand she felt Laura relax and knew it was helping her friend.

That evening after dinner Mrs Smith announced everyone was to get ready for bed and then meet at the meeting point as they were going to have a camp fire that night. Laura’s felt her tummy tie up in knots. A whole camp fire while wearing all her night time clothes didn’t sound fun. She managed to get Mrs Smiths attention and asker her when she had to see Mrs Applewhite and Mrs Smith confirmed that she would need to see her as soon as she had her PJs on. It was not the answer she was looking for. Once back in the room she found that her bed had been made with fresh bedding. She was glad that she didn’t have to make the bed herself. As she sat down it made a loud rustling noise. Amy looked over at Laura and both girls looked confused. Not knowing what it was Laura stood up and started getting ready for bed. Once in her PJs she announced she was going to Mrs Applewhite’s room to get some medication. Amy gave her friend a knowing wink and off Laura went. As she reached Mrs Applewhite’s door she took a big gulp and started to knock.

“Come in” Mrs Applewhite announced from behind a closed door. Laura pushed the door open and was greeted to the sight of Mrs Applewhite and Mrs Smith smiling back at her.

“Ah Laura my dear I’ve been expecting you. Sit on the bed while I get your supplies ready.” Laura did as she said at sat at the end of the bed while Mrs Applewhite went to her bathroom and returned with a Drynite.

“Stand up and remove your bottoms please Laura” Mrs Applewhite instructed.

“Miss, why are both of you here?” Amy asked as she started following the instructions Mrs Applewhite gave her.

“To protect all of us Laura. To make sure nothing happens to you and to protect us if you try and make any allegations against either of us. It’s also why I left the door open when it was just us two earlier today.”

“Oh ok” Laura said now standing naked from the bottom half down infront of her teachers. “Also my bed now makes a rustling sound, do either of you know why?”

“That would be a plastic sheet, now step in” Mrs Applewhite said as she held out the oversized pull up for Laura to step into.

“Why does it have a plastic sheet on it?” Asked Laura as she slipped each leg into the leg holes of the Drynite.

“It helps protect the mattress if you leak onto the bed. The activity centre said it was mandatory because of your accident last night” Mrs Applewhite said as she pulled the pull up over Laura’s bottom gave her a quick check of the leak guards and a pat on her bottom and told her she was good to go. Laura felt the smallest she’s ever felt. Almost like a toddler having her pull up put on her for the first time that she can remember. She was just about to open the door to go back to her room when Mrs Smith coughed “Are you forgetting something Laura?” She said.

Laura was just about to step outside wearing only her PJ top and her pull up. She has forgotten to put her trousers back on. She quickly turned around grabbed her bottoms and put them on before hastily thanking both teachers and running back to her room.

As she made her way back to her room she could feel the padding on her bottom as she walked but wasn’t sure if it was obvious to everyone what was underneath her PJs. She opened her bedroom door and all the girls were now ready in their PJs and about to head out. Laura forgot that she hadn’t used the toilet all day and set out with the other girls to the meeting point and onto the camp fire. She whispered into Amy’s ear “is it noticeable?” Amy had a quick look and although she could see it a little bit it wasn’t to noticeable and decided to lie to her friend and tell her she couldn’t see a thing. After a short walk a clearing in the woods came into view with a big open fire and logs placed all the way around for the children to sit on. As they all took their place and were handed a cup with hot chocolate in and a pack of marshmallows and a stick to roast them over the open fire Laura felt a tingle in her bladder telling her she needed to pee badly. Her arm shot up in the arm and Mrs Smith acknowledged it. “Can I use the toilet please Mrs Smith?”

“No Laura, toilets are back at the rooms and I can’t let you go off on your own without adult supervision and I can’t leave Mrs Applewhite here alone with this number of children. You’ll have to wait till we all go back in about 30 mins”.

Laura was in trouble, she wasn’t sure she could last the 30 minutes without having an accident.

After about 20 minutes of struggling to stay dry Laura stood up to get her rubbish that just blew away in the wind. As she bent down to pick it up a stream of urine hit her pull up causing Laura to jolt back up in shock. She stood there frozen in fear as her bladder continued it’s involuntary release into her pull up. Laura couldn’t believe it. She had never had a day time accident since she was potty trained at 3 but here she was wetting her pull up like a toddler. She quickly tried to regain focus and control but her bladder had already emptied and the absorbent padding of the Drynite was getting to work soaking it all up. As Laura put her rubbish in the bin Mrs Smith declared the camp fire over and started walking all the students back to their rooms. She caught up with Laura and reminded her to use the toilet before going to bed. Laura looked a bit embarrassed especially as she had just soaked her pull up but lied and said she would. Laura didn’t tell Mrs Smith as she didn’t want anyone to know she had a daytime accident. She figured she could hide it as a night time accident in the morning and no one would know.

While everyone was walking back to the room Amy looked at her best friend and looked at her bum as they were walking back to the room. This time she could make out the outline of her pull up a lot more and it seemed to drop a bit lower. It looked to Amy as if she had already used it but she knew Laura didn’t have accidents in the day so guessed her mind was playing tricks on her.

As Laura was walking back to the room she could feel her pull up was bulkier than before and caused a bigger gap between her thighs. While it didn’t make her waddle she could notice the difference and thought it must be obvious to everyone she was now wearing a wet pull up.

Laura struggled to get off to sleep in an already saturated pull up but after what seemed like an hour of tossing and turning she finally drifted off to sleep. Laura woke up to the early spring sunshine creeping into the room through a crack in the curtains. As she rolled over she rolled directly into a huge wet patch in the middle of the bed that startled her awake. She felt all around her and realised she had completely soaked the bed and her PJs. It appeared as if the Drynite didn’t do a thing to help her last night. Then she remembered she went to bed already wet. There must have been no capacity left in it. She waddled over to Amy and woke her up. “Amy” she whispered “can you get Mrs Smith for me please”.

Chapter 2

Laura was sat in the chair at her therapist completely lost in her childhood memories completely unaware that her pull up was starting to swell as she inadvertently wet herself. The fact that she wasn’t shocked and lost her trail of thought shows how use she had become to wetting herself in her teenage years. Her therapist was listening intently to Laura’s memories only breaking eye contact to make notes unaware of the situation developing in her patience’s underwear. Laura continued to devolve her childhood memories.

Amy startled awake and saw her best friend standing over her. She nearly screamed in fright but just stopped herself as she realised it was Laura standing there. “What’s wrong Laura?” Amy asked.

“Can you please get Mrs Smith, I’m really wet”

“Oh sweetheart, why don’t we go together?”

“I don’t want to go outside looking like this!”

“Good point, I’ll go and get her now” and with that Amy rushed out of bed and ran along to Mrs Smith’s door. She knocked loudly and firmly as she guessed she would need to wake Mrs Smith up but the door swung open within seconds of Amy’s knock. Amy was a bit taken back to see her teacher already awake and fully dressed. “Oh, hello Mrs Smith. Laura needs you. She’s had another accident and she said she’s really wet.”

“OK, let’s go. I was just about to wake all you kids up anyway. I guess I’ll start with your room then”.

Amy and Mrs Smith entered the room. All the other girls were still fast asleep and Laura was nowhere to be seen. Amy was worried that her friend had run away somewhere but Mrs Smith noticed light escaping from around the edges of the bathroom door. She went up to the door and gently knocked on it. “Laura dear, can you come out please?” Laura cracked the door open slowly trying not to disturb the other sleeping girls. It was clear she had been crying in the bathroom. Amy ran up and gave her best friend a hug but quickly withdrew when she felt the dampness of Laura’s PJs. While she was supportive of her friends issue she didn’t want to get her PJs to get wet. “WOW, you wasn’t lying when you said you were really wet were you.” Mrs Smith noted. Right get yourself in the shower, leave your Drynite outside the bathroom door and I’ll deal with it. Me and Amy will strip your bed again and I’ll leave you some clothes out to get dressed in. After breakfast come up to Mrs Applewhite’s room and we can discuss it then.”

“What about the rest of PJs? I can’t leave them here soaked like that. They will start to smell.”

“Leave them outside the bathroom door and I’ll take them away and see if we can do anything with them. Do you have the ones from yesterday still?”

“They are in my bag still”

“Ok, I’ll get them out and see what we can do. You get in the shower and put everything out the door when your undressed. Me and Amy will start stripping your bed.”

“Thank you Mrs Smith for being so understanding” and with that Laura slipped back into the bathroom and started removing all her very wet night clothes. Her Drynite fell with a big thud as it hit the ground. An audible reminder of how much she had wet herself both during the evening and while asleep. She cracked the door open and left it slightly ajar as she placed her wet PJs and saturated Drynite on the floor just outside and quickly closed and locked the bathroom door. As Amy and Mrs Smith started stripping the bed they could hear the shower turn on and hearing the water fall from the shower and land in the tray.

Laura felt a wave of emotions as soon as the water started hitting her body. She felt ashamed that as an 11 year old she still needed pull ups at night. She felt embarrassed that she was no longer in control of when to wear them and when not. She felt confused that they hadn’t soaked up all of her accidents that night as it was the first time they had ever leaked. She felt shame that she had wet herself like a toddler while still awake but she also felt a sense of comfort from the support Amy has given her. How can one young girl feel so many different things all at once she thought to herself.

In the bedroom Mrs Smith and Amy had finished stripping the bed. Mrs Smith looked at the mattress and was impressed at how dry it was. The plastic sheet had clearly done it’s job in protecting the mattress. She then went down Laura’s bag and picked out some jeans a plain pink polo top and a white zip up hoodie. She found a matching training bra and knicker set that was white and covered in multicoloured dots. She located the previous days wet PJs and thanked Amy for her help and being there for Laura. She gathered up all the wet things from the floor and put them outside. She then went back in the room gave Amy a wink and then woke the remaining girls up.

As the girls were starting to stir Laura came out the bathroom with her towel wrapped around her. She mouthed a thank you to Mrs Smith as she exited the girl’s bedroom. Emma, the least favourite of the girls in Laura’s room, looked at Laura as she came out the bathroom quickly looked at her bed and seen that it had been stripped again and started laughing. “She’s wet the bed again! She’s such a baby. You should be put back in diapers!”

“Shut up Emma!” Amy shouted back. “It’s not like she’s done it on purpose.” She ran up to Laura and gave her hug as she was fighting back tears. While in Amy’s embrace Laura just relaxed and instantly felt calm and protected. “Come on get dressed and we’ll go get breakfast.” Amy whispered in Laura’s ear. Laura smiled and started getting dressed. She thought it was a bit weird that her teacher was laying clothes out for her like you would a child but appreciated that she didn’t have to worry about choosing an outfit after everything else that had happened the last couple of days.

After Laura was dressed she and Amy, who was still in her PJs, started making their way to the dinner hall. On the walk across the open courtyard Amy could feel that Laura was starting to loose herself in her thoughts so she just slipped her right hand into Laura’s left turning her head to face her friend and they both shared a smile. The act her friend just did completely took Laura away from her own thoughts. She was quite glad of that as her thoughts were going to a dark place and quickly. As she looked in her friends eye sharing a smile she felt butterflies in her tummy and felt like she had the best best friend ever.

The girls were the first ones at breakfast and they had the whole hall to themselves. As they got towards the buffet they let go of each others hands and grabbed a plate each and loaded them up with a selection of hot foods and toast. They helped themselves to a glass of water and another glass of apple juice. Amy joked to her friend that she better be careful as she didn’t want to have any daytime accidents. Laura started to tear up at the thought of the accident she had in the evening yesterday. Amy realised she may have made a mistake and apologised giving Laura a hug. They start eating their breakfast and Amy tries to steer the conversation onto any other topic. The girls talk about the boys from other schools at the camp and before they realise the hall has started to fill up with other students from their school. They finish their breakfast and check with Mrs Smith that it’s ok for them to go back to their room while the other girls are still eating. Mrs Smith says they can but reminds Laura that she needs to see herself and Mrs Applewhite at 9am after everyone else has finished their breakfast.

On the way back to the bedroom Laura held her hand out for Amy to take it. Amy noticed this and smiled to herself. She was pleased that she could help her friend in anyway and it was apparent that Laura needed her physical touch to remain calm. Amy took Laura’s offered hand and they walked back to the bedroom continuing to laugh and chat about nothing to serious.

Once back in the room Amy told Laura to sit on her bed while she got showered. Laura sat there and could feel her eyes getting heavy. She let out a big yawn and completed a big stretch before letting her head hit Amy’s pillow. She allowed her eyes to close and started to drift of to sleep. She didn’t know how long she been asleep for but she was awoken by the other girls coming back into the room after their breakfast. Seconds later Amy came out the bathroom with her towel hugging her body. “Your lucky she’s not wet herself on your bed there Amy. She was asleep on your bed. Anything could have happened” Emma said mocking Laura.

“Oh shut up Emma. There is no reason to be so rude!” Amy turned to Laura “why don’t you go and see Mrs Applewhite now it’s nearly 9”.

Laura nodded her head and as she stood up a very urgent need to empty her bladder hit her. She ran to the bathroom and just made it in time. She hadn’t even hit the seat of the toilet before urine started to escape her body. After she finished she went to clean herself up and noticed a small wet patch in her nickers. So small and minute that no one would ever know but after the incident yesterday evening it was another reminder of how careful she needed to be going forward. She left the bathroom after washing her hands. Emma was waiting by the door to go and use the shower. “Did you make it to the potty on time little one?” She remarked as Laura went past. “Oh go away Emma” Laura snapped back. “Just want to make sure you don’t need a change of knickers now baby girl” Emma said laughing. “Anyway good girl doing your wee wee in the potty. Im so proud of you” Emma put on a mocking tone as if speaking to a 2 year old. Laura looked over at Amy getting dressed. She had put on her bra and knickers and was trying to work out what outfit to wear for the day. She was shaking her head at Emma and told Laura just to leave and not to raise to it. As Laura left the bedroom and closed the door she could hear Amy defending her and telling Emma off for making fun of her. She took a short walk to Mrs Applewhite’s room and knocked on the door.

Chapter 3

A loud beeping noise shook Laura out of her memory. It was the alarm her therapist had set to remind them when the session was nearing its conclusion.

“That’s great Laura. You’ve done really well opening up to me on your first session. I would like to dive more into your history at our next session but let me ask you something. How has today felt for you?”

Laura drew a breath and thought for a minute. “Calming” she replied.

“Explain what you mean” her therapist asked leading the conversation.

“Well it’s just I’ve never spoken to anyone about it before and it feels good to speak to someone who’s not judging me. Also it’s lovely to relive the feelings I had when Amy took care of me back then. I felt so safe and protected”

“I see” said the therapist. “Well that concludes the time we have today for your session. Thank you so much for letting me into your world a bit today Laura. You should be proud of what you’ve done”

“Thanks” Laura replied. “Do you think you’ll be able to help me?”

“I think I can, it won’t be easy and you’ll have hard days to overcome but if you work with me I’m sure you will get the outcome your looking for.”

“Thank you so much. See you next week” Laura said as she got up to leave the office. As she got up she felt the padding of her pull up was a lot bulkier and realised she must have wet herself while lost in her memories. She hated that her mother had made her wear her Drynites during the day now but she had been proved right on more occasions than Laura care to think about. Over the last couple of months Laura felt her bladder control had got a lot worse and since the day her mum made her wear them all the time barely a day went by without them being used.

As Laura stepped out the office and into the waiting room she was greeted by her mum who had been waiting outside reading a magazine. “How was it?” She asked in anticipation

“Yeah good, she said she thinks she can help me!” Laura said excitedly.

“Mrs Hinsley, can I have a word please, in my office” the therapist directed at Laura’s mum.

“Please call me Sarah” and she entered the room leaving Laura to stand outside in the waiting room alone.

“Please close the door” the therapist instructed. As Sarah closed the door she continued, “I’m pleased to say I have a theory on what is happening with your daughter and a potential plan of how to help her. However it will be challenging and involve some tough love and she will have some dark days to get through. Due to that I don’t want to say anything just yet till I’m convinced that it will work. Tell me how much of an issue is it for her at the moment? How often does she use her protection?” The therapist asked.

“She is in them during the day and night now, she normally has at least one accident during the day, sometimes more and every morning she wakes up wet” Sarah explained to the therapist.

“I see, that helps with the treatment I’m thinking about. For now don’t change how you deal with her accidents but going forward I may ask for you to be a bit more harsh with her. Is that something you would feel comfortable doing when I ask you to?”

“If you think it will help I’ll give anything a go.” Said Laura’s mum. And with that she left the therapist office and rejoined her daughter in the waiting room.

“Come on then, let’s get you home” Sarah said to Laura. She gave her a quick pat on the bum to speed her along. Laura hated it when her mum did that. It reminded her of the infantile underwear she had one and the fact she obviously needed it. As they were walking back to the car her mum noticed the outline of the Drynite was a bit bigger than when she went into her appointment. “Honey, do you need a change?” Sarah asked Laura matter of factly. Laura bowed her head and whispered “yes mum”.

“Ok good job I brought another case of them this afternoon you were starting to run low. When we get home go and have a nice relaxing bath. You’ve had a long emotional day. After your bath get in your PJs and I’ll cook dinner for us all.”

“Thanks mum, that sounds nice”

Laura lowered herself into the car buckled up her seat belt and waited for her mum to start driving.

The drive home was short and after 15 minutes Sarah was pulling the car onto the drive. When Laura went in the front door she was greeted by her dad who had just got home from work. “How was it princess?” He asked. “Really good, she thinks she can help me!”’Laura replied full of excitement.

“Ok Darling, go get in the bath. Remember to put your Drynite in a sack before putting it in the bin please Laura” her mum instructed.

“Another daytime accident?” her dad asked her mum.

“Yeah, also sounds like the plan the therapist has in mind is going to be tough but she wants to see her again before putting it in place.”

“Ok, well we will see what it is when it comes to it. I hope we get it sorted for her somehow though”

As Laura went upstairs she could hear her younger sister listening to music and doing her home work in her own room. Emily was 3 years younger than Laura and attended the same all girls school. The 12 year old was one of the popular girls in her year. She was disgusted that her elder sister still used pull ups on a daily basis but knew it was not worth teasing her about it openly due to the consequences her mum and dad would implement. She heard Laura starting to run a bath and then lost herself in her own studies.

Laura started drawing the bath. She put in plenty of bubble bath to help her relax. While the water was running she grabbed a towel and went back to her room to get undressed. She started taking her school uniform off. She pulled her skirt down and stepped out of it, unbuttoned her blouse and threw it to the ground. She removed her tights leaving her standing there in only her bra and Drynite. She looked in the full length mirror hanging in her room. Looking at herself she felt she resembled a little girl. The fact her chest had never grown and she could still fit in a training bra coupled with her used pull up brought a tear to her eye. She took off her vest top leaving her just in her pull up. Another glance in the mirror and her eyes were drawn to just how swollen it was. Had she really wet herself that much without noticing it. That fault scared her and she made a mental note to really focus on her bladders need going forward. She pulled her Drynite down and it fell to her ankles. She stepped out of it and placed it in a nappy sack and tied it up to prevent any odour escaping. She put it in the bin her parents had put in her room about four months ago when her use of Drynites increased to include daytime use. She covered herself with her towel to protect what little modesty she had and returned to bathroom. The tub was nearly full with the bubble bath poking over the rim of the tub. She stopped the running water and lowered herself into the steaming hot bath, closed her eyes and breathed a huge sigh of relief.

“Laura darling, it’s nearly time dinner. Time to get out the bath” her mum called out from downstairs. Laura was so relaxed she had nearly fallen asleep. She raised herself out of the bath and allowed for most the water to run down her body and back into the bath water. She stepped out the bath tub and started drying herself vigorously with her towel. After she was all but dry she wrapped her towel around her once more and returned to her room. She went to her chest of draws and tried to decided on a Pyjama set to put on. She decided on a Little Mermaid set as it was her favourite Disney film. After the day she’d had she wanted to be surrounded by her favourite and most comfortable things. She closed the top draw and opened the middle draw where Laura kept all her underwear. As she opened it she noticed her mum had restocked her depleting supply of Drynites and now they took up most of the draw. Only a handful of vest tops and a small number of cotton knickers, that she couldn’t remember the last time she wore and were now buried right at the back of the draw, shared the space with her Drynites. She picked out one from the top of the pile, made sure her private parts were all dry by towelling them off one last time, and stepped into the Drynite one leg hole at a time. Just before pulling the garment up she closed her eyes almost like if she couldn’t see it happen it wasn’t happening. Once she’d pulled it all the way up she opened her eyes to the reality that she was in-fact in her Drynite. It was a nightly and now daily routine of putting on her “special” underwear but not one she ever felt comfortable doing. She quickly pulled up her bottoms to cover her Drynite and threw her top on. She looked in the mirror just before leaving her room and again thought she could easily pass for a much younger girl with her outfit choice. She also looked at her bottom and thought to her self that despite them being marketed as discreet it was painful obvious what she was wearing.

As Laura opened the door and made her way down the hallway her younger sister came out her room behind her. Laura could feel the padding from her underwear on her bottom every step she took and it seemed to increase once she was aware of her sister’s presence. Emily laughed at the sight of her supposed older sister. “My god, look at you! You don’t even try and hide it anymore! Your an embarrassment!”

Her words stopped Laura in her tracks. As Emily went past she gave Laura a quick pat on her bum and laughed again “come on little one” Emily mocked as she ran down the stairs. Rage started to raise inside Laura but she quickly took a deep breath and came to the realisation that there wasn’t much she could say to prove her sister wrong. She took another deep breath before going downstairs and joining her family for dinner.

Her mum had made a chilli for dinner and Laura, not realising how hungry she was, ate all of her plate and even had second helpings. Due to the amount she was eating Laura also drank a lot. When pouring her third glass of coke Emily made another teasing comment “be careful” and gave Laura a wink. Both parents heard this and snapped Emily’s name back at her as a warning about her behaviour. Laura started to blush and kept her head low as she finished off her second plate of chilli before finishing her third glass of coke. “Come on girls let’s watch a film tonight. There is a new romantic comedy on Netflix that looks good” her mum suggested.

“Sounds like a plan” Emily agreed. Laura just nodded her head in agreement.

“Go on then, you three get yourself sorted out and I’ll put the dishes in the dishwasher” instructed her dad.

Her mum went through to the lounge and set up the film while the girls got comfortable and wrapped up warm in blankets. About 10 minutes into the film their dad appeared carrying a tray with 4 hot chocolates with whipped cream and marshmallows and snacks for everyone. Laura lost herself in the film. It was your average RomCom but it did have a few laugh out loud moments. With about 10 minutes of the film left Laura could feel herself drifting off to sleep. She was woken by her mum as the film finished and started making her way to bed. As she got to the stairs her mum caught up with her and reminded her to use the toilet and to change her Drynite if she needed to. Laura couldn’t believe her mum thought she couldn’t stay dry for 3 hours. She went back to the bathroom pulled down her trousers and Drynite and sat waiting to see if her bladder needed to empty. As she sat there she looked down at the Drynite around her ankles imagined this scene was playing out up and down country with toddlers being told to try using the potty before bed. She felt she must be the oldest child going through this routine and again felt disappointed in herself that she was effectively still in pull ups. After five minutes and apparently no movement from her bladder Laura stood up and pulled her Drynite up back over her bottom with the now all too familiar padded feeling hugging her backside. She pulled up her trousers to cover it, washed her hands and left the bathroom. Just before she got to the sanctuary of her room her dad popped his head out of her parents room. “Any luck dear?” He asked.

“Nope, didn’t need to go”

“Ok, well let’s hope you don’t leak again like last night. Goodnight darling, sweet dreams”

“Goodnight Dad” and with that Laura went into her room, got under her covers and closed her eyes attempting to fall asleep all while worrying about what she was going to wake up to in the morning.

Chapter 4

Laura was having an amazing dream. Harry Potter was showing her all around Hogwarts. He had shown her all the rooms in the castle she wanted to see and then asked if he could show her the forbidden forest and the Great Lake. Harry walked Laura round the edge of the Forrest and then pointed to a puddle on the ground. “Welcome to the Great Lake” Harry exclaimed. Laura just started laughing “that’s a puddle!”

“Not for long, watch this” and Harry pulled out his wand uttered some kind of spell and before Laura’s eyes the puddle transformed into a huge lake with mountains all around the edge. She was quite literally spellbound with the beauty of it. “Care for a dip” Harry asked and pushed her in. Laura screamed as her body hit the water. To her surprise the water was warm and didn’t have an icy chill she was expecting. She got her head back above the water line and started panting for breath. “Take my hand” Harry said holding his hand out for her. Laura grabbed on and Harry pulled her out with surprising ease. “Sorry, I couldn’t resist” apologised Harry “come on let’s go see Hagrid” and he took Laura’s hand to lead the way. Despite being wet and a bit apprehensive of being in a place she didn’t know, Harry holding her hand made her feel safe and protected. She looked into Harry’s eyes and smiled. During the walk to Hagrids her wet clothes started to cool down and were becoming cold and sticky. When they got to Hagrids she was going to ask for a change of clothes or a spell to dry them. Just as they reached Hagrids door and Harry was about to knock on the door Buckbeak let out a howling roar.

Laura snapped awake. Her alarm was going off on her phone. Since she had changed it to a sound of a lions roar she had never slept through it. She hit the snooze button, rubbed her eyes and let out a big yawn. She wished she could go back to her fantasy dream world but a new day in reality was about to begin. Then she put her hand down on her bed to lift herself up and that’s when she felt it. Her bed was soaked. It wasn’t just a little damp it was flooded. Her pyjamas were soaked through from halfway up her back down to her knees. She jumped up out of shock. How was it this bad. She had never had a leak this extreme before. She pulled her top over her head exposing her top half and then decided to start stripping her bed. As she was halfway through unbuttoning her duvet cover her Alarm started roaring again. She went to turn it off reaching out to her night stand but dropped it on the floor and it went under her bed. She got on her hands and knees to try and retrieve the phone but she couldn’t reach. She had to lay on her front and extend out full stretch to reach it. As she finally got her hands on the phone her bedroom door opened to her mum snapping at her. “Shut that phone off and wake up will you!” Her mum was about to close Laura’s bedroom door when she surveyed the scene in front of her.

“Oh no, did your Drynite leak again?” Her mum asked.

“A bit more than leak” Laura replied.

“Goodness me” her mum proclaimed. “Did you even have one on last night?”

“Yes of course” Laura rather angrily shot back.

“Right well let’s get this cleaned up and you ready for school. I’ll deal with the bed, you deal with yourself. Get undressed and leave all your clothes in a pile with the bedding here then go and get a quick shower. Don’t take to long we have to be gone in 40 minutes” Her mother warned. She removed her rather wet bottoms exposing a very wet and swollen Drynite. It felt as if it drooped down to her knees but in reality it hadn’t sunk quite that low. Her mother caught a glimpse of her eldest daughter and a feeling of pity came over her. She looked every bit a little girl standing there in just a soaked pull up with tears forming in her eyes. She went up and gave Laura a quick hug before getting back to work on the bedding. Laura had a slight tug at her Drynite before gravity did the rest and it landed with a thud on her bedroom floor. She stepped out of it. “Just leave it there, I’ll deal with it and empty the bin for you”.

“Thanks mum”‘Laura said sheepishly. She dropped her head and made her way to the bathroom. She tried to make her way across the hall as quickly as she could. She had always felt embarrassed about her body and the thought of anyone seeing her naked, even family, was a scary thought. She pulled down on the handle and tried to push the door open but it wasn’t budging. Just then she heard a click as the bathroom door lock was opened and the door swung open. Emily came out the bathroom, looked Laura up and down realising what had happened and laughed. “Oh dear, another potty pants morning was it sis?” Emily mocked Laura. Not expecting a response she barged past her sister and returned to her room. Laura, feeling another layer of embarrassment, entered the bathroom and started her shower.

Her mum finished stripping Laura’s bed, got all the wet bedding and pyjamas in a pile and put them in the wash basket. She picked her daughters saturated Drynite and quickly put it in a nappy sack and added to the now quite full bin they were using solely for Laura’s Drynites. She removed the bin liner and tied up the bin bag. She got another liner out the bottom of the bin and placed that neatly in the bin and put the lid back on. She left the mattress exposed to allow it to air out. She grabbed the wash basket to take downstairs to do the laundry and before closing the door looked back pensively and couldn’t quite believe she was still going through this with her 15 year old daughter. She let out a sigh as she closed the door behind her.

Laura stepped out the shower, wrapped a towel around herself and returned to her bedroom. She went to her wardrobe and picked out her school blazer (a dark grey colour with her school emblem embroidered onto the left breast pocket and red stitching) a light blue blouse, a dark grey skirt with a red checkered design and some black tights. She then took a deep breath and went over to her underwear draw. She opened it up and just looked at all the Drynites she had in there. Another wave of shame came over her as she picked one off the top of the pile and grabbed a vest top before returning to her uniform she had picked out. She opened out the Drynite, stretching the sides a little, and then stepped into it. She again took a deep breath before pulling it all the way up till it sat snuggly on her bottom. She dreaded anyone at school finding out about her underwear but thankfully her secret was still safe with just her sister Emily and best friend Amy, who was a lot more supportive of the situation than her sister, in the know. The fact she hadn’t had an accident at school yet had helped keep the secret. She pulled her tights up over her Drynite followed by her skirt. She then put on her vest top followed by her blouse and topped it all off with her blazer. She looked at herself in the mirror and was happy that her Drynite, during the day at least, was concealed.

Laura made her way downstairs to see her mum rushing around “we are running late girls come on!” Her mother shouted as Laura appeared in the kitchen. “Oh good, you’re ready. I’ve made you some toast and jam to eat in the car and got a bottle of water for you”

“Thanks Mum. Mum, me and Amy wanted to go to see a film tonight after school would that be ok?” Laura asked hopefully.

“Ok but I want you to pack at least two spare Drynites in your bag incase you need them.”

“But I’ve never had an accident at school and I don’t think I need two spares!”

“Laura it is the only condition I’m putting in place for you to be able to go. I’m not saying you have to use both of them. It’s better to have them and not need them than to need them and not have them”

Laura realised her mum had a point but didn’t like the fact her “just in case” spares she had to carry was going up. She got her school bag and trudged back upstairs to get another Drynite and added it to her bag. She stuffed it all the way at the bottom of her bag hoping never to have to use it. She grabbed her phone, went downstairs and picked up the toast and water her mum had prepared and made her way to the car. Emily and her mum were already in the car waiting with Emily occupying the front passenger seat meaning Laura had to sit in the back.

“Got everything for tonight Laura?” Her mum asked.

“Yes” Laura almost snapped back. She got her phone out and started texting Amy letting her know she was all good to hang out after school. After a twenty minute drive they arrived at the all girls school. Both girls thanked their mum for the lift and went off to find their own friends.

Laura found Amy sitting alone in her form room. She sat next to her friend and shared a hug. “Did you have a good night” Amy asked her friend.

“Nope, worst night yet. I’m not sure Drynites work for me anymore” Laura confessed.

“How bad was it?” Amy inquired.

“It was full and my bed soaked”’Laura admitted. Amy gave Laura another hug. “Don’t worry it doesn’t change who you are” Amy tried to encourage her friend. At that moment a few more classmates entered the room. Laura looked at the clock. “I better get to my form before the bell goes”. The girls share another hug and Laura starts walking to her classroom. She passes the toilets and, although she doesn’t feel the need to go, contemplates if she’s got enough time to try before going to her class. She glances at her watch. Less than five minutes till school starts. Not enough time and she didn’t want to risk getting a late mark. Her tactic of using the bathroom every time she could at school had so far kept her dry and she hoped to keep it that way.

After the first two classes of the day there was a fifteen minute break before the third class started. Laura had been using this time over the last few months to try and use the toilet. Today was no different and she made her way to a stall, pulled down her tights and skirt then pulled her Drynite down to her knees and sat there waiting to see if her bladder needed to empty. After 10 minutes and no movement from her bladder she pulled everything back up and made her way to her double science class that she shared with Amy.

She made it to class with a minute to spare. She grabbed her usual seat next to Amy and waited for the class to start. “Any luck?” Amy asked, knowing Laura’s plans for break time.

“None” replied Laura as the teacher entered the room and began the lesson. As it was a double lesson it was scheduled to take two hours. As the bell rang for the rest of the school to signal a change of lesson Laura felt a pain in her stomach. She stood up to reach the beaker on the edge of the table and her bladder just gave way. She grabbed the front of her skirt and twisted her legs in a feeble attempt to stop the flow but it was no good. Thankfully Laura and Amy always sat at the back of the room so nobody had noticed Laura’s childish act to try and prevent her wetting herself. Try as she might the flood kept coming but to her relief the Drynites padding kept soaking it up. After what seemed like an eternity her flow slowed to a trickle and eventually stopped. The only person who seemed to notice the dance Laura just completed was Amy who looked at her friend with a puzzled expression. Laura just stared back at her with her eyes opened as wide she could trying to communicate telepathically with her friend. It appeared to work as Amy just mouthed the word OHH but wasn’t sure what else she could do. Laura raised her hand to get the teacher’s attention. “Miss Hinsley you have a question?” The teacher inquired to Laura.

“Sir, can I go to the toilet please?”

“Not a chance, you know the rules young lady. You need to use your break time for such matters. Now back to your work please”

“Please sir I wouldn’t ask if I wasn’t desperate”

“I said no Laura. If a 15 year old girl can’t hold it for an hour we have some problems. Now back to work.” Her teacher said sternly. “And I don’t want any puddles underneath you young lady or I’ll have to send you to the nurse” he continued. Laura stood there defeated by both her teacher and her bladder. She contemplated running out the class but at that moment Amy slipped her hand into Laura’s to calm her down. Amy always had a way of making Laura calm down and making her feel safe and protected. “Sit down and finish the lesson. We can sort it out at lunch together if you want?” Amy told Laura.

“I don’t want to sit down just incase” Laura told her friend worried that any change of pressure could cause a leak.

“Ok, we will both stand till the end of the lesson and complete the experiment” Amy said standing up. The last hour of the lesson was probably the worst Laura had ever had in school. Every time she moved to grab something she could feel the swollen padding hugging her backside. With five minutes left of the lesson the teacher told the students to make any last notes and to tidy up their equipment. The bell rang to signal the end of class and the teacher dismissed the whole class “oh and Laura”, he said before she left “well done on not making any puddles, couldn’t have been THAT desperate” he mocked as they walked out the door.

“What a knob” Amy said to Laura trying to back her friend up. “Come on let’s get you changed.”Amy said and took her friends hand leading her to the toilets. The look on Amy’s face suggested to Laura that she almost enjoyed Laura wetting herself so she could act as some sort of caregiver to her. They got to the toilets and Amy lead Laura inside still holding her hand. Laura was confused. While she enjoyed the safety and protection she felt with Amy’s physical touch she didn’t need any help changing her Drynite. “What are you doing?” Laura almost barked at her friend.

“Going to the toilet silly, some of us still need to do that you know. If you go into the stall next to the wall I’ll be in the stall next to you so you have at least some privacy”

Laura felt stupid thinking her friend was going to try and change her. How could she forget that she may have needed to use the toilet. “Once you’re done flush the toilet and then I’ll leave my stall. That way no one other than me will be next to you the whole time your changing”

“That’s a good idea. Thanks for being a great friend”. The girls entered the empty toilet block and entered their planned stalls.

Laura closed her eyes and took a deep breath before opening them and starting to do her first ever change at school. She hung up her blazer on the hook on the door in the stall and then removed her shoes tights and skirt. She pondered for a second to think if she was the first ever girl to change a wet Drynite in the school. She didn’t want to linger on that thought as she stood there in her school uniform from the top half and just a wet Drynite on the lower. She turned to her bag to pull out one of her spare Drynites. She pulled down her wet Drynite and quickly scooped it off the floor and placed it on top of the system so no one could see it on the ground. Again she was surprised at how much she had wet herself and how well the Drynite had handled her day time wetting. She couldn’t understand why she was having such difficulties with them at night. She quickly stretched out the new Drynite and stepped into it as quickly as possible. Once it was pulled all the way up she quickly got to work on getting her tights and skirt back on before placing her shoes on her feet. Just as she thought she was all done and about to flush the toilet to signal to Amy she had completed her change she glimpsed the used Drynite just sitting there. “Amy, I have a problem, are we alone?” She whispered to her friend next door.

“I haven’t heard anyone else come in and it was empty when we entered so I’m sure we are. What’s the issue?”

“I don’t have anyway of throwing away the old one”

“Oh no, there must be a solution” Amy and Laura both started thinking of the best way to dispose of the wet Drynite.

“Just try and hide it at the back of the system. No one will know it’s there and even if they do find it it’s not like they can trace it back to you.”Amy suggested. Laura didn’t like the idea but couldn’t think of a better one. She rolled the Drynite up into a ball and tried her best to hide it behind the stall. She flushed the toilet to let Amy know she was done and unlocked her stall. Amy came out the stall laughing. “Why didn’t you just say you were done, it was only us two in there silly”

Laura laughed with her friend and off they went for lunch.

Chapter 5

After eating lunch and spending a good forty minutes gossiping it was nearly time for the girls to go back to their form rooms for afternoon registration. “Do you want to go and try before class?” Amy asked.

“No I’ll be ok, I can’t have anything left in me!”

Laura semi joked.

“Ok, I’ll meet you in your form room after last class and we will catch the bus into town”

“Sounds great” replied Laura and the girls shared an embrace before heading off in separate directions. Laura made her way to her seat and waited for the teacher to come in. The bell rang but no teacher was in sight. After a few minutes her form teacher walked into the room. “Right team, a quick register and then the head has called an urgent all school assembly”. The teacher read every girls name out and each girl responded with “here miss”.

“Great, all present and correct. Right stand up and make your way into the hall please” instructed the teacher. Rumours started swirling around the class ranging from the probable (ofsted inspection had been called) to the ridiculous (a girl had been assaulted in the toilets at lunch).

When Laura’s class reached the hall she noticed Amy’s class were already sat down, and with no way to sit near her friend, Laura sat down in down an empty seat at the end of a row. As the hall filled up with all the other classes from all the the other years the head appeared at the front of the hall. She cleared her throat and the whole school fell silent. “Good afternoon Girls” the head started to address the whole school. “Sorry to delay the start of your afternoon classes but a matter has been brought to my attention that I need to address immediately. Now before I come to the issue that I’ve called you all together for I want to remind you all that we pride ourselves here on our inclusivity and kindness to other’s situation. A remind, also, that any one found to be bullying someone in any kind of way will be dealt with in the harshest way possible”. Everyone was looking at each other trying to work out what the head was going to say next. She continued speaking to the whole school “now about twenty minutes ago I was handed an item that had clearly been attempted to be hidden in one of the toilet blocks.” Laura quickly turned her head to look at Amy as she started to panic. Was it really her Drynite? Was the whole school about to find out that she wet herself and tried to hide the evidence? Her heart was racing and she could feel it beating in her chest. “Now I want to make this really clear to the girl that hid it there. No one judges you and I’m not asking you to come forward and claim this item as yours. All I ask is next time it happens you see the nurse who can offer you any help you need and dispose of it as medical waste. Please do not put your used pull up behind the toilet”. It sounded like the whole school was laughing. Laura turned a shade of red never seen before on any human being. She shot a look at Amy who mouthed to her to start laughing to fit in. Laura did as she was told immediately and started her fake laugh. Amy joined in. “STOP THAT THIS INSTANCE” the head shouted at the top of her voice. The school fell silent once more. “I do not want anyone to start any rumours or point fingers at anyone. As far as I’m concerned this is the end of the matter and if I hear any more about this there will be trouble. Teachers please take your classes back to form rooms. The first afternoon class has been cancelled so please use this time as free study until the last class of the day. Year sevens first please” and with that the head left the hall. Laura was in shock. She couldn’t believe she had been so stupid to think she could just hide it in the school without it being found. Suddenly the Drynite she had on felt ten times bigger and more obvious than just a second ago. She subconsciously pulled down on the hem of her skirt as she sat in her seat. “Year eights please” called the head of year eight. They all rose from their seats and headed past the rows of older students towards the back of the hall. Laura looked up as her sister walked past. Emily looked her sister straight in the eyes and just shook her head. She knew who was responsible and surely would take great delight in exposing her sister if it wouldn’t land her in a lot of trouble. Laura looked at the floor once more and attempted to hide herself. Soon all the other years had left the hall leaving just the year eleven girls. “Instead of going back to our forms we thought you could have free study in the hall year eleven” announced Laura’s form tutor. The girls cheered and all started to mingle.

Laura and Amy found each other. Amy felt terrible that her idea had backfired so spectacularly. “I’m so sorry, I should have came up with a better plan”

“It’s not your fault, I should have come prepared on how to deal with it. I’m just glad it can’t be traced back to me. You don’t think people know its mine do you?” Asked Laura panicking.

“No, how could they. Just try not to make it obvious if anyone brings it up in conversation. Stay strong, I’m always here for you, you know that right” Amy comforted Laura and again started to hold her hand. The girls took out their note books and started to study. Before they knew it the bell was ringing to signal the start of the last class of the day. All the year eleven girls gathered their books and bags and headed off to class. “See you in an hour” Laura said to Emily as they went their separate ways for the last time today.

Laura walked to her next class alone. The padding of her Drynite felt more obvious with every step she took. She just wanted this last class of the day to be over and back in the safety and comfort of Amy’s company. She took her seat in her history class and her fellow class mates filled the room. A girl called Sophie sat next to her and smiled. Laura shifted in her seat and felt like the crinkle from Drynite had the volume of a jumbo jet taking off. “My god can you believe that assembly. Some poor girl in year seven has an issue and now the whole school knows.” Sophie said.

“How do you know it’s a year seven girl?” Laura asked.

“I don’t know, but if it was someone from another year it would have come out by now.” Sophie explained.

“I guess so” Laura replied. She started to think she might get away with it. Out of six hundred girls why would anyone automatically think of her? For the first time since she had wet herself that day her spirits started to rise. “Anyway I don’t think we should be talking about it. I don’t want to get in trouble for something that doesn’t concern me.” Laura lied.

“You’re such a good girl. Why did I get stuck sitting next to someone so boring” Sophie moaned. The rest of the time in class was spent in silence between Laura and Sophie and with each passing minute Laura’s anxiety was rising. She was struggling to focus on her work and was letting her thoughts take over. The bell rang to signal the end of the class and the end of the school day. Laura gathered her things and her thoughts and set off to meet up with Amy.

She met Amy at her form room. She put her books in her locker and then headed to the school exit wearing her school rucksack on her back and headed for the bus stop by the school. The girls walked in an awkward silence with neither of the girls wishing to bring up the afternoon’s assembly and its subject matter. Laura longed for the safety and comfort of Amy’s touch and subconsciously held out her hand for her friend to take. She didn’t even realise she was doing it till she felt the warmth of Amy’s hand her fingers interlocking with her own. They shared a smile and both girls just started laughing and all the tension that had built up evaporated in that instance. “I’m

So sorry” Amy pleaded.

“Don’t worry, what’s done is done and as you said no one is going to be able to trace it back to me. There is already speculation that it was a girl in year seven so I think I’m in the clear.” Amy was surprised at how well her friend was dealing with it. She knew her friend had been having more accidents during the day but this was the first time at school and now the whole school new someone had an accident in a Drynite. Amy decided to leave the subject there unless Laura brought it up again. The girls boarded the bus that took them into the town centre and continued their idle chit chat for the short 15 minute journey.

The girls decided to get a McDonald’s for dinner before the movie. Once they sat down with their meals Laura started a conversation.

“I just want to say thank you. I love how supportive and caring you are and how safe you make me feel. I honestly feel like this has brought us closer together”

“Can I tell you a secret?” Amy half whispered “I love when you’re vulnerable and look for me. When I see your hand hanging out looking for me to take it my heart melts. I enjoy looking out for you and making sure you’re all ok.” Amy and Laura couldn’t help but smile at each other and reach out for each others hands across the table.

“Thank you” Laura said again. They let go of each others hands and finished eating their meals.

After they were finished eating and they cleared away their trays Amy decided to see how far she could push the caring side the Laura said she loved. She let out a little cough just before leaving McDonald’s to get her friends attention.

“Laura, I think you should try and use the potty before we go to the cinema” she said very matter of factly. Laura was a bit taken aback at how direct Amy just was with her and the use of infantile language she used.

“The toilet!” She shot back “I think you’re right though” she said softening her tone as she realised her bladder was getting quite full. She went to the toilets only to find every single one occupied. Her bladder was growing impatient and Laura wasn’t sure how much longer she could wait. She only felt the need to go 30 seconds ago. How could she be so desperate already, this is ridiculous she thought to herself. Amy noticed the panicked look on her friends face and knew all too well the war her friend was fighting. A lock clicked on one of the stalls and as a young mother and her young daughter, aged about 6, exited. Laura stoped tensing her muscles in order to enter the toilets. As she did a burst of hot urine escapee her and hit the padding of her Drynite. Unlike earlier in the day she able to regain control just in time and barged her way into the toilet past the mother and young girl. She pulled down everything on her lower body as quick as possible and sat down allowing her body to relax and a stream of hot urine entered the toilet. Just as she was finishing up she inspected her Drynite and couldn’t even notice where she had a little accident. She quickly wiped herself before looking down once more at her Drynite. She couldn’t believe how essential it had been for her today already. She pulled it up back over her bottom and felt the padding cuddling her bottom once more but she did notice a slight dampness to the padding but figured she would be ok for the rest of the evening. She pulled her tights and skirt back over her underwear and went to wash her hands. As she went to leave the stall she realised that she never locked the door. She was lucky no one tried to enter she thought to herself. As she exited she was greeted by Amy standing there. “All good?” She asked

“Yeah, but I didn’t lock the door. That could have been embarrassing.”‘Laura told Amy.

“I know, I had to stop a year nine girl going in.”

“Oh my god, thank you so much. I would have died if someone walked in on me.” The girls started heading for the exit. Amy tried one more time to push how much Laura wanted her to care for her. As they exited McDonald’s she gave her friend a playful pat on her padded bottom and inquired “still dry?”

“Yes of course” Laura lied and held her hand out for Amy’s once more. Amy smiled to herself and took Laura’s hand and led her to the cinema.

Chapter 6

Laura and Amy took their seats in the movie theatre. They decided to share a large popcorn and get a large drink each. As they snacked away, the previews started and they commented on the movies they wanted to see and ones they thought wouldn’t be worth it. After about 20 minutes of adverts the film started. Amy and Laura continued to snack and make their way through the large popcorn. While Laura had got used to wearing her Drynite during the day for some reason she seemed to notice it more today than she had before. Maybe it was because of the earlier accident or the fact she was becoming more anxious about the frequency of them.

As the film was drawing to a close Laura took the last gulp of her drink and looked across at Amy. She was so engrossed in the film she didn’t realise Laura was staring at her. Laura couldn’t believe how lucky she was to have a best friend so cool and understanding as Amy. The film finished and the credits started to roll. As both girls got out their seats and headed to the exit Laura felt the biggest urge from her bladder that she had ever felt. A worried look must have came across her face as Amy looked her concerned and asked “You ok?”

“I really need the toilet. It’s just hit me like a wave” Laura told her friend.

Every step up to the back of the theatre and the exit seemed like she was climbing Everest.

“I need to go as well” Amy started to tell Laura before Laura came to a sudden stop. “Why have you stopped, I thought you said you were desperate.”

Laura didn’t say a word only tears started to fall from her eyes. It didn’t take a genius to work out what was happening. The stream of urine now flooding her Drynite just kept on going and going. Laura felt that it was never going to end. After what felt like forever the stream finally stopped. “Come on, let’s go to the toilet and sort it out” Amy said softly so no one but Laura could hear. As they left the darkness of the theatre and entered the bright lights of the foyer Amy could see the damage the last wetting had done to her friends clothes. There was quite an obvious wetness to her skirt where the Drynite had failed to contain the flood that had just been unleashed into it. Amy felt terrible for her friend and couldn’t think what was going through her mind. She grabbed her friends hand and whispered in her ear to let her know she may need a change of clothes.

“Shit” Laura said, “I don’t have any change of clothes. Is it really bad”. Laura struggled to hold back her tears.

“It’s not great. I’ll walk behind you.”

Amy walked behind her friend into the cinema toilets. The toilets were busy and there was a bit of a queue for the ladies. Amy noticed that the handicapped stall was open and available. She nudged Laura in the side and pointed to it. “Let’s use that, look it even says not all disabilities are visible. We can come up with a plan for you and I can use the toilet.”

“I don’t know, isn’t that a bit wrong”

Amy tried to think of a delicate way to tell Laura that she probably needed it more than she cared to think. After a quick pause Amy said “I don’t think these toilets are going to give you the privacy you need to sort yourself out. The stalls are small and it’s really busy. At least in there it’s just us two and it will be quiet.”

Laura gave it some thought and quickly nodded and made her way to the handicapped stall. Both girls entered the bathroom and locked the door.

“Right, you start getting changed and I’ll go to the toilet. Then we will think about what to do about your skirt” Amy started taking charge of the situation. She went over the toilet and started doing her wee. She sat there looking at her best friend, still with tears in her eyes, starting to undress. She kicked off her shoes and started pulling down her tights. As she did so she swore under her breath. “These tights are wet as well. They feel soaked.”

“I’m sorry sweetheart. Have you got any idea what you can do about a change of clothes?”

“No, I just want to get out of these wet ones and then I’ll give it some thought.”

Amy had finished her wee but didn’t quite know what to do so just sat here watching her friend. Laura had removed her tights and kicked them to the side. She unzipped her skirt and pulled it down revealing her soaked Drynite. Amy couldn’t believe that her friend had wet herself so much as her protective underwear was very swollen and sagging very low. If she only looked at the bottom half of her friend she would have said she was looking at an overgrown toddler. Laura started to pull down on her Drynite before gravity did the rest and it fell to the ground with a thud. She stepped out of it and put it to the side. She stood there naked from the waist down and then looked at her friend sitting there on the toilet.

“What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I be a like you and everyone else and make it to the toilet on time. I’m fed up of dealing with this” Laura let all her emotions out and started to cry. Amy quickly got up off the toilet and gave her friend a big hug. The embrace lasted a good minute before Amy pulled away and started to speak. “Don’t worry about it. I’ll always be here for you. Your family are trying to help you with it. I’m sure it won’t last forever”

“Thanks, you truly are a the best friend ever.” Laura said still crying. “I like the care and support you all give me but wish it wasn’t needed”

“We’ll let me care for you now, let me tidy myself up and I’ll help get you changed and think of a plan to sort out your clothes.”

Laura wanted to argue and say she didn’t need her friends help but she didn’t have the emotional energy to argue with Amy. She just stood there defeated with tears in here eyes. Amy went back to the toilet cleaned herself up and pulled everything back up again before flushing the toilet. Secretly she was happy her friend was finally letting her help and being her most vulnerable. Before helping Laura she again gave her a big hug and a friendly kiss on the cheek. “Everything will be ok” she said trying to calm her friend down. She went to Laura’s bag and dug down into it and found the spare Drynite. Laura looked at her friend holding her protective underwear. She felt a mixture of shame, relief and joy. Shame that she needed them and was letting her friend take care of her. Relief that she had listened to her mother and packed an extra spare. Shame, again, that she need to change her Drynite twice during the day. But the weird sensation she felt was joy. Joy that her friend wanted to look after her. Joy that she could allow herself to be so vulnerable and not feel judged or embarrassed. She felt a kind of love for Amy in that moment and never wanted to lose it.

Amy stretched out the sides of the Drynite and help them out for Laura to step into. As she did Amy let out a “good girl” almost involuntarily as if speaking to a toddler. She pulled up the Drynite around Laura’s bottom and gave it a playful pat. She embraced Laura again but this time she felt like she wanted to kiss her on the lips. She paused for a minute before pulling away. She snapped back out her trance. “Go put your used Drynite in the nappy bin over there and then we will think about what to do.” Laura followed her instructions as if she was a little girl who had just been told off and was trying to win her mothers love back. She had sensed that Amy was about to kiss her and before she could act on it Amy had pulled away and was now being short with her.

She opened the foot pedal bin that had a yellow bin bag in it marked sanitary waste. As she opened the bin and before she dropped her used Drynite into the bin she had a curious look into the bin to see its contents. There looked to be a couple of medical adult nappies but no other Drynites. It led her to feel alone again in her predicament and then the realisation hit her she was still just in her Drynite. “I need to work out how I can cover this up!” She said with some urgency.

“Do you though. I’m not going to lie, you like kind of cute just walking about in it.”

Laura blushed, “Cute?!” She said in shock, “I must look like an overgrown toddler.” Tears started to fall once again from her face.

“Yeah you do actually. I think you should own it and walk out there in just your pull up.” Amy said jokingly.

“It’s not a pull up! And there is no way I’m walking out of here with it on show” Laura barked back.

“I know, I was only joking. Right have you got your PE kit with you?” Asked Amy.

“No, I’ve got nothing. Only what’s in that bag” Laura said pointing to the bad Amy had just retrieved the Drynite from.

“Ok, erm……… let’s have a look at that skirt see if you can get away with it?” Amy grabbed the skirt and held it up. It revealed the damp patch was a lot bigger than Amy remembered and wondered if Laura had wet herself once more in the queue for the toilet. “That’s not good. It’s absolutely soaked” Amy remarked. “I know, I’ve got £20 from my mum to spend. How about I go out, buy you a cheap pair of trousers and come back quickly?”

“I don’t want you spending money on me you don’t need to” Laura pleaded with Amy.

“I think I need to” Amy insisted that it wasn’t an issue.

“Ok, well I’m going to call my mum quickly and see if she can pick us up. After all this commotion I just want to get home” Laura said getting out her phone. She went to her contacts, found mum, and started calling. Her mum picked up after only three rings.

“Hello dear, how was the movie?”

“It was good thanks. I was hoping you might be able to pick us up from town?” Laura asked putting on a cute voice to try and convince her mother.

“I thought you might ask that. I’m already in town having done a bit of shopping. Where do you want to meet?” Laura’s mum said with a knowing tone to her voice.

“When you say shopping, have you got me any clothes?” Laura asked.

“Yeah, two new training bra as the others ones were starting to look a bit worn out, a couple of dresses for you to try on for aunties wedding in a couple of weeks and another skirt for school to replace the one that got chewed up in the washing machine.”

“Oh my god mum, you’re a life saver. Can you come to the disabled toilet at the cinema. Me and Amy are in there. It’s a long story but I need that skirt.”

“Of course. I think I can guess the story. I’ll be there in about two minutes.”

“Thanks mum, love you”

“Love you too.” And with that they both hanged up the call.

Laura turned to Amy and let her know her mum would be coming in two minutes and had a school skirt with her to change into. Just as she had finished telling Amy a knock on the toilet door filled Laura with joy that her mum had been so quick. Amy opened the door expecting to see Laura’s mum but it was a complete stranger. “About time, I’ve been waiting ages to get in” the young woman on crutches stopped mid sentence as she looked at Laura standing there in her school uniform on the top half and just her Drynite on the bottom half. “Oh my! I’m so sorry. Why did you open the door?” The lady asked is a shocked expression.

“I thought you was her mum” Amy snapped back slamming the door shut and locking it again. She turned to Laura “I’m so sorry I thought it was your mum”

“So did I” Laura replied.

After another minute there was another knock on the door. “Laura, it’s mum.” This time Amy opened the door slightly ajar checking that it was her mum and then let her in. Laura’s mum rushed to her daughter and gave her a big hug. “You ok sweetie?” She asked.

“Not really, I just want to get home” Laura was looking at the floor the whole time and didn’t want to make eye contact with her mother.

“Ok, here is the skirt. Put that on and we will get going. Amy I’ll drop you home first ok”

“Thanks”

With that Laura removed all the sales tags and labels and put on the skirt. She balled up her wet tights and skirt and put them in her school bag. She unlocked the door and held it open for her mum and Amy to walk out. As she walked out she made eye contact with the young woman who had seen her in just her Drynite just moments ago. The young woman mouthed a sorry to her. Laura felt a wave of embarrassment and put her head down. She kept her head down all the way to the car park.

Chapter 7 “New Rules”

The car finally pulled into the drive at Laura’s home after first dropping Amy home. Laura undid her seat belt got out the car and started to unlock the door. Her intentions were to get up to her room and hide out up there for as long as possible. The car ride home had pretty much been in complete silence and Laura didn’t want the awkward conversation she knew was coming. Her mum got the shopping bags out the car and looked up to see her daughter opening the front door and bolting upstairs as quick as she could. She shook her head and laughed at the sight of her daughter literally running away from a conversation. She didn’t mind though as she didn’t particularly want to have the conversation either. She decided to wait till after dinner and just before Laura went to bed to initiate that talk.

After dinner and just as Laura was starting to get herself settled to go to sleep her mum knocked on her door.

“Laura sweetheart, we need a chat” her mum spoke in a soft voice to try and put her at ease.

“I know mum, I would rather we didn’t though” Laura hoped the honesty would prevent the conversation.

“I understand but things need to be said and actions need to be taken to prevent another situation like today. Now firstly your sister told me about the assembly everyone had at school today. Am I right in assuming it was yours?” Laura just nodded her head, keeping her eye contact on the floor, and let her mum continue. “Right then I will take you to school tomorrow and give the school nurse some of your supplies. If you have another accident at school you must go to the nurse and ask for a new Drynite to change into. I will also give her a change of clothes incase it’s needed. Also regarding what happened this afternoon, from now on if you intend to go out after school you must come home first and get get changed and pack a change of clothes and extra supplies. All these rules are non negotiable and must be followed. If you fail to follow these then I may have to put stricter rules in place. Do I make myself clear?”

Laura, again, just nodded her head.

“If your accidents are becoming too much for your Drynites we may have to look at other products to help you.” Laura didn’t know what else there was for teen girls that couldn’t keep their bed and pants dry other than Drynites and she didn’t want to find out.

“Ok mum, I promise I will follow the rules. Hopefully the Drynites hold up until I can stop this. Love you, night night”

“Night night princess, love you too” Laura’s mum gave her a soft kiss on her forehead and turned the light out as she left her daughters room.

The next morning Laura awoke to a warm and dry bed. However as she stood up she felt the weight of her Drynite sag between her thighs. She let out a smile to herself and was pleased that her Drynite had contained her night time wee. Then a wave of embarrassment hit her. How can a 15 year old be so pleased that her pull up held all her accident. She felt incredibly foolish and young at that moment. She slid out of her Pyjamas and discarded the used Drynite in a nappy sack and placed it in the bin that had been purposed for them and jumped into the shower.

Laura went back to her room with just her towel wrapped around her. She went to her wardrobe and pulled out a white blouse and a grey pleated skirt. She then went to her draws and pulled out a pair of black tights. She had purposely left getting her underwear out till last. She picked out a grey training bra with a white bow on it and then placed her hand into a draw that was once full of knickers and cute cotton pants but now is just full of Drynites. She pulled one out and looked at what was in her hands. She sighed to herself. “Great my training underwear.” She said out loud. She got dressed as quickly as possible and only looked in the mirror when fully dressed to make sure there was no sign of her infantile underwear.

She went downstairs and started getting herself breakfast. She heard the front door go and was surprised to see her dad come through the door holding a shopping bag from the local supermarket. “You’ve gone to the shops early dad, what did you get?”

“A pack of your Drynites to give to the nurse at school” her father replied.

“What! A whole pack! How many do you think I’m going to get through?!?” Laura was angry at her father for thinking she needed a whole pack of changes at school.

“I hope you don’t need any sweetheart” her dad calmly replied “however if you do need them it’s better than having your mum take a new one in every day. Your school friends might wonder why your mum comes in to school regularly all of a sudden”

“Oh, well that makes sense. Sorry I snapped. It’s just frustrating for me that’s all.”

“ I understand. Now finish your breakfast and get a change of school clothes sorted for your mum to take in with these”

“Will do dad”

Laura finished her cereal and went back upstairs and sorted out a change of clothes. She went back downstairs and was greeted by her mum.

“Oh excellent you’ve got everything.” Her mum said as she took her change of clothes of her and put them in the shopping bag with the pack of Drynites.

“Mum, you’re not taking that into school like that are you?” Laura asked worriedly.

“No, I’m going to take it in this gym bag so nobody will know what’s inside it.”

“Thanks mum.”

“Jump in the car and I’ll get your sister out the house and we will be on our way to school.”

Laura grabbed her school bag and headed towards the door. She went to turn around as she realised she hadn’t put a spare Drynite in her bag. As she did she caught a glimpse of her mothers gym bag on the stairs and then remembered she’s no longer in control of that anymore. Her heart dropped as she turned to the front door again and got into the car. After a few short minutes her mother and sister joined her. Her sister took the seat next to her in the back of the car while her mother loaded the gym bag in the boot, slammed it shut and then got into the drivers seat before starting the car up.

Once they arrived at the school her mum turned round to the two girls. “Right Emily you go in and have a good day. Laura, me and you will go the reception and see the nurse.”

Emily giggled as she got out the car. “By mum. See you in there Laura” she called out as she shut door to the car.

“Right come on then darling. Let’s get this over and done with it shall we” her mum said. She felt sorry for her daughter and all the feelings she must be going through. They got out the car and started walking to the reception on the school. “Now just let me do all the talking when we get in there darling. You don’t need to say a word unless you want to ok?” Her mother was trying to reassure her.

“Ok” Laura was feeling very small and just wanted this all to be over with as soon as possible. They approached the receptionist who greeted them with a warm smile. “Good morning, how can I help?”

“Good morning, I would like to see the nurse please. I need to discuss a personal matter with them regarding Laura”

“Ok take a seat, I’ll see if she’s free”

Laura and her mum took a seat. They were sitting there for barely five minutes before the school nurse came out and ushered them into her office. The nurse, a young 25 year old lady with shoulder length blonde hair and could easily be described as very pretty, started the conversation. “How can I help?”

“Ok so I think Laura is a bit embarrassed about this situation so I’m going to explain everything. The Drynite that was found yesterday was hers. She’s been having issues for a long time at night and has recently started having similar issues during the day. It appears to have continued to worsen unfortunately. I understand the school wants to help dispose of any accidents she may have so I have brought a pack of her Drynites for you to have and to give to her if she needs a change. I’ve also supplied a change of clothes if needed after recent events have proved that may be necessary.” Her mum passed over the gym bag to the young nurse. Laura continued to look at the ground. She felt every bit a five year old as her mum passed over her protective underwear and change of clothes and spoke about her situation like she wasn’t there.

The nurse took the bag. “Thank you. So I would like Laura to report to me at morning break, lunch, afternoon break and before going home so I can check her and make sure she doesn’t need changing.”

Laura’s head bolted up at that comment. She was about to complain but her mother had already started to reply.

“She doesn’t need checking. She knows when she’s wet. She is not a toddler. The only reason I have come to you with this is because of your desire to help dispose of the pull up.” As her mum said that Laura head dropped and a wave of shame washed over her. Although she had often realised that’s exactly what her Drynites are it had never been expressed out loud by anyone let alone her mother.

“I understand and I’m sorry, I never meant to imply anything like that. However I do have concerns that she may be unwilling to come to me due to embarrassment and could lead to a different embarrassment for her.”

“Well then that will be down to her but I don’t think we should be the ones causing her embarrassment at this stage” her mother was starting to get a bit angry at the nurse.

“Ok so Laura, if you have an accident and need a change you come straight to me and I’ll give you a new Drynite to change into.” The nurse spoke direct to Laura for the first time.

“Yes Miss” Laura said still looking at the floor.

Her mother then looked and spoke direct to Laura “Ok so that’s agreed. Believe me Laura If the nurse has any concerns that you have not come to her for a change as soon as possible I will have no hesitation in agreeing with her request for you to report to her to be checked at every break so please don’t let me or yourself down with this ok”

“Yes mum”

“Thank you for coming to me with this you two” the nurse said starting to bring the conversation to an end. “Now Laura get yourself to registration before the bell goes.”

“Thanks Miss” and with that Laura left the office and took herself to her form class for registration leaving her mother and the nurse in the office.

“Now Mrs Hinsley”, the nurse continued once Laura had left “if you need any help with Laura’s situation or guidance on any products that may help in future I will be here to help support you both through this.”

“Thanks, I might need to take you up on that offer soon. Hopefully not but it’s good to know I have someone I can turn to for help from a medical standpoint.”

“You can call the school anytime and I will be more than happy to take your call”

“Thank you, I’ll be leaving now then” and with that Mrs Hinsley shook the nurses hand and left the office.

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Next chapter…

I’m working on it at the moment. Hopefully be out by the end of the week.

Sorry for the delay in getting this chapter out. Hit a bit of writers block and still not fully happy with it but needed to get it out to move the story along.

Thank you all for your kind words on the story so far.

Chapter 8 “All change at the nurses office”

Laura made her way to her form room. After the morning she had she just wanted to embrace Amy and be comforted by her company. However that would have to wait till her second class of the day. She took her seat towards the back of the classroom and waited for registration to begin. As the class started to fill up she overheard a couple of conversations about the incident yesterday and, although it was only Wednesday, people were starting to make plans for the weekend. It reminded her about the wedding she was attending and how she wouldn’t be able to spend any time with Amy as it was out of town and her parents had booked a hotel to stay at over night. A wave of sadness washed over her again. She fidgeted in her seat and was then reminded of her underwear situation and it almost brought her to tears. Everything seemed to be getting worse and worse for her recently and it was all getting to much. She knew her mum cared for her and was trying her best but also knew she was running out of patience with the situation. She knew she had to try and sort out her bladder control otherwise she didn’t know what would happen if it became apparent Drynites couldn’t cope with her accidents anymore. She was so lost in her thoughts she hadn’t noticed the teacher enter the room and begin taking the register. She snapped out of her trance a couple of names before hers was called. She confirmed her attendance to the teacher and when the register was complete the teacher announced it was time to get to the first class of the day.

As she stood up her bladder released into her Drynite. She didn’t even know she needed to use the toilet. She managed to regain control before it turned into a flood. She grabbed her bag and as she turned to head for the door she tripped up over the table leg and all her concentration went from controlling her bladder to staying on her feet and not falling over. As her focus shifted her bladder released once more and by the time she knew what was happening she had lost the battle with her bladder and her Drynite was filling up with her pee. After what seemed like forever her flow finally stopped. She hoped that her Drynite was able to deal with her latest accident and a quick pat down of her skirt revealed no wetness had transferred to there so it appeared she was fine. As she started walking out the classroom she could feel the Drynite was almost full and she should really have a change. She thought about going to the nurse but she couldn’t deal with the embarrassment of going to her asking for a change after only leaving her office ten minutes ago. She decided she will just wear the current Drynite at least till morning break before heading to the nurse and ask for a change. She headed off to her maths class with a sagging Drynite weighing heavy around her waist and in her thoughts.

She made her way to her maths class and sat down on her seat. The very wet Drynite felt very uncomfortable against her skin but she soon moved all her concentration onto her maths work and she pretty much forgot about the situation she found herself in. It didn’t re-enter her mind until the end of the class and she went to stand up and was reminded of how wet her Drynite was. She thought about maybe heading to the nurse for a change before the next class but her next class was with Amy and she wanted nothing more than to sit next to Amy and to fill her in on everything that’s happened. She figured if she could deal with her wet Drynite for one lesson she could deal with it for another one. She got to the class and already saw Amy sitting there with a spare seat next to her at the back of the class. She took the spare seat and gave her friend a big hug. The feeling of love and support washed over Laura and all she could do was smile. She started to fill in Amy about what rules her mum has implemented for home and how she now had to go to the nurse to get a change if she was wet. She decided not to tell Amy that she was currently sitting in a wet Drynite. She didn’t quite know why she decided to leave that bit out but she decided to nonetheless.

“Well if you ever have an accident at school make sure you go to the nurse straight away to get a change. You don’t want to give them any excuse to make it worse for you.” As Amy made her statement Laura shifted uncomfortable in her seat. Amy seemed to realise straight away what that meant. “You’re already wet?!” She asked with a level of surprise Laura hadn’t heard from her friend before. Laura couldn’t bring herself to answer verbally and just nodded her head. “Why haven’t you gone and asked for a change?” There was now a hint of disappointment to the tone of Amy’s question. “I was so embarrassed to have to go and ask for a change pretty much straight away. I decided it could wait till break at least.” Laura tried to explain the decisions she made. “Let’s hope you don’t have another accident before break then.”

The latest comment annoyed Laura somewhat. How much of a baby did her friend think she was that she couldn’t go two classes without wetting herself twice. She thought back over the last few weeks and couldn’t remember the last time she actually made it to the toilet for a full wee. Even yesterday in McDonald’s she started in her Drynite before regaining control and finishing on the toilet. “I’m sure I’ll be fine” she snapped back.

“I didn’t mean it like that. I just don’t want anything bad to happen to you” she held out her hand for Laura to take.

“I know, it’s just been a long day already” Laura replied and took her friends hand.

As they settled into the work the girls continued to have just some idle chit chat while getting on with their school work.

The bell went to signal the end of the lesson and the girls started to pack their things away.

“Go to the nurse straight away. Do you want me to come with you?” Amy asked.

“I’ll be ok, also I don’t won’t it looking suspicious you hanging out by yourself at the nurses office” Laura said as she finished packing her bag and got out of her seat. Once again as she stood up she could feel the weight of her Drynite. She gave her friend a hug as they left and agreed to meet at lunch in their usual spot. Laura walked as fast as she could without it looking weird and when she reached the nurses office she took a big breath to compose herself before knocking on the door. “Come in” announced the nurse. Laura gulped one last time before pulling the door handle down and pushing the door gentle open. “Oh, hi Laura. Already?” The nurse said with a mixture of concern for Laura and a fear of how bad the situation was.

“I’m afraid so Miss” Laura bowed her head in shame.

“Ok well take that one off and I’ll get a fresh one out the pack your mum left. Oh and I’m not a teacher you don’t have to call me Miss, call me Sophie.” Sophie gave Laura a comforting smile and a wink and went to her store cupboard to retrieve a spare Drynite.

“Sophie, where should I get changed?” Laura asked. Sophie pointed to the bed in the corner of the room. “You can pull the curtain of you want but the door is locked so no one will come in and see you.”

“Thanks” Laura said as she went by the bed and decided to draw the curtain to try and preserve her modesty as much as possible. She pulled off her tights and with a gentle pull her Drynite fell to floor with a thud that Laura had heard to many times. Sophie put her hand through the curtain holding the clean Drynite and a pack of wet wipes. “Leave the wet one on the bed darling. The wipes are for you to freshen up down there. Just close the pack back up and leave them on the bed for me ok” Sophie said softly. Laura took the wipes and the Drynite and cleaned herself up. The wet wipe shocked Laura with how cold it was. She used two to quickly clean up and then grabbed the new Drynite from the bed. She stretched out the sides before stepping into it and pulling it up around her waist. She then grabbed her tights and put them on over the Drynite. She rearranged her skirt trying to see if her Drynite was obvious or concealed however with no mirror it was impossible for Laura to tell. She bent down and picked up the wet Drynite from the floor and placed it on the bed next to the wipes. A wave of embarrassment washed over her as she looked at her infantile underwear and her even more infantile use of them. A tear started rolling down her face. Sophie, sensing something was up, let out a little cough. “You ok sweetie?” She asked concerned.

“I’m all done” Laura replied before opening up the curtain and stepping out and wiping the tear away hoping the nurse didn’t see it however Laura was not that lucky. “What wrong darling?”

“What do you think is wrong” Laura snapped back.

“I’m sorry, I don’t mean to be insensitive. How long has this been going on for?”

“I’ve always wet the bed but consistent day time accidents are a new thing. It started when I was in year six but was very rare. However over the last year has been pretty consistent but it seems to have got a lot worse recently.” Laura started to breakdown. “I’m getting really scared that I’ll never be able to control this. What happens when Drynites won’t contain my accidents? What happens if I lose the support of my mum and dad and Amy?” Laura was now really sobbing and struggling to hold back a flood of tears.

“From what I’ve seen Laura you have a very strong support network at home and I’m sure Amy is not going anywhere. If the Drynites start to fail there are other options to help you. I will support you and your family in any way I can and you want.” Sophie said trying to reassure Laura.

“Thanks” Laura said still sobbing. Sophie handed Laura a box of tissues. “Take some time to compose yourself before heading to your next class. And let’s hope I don’t see you again today yeah.” Sophie said winking and Laura and patting her on the back trying to make her laugh. If anything it made Laura feel worse and felt more pressure not to have another accident. She took a tissue, wiped her tears away, and then grabbed her bag and left the nurses office and headed off to her next class.

Laura had a really good mid morning and afternoon at school. She had a great time at lunch and all was ok until halfway through the penultimate class of the day. She was completing her Spanish workbook when a sudden urge hit her bladder. She would have asked to use the toilet but the teacher had only two minutes ago refused another girl and didn’t want to bring attention to her situation. She was able to hold it back but wasn’t sure how long she could prevent the flow from escaping. She tried to focus on her work again but after only five minutes another wave came over her and it started to physically hurt to hold her urine in her body. She decided to let a little bit out to try and relieve the pressure on her bladder. She was concerned if she would be able to stop the flow once it had started but couldn’t think of how else she was going to get out of this situation. She relaxed her muscles and let the stream hit the padding of her Drynite. She closed her eyes and counted to ten. Once she got there she tensed up her muscles in an attempt to stop the flow. It worked but now the pressure felt even worse than before. She looked around to see if anyone had seen the situation unfold but all the other students were focused fully on their own work. She decided to let go again for another ten seconds. Once again she closed her eyes, relaxed her muscles, and counted to 10. Again the flow of urine hit the padding in her Drynite that was already slightly damp. As she got to ten she again tensed her muscles to stop the flow but try as she might the flow was too strong and was flooding the absorbent padding and her Drynite was starting to swell. Panic started to wash over Laura. Would her Drynite hold this accident? It seemed like she was wetting herself for ages and there was nothing she could do to stop it. Finally the stream started to slow down and came to a stop. She looked around and no one seemed to notice what had happened though the girl she was sitting next to gave her a weird look and she wasn’t sure if knew what she had just done. Laura felt down around her skirt and seat to see if she could feel any dampness and thankfully she felt nothing so her Drynite appeared to have contained this accident. Then a realisation hit her. This wasn’t an accident. For the first time ever she made the decision to use her Drynite rather than try and hold it. Was she starting to get to use to wetting herself that it now seemed like a normal thing for her to do? Then she felt shame that she would have to see Nurse Sophie for another change. She looked at the clock. Only five minutes remained of this lesson before the last class of the day. Laura had a brain wave. She could wait till she got home to get changed. Nurse Sophie didn’t need to know about this accident. Laura started to pack her things away in her bag in readiness for the bell and to make her way to the last class of the day.

Again sorry for the delay in getting this chapter out. Hopefully things have cleared up a bit at work now and I can focus some more time on my stories.

Chapter 9 “ A change is needed?”

Laura made it to her last class of the day. As she took her seat she felt the now all too familiar squish of her wet Drynite press in against her bottom. She took a deep breath and tried to clear her mind and get ready to focus on her school work. She couldn’t shift from mind, however, how much of a big wee she had just realised into her Drynite. Was it going to leak as she sat down? Was she making a mistake to wait til she got home to change? If she was honest her mind just wasn’t on the lesson and thankfully before she realised it there was only 10 minutes left of the school day. She shifted in her seat and quickly did a pat down to see if she could feel any dampness that may have leaked from her Drynite onto her skirt or tights. The Drynite appears to have held up to Laura’s latest wetting and as the bell went to signal the end of the class and therefore the end of the school day Laura let out a sigh of relief. She packed up her things and got her phone out to text Amy to let her know she would be going straight home by herself and she would call her later on in the evening.

As she left the school building she could feel how swollen her Drynite was and she was certain that if it wasn’t for her tights it might fall down just from the weight of it all. It took all of Laura’s concentration to try and walk normally and not with a waddle. She made her way to the bus stop and waited for the 248 bus to take her from school back to near her house. She waited no more than 3 minutes before the famous London bus arrived at her stop. While she was waiting a few more students had made it to the stop in time but as the bus pulled away there seemed to be a sea of school children running for the bus. The driver continued driving, ignoring the pleas of the children to stop and let them on. Laura was quite pleased, she just wanted to get home and change out of her very saturated Drynite and didn’t fancy sitting in it on a very full bus. On the journey home she received a text from Amy asking her to call her when she’s free in the evening and making sure she she was ok. Laura decided not to tell her about her current situation and said she would call later on when she’s free. For the rest of the journey Laura flicked through Facebook, X and TicTok to pass the time. Just before the bus reached her stop she rang the bell and made her way to the back doors to get off the bus. As it pulled into her stop the rear doors parted allowing Laura to get off the bus, as she did she raised her hand and thanked the driver.

The bus stop was just round the corner to her house and in less than 2 minutes she would be home and changing out of her very wet Drynite. She lost herself in her own thoughts thinking about how they were quickly becoming a need and not just there as a “just incase” precaution. While she was lost in her thoughts she turned the corner to enter her road and was suddenly snapped back to reality as she was greeted by a German shepherd dog that started barking at her. Laura had never been fond of dogs and was quite scared of big dogs like this one. The loudness and ferociousness of the bark caused Laura to jump and panic and in that moment Laura felt herself involuntarily urinating once more. She didn’t have the self control to even try and stop it this time and she just burst into tears right there and then. The already full Drynite couldn’t put up any sort of fight against this most recent accident as Laura’s pee ran straight down her leg, soaking her tights and forming a puddle at and in her shoes. The lady walking the dog apologised to Laura and offered to accompany her home. Laura just continued to cry and between sobs thanked the lady for her offer but declined and then started to run home. She couldn’t believe she had just completely wet herself on her own street only 10 doors away from her own. She sprinted as fast as she could with her shoes squelching with every step. She put her keys in the door and entered into her house as quickly as she could.

“Afternoon honey” Laura’s mum called out from the living room greeting her daughter. She had no idea of the state her daughter had just entered the house. She could hear her daughter sobbing however and went to the hallway to find out what was wrong. “What’s happened Laura?” Her mum asked as she entered the hallway. As she layed eyes on her daughter it became apparent what was wrong. “Oh Laura honey, go strip off and get in the shower. Take all your clothes off here and I’ll sort them out.” Laura didn’t say a word as she just cried while starting to undress. As she got all the way down to her Drynite she looked at it and her tears intensified. Why was this happening to her. Why couldn’t she stop herself and control it like every other girl her age. At this point her mum returned to the hall way holding a plastic shopping bag. Seeing her daughter in such distress was killing her and she pulled her in tightly for a hug. She quickly felt the wetness from her daughter’s lower body and gentle pushed her back to survey her daughter. As she did so she instinctively removed Laura’s Drynite as if she was a toddler incapable of doing so herself. “Right, I’ll deal with all of this, you go and get in the shower and then when you’re all dry and changed come down and we will have a chat.”

Laura took a deep breath and climbed the stairs up to the family bathroom.

Laura let the water run over her body and tried to make sense of her thoughts. She knew her mother loved her and wanted what was best for her but she knew she wouldn’t just let this keep happening. She was concerned about how the chat she was going to have with her mum was going to go. After a good 10 minutes of just letting the water run and drench her skin she collected her thoughts and started actively washing her body. She stopped the shower and climbed out shower covering her body with a towel wrapped tightly around her. As she got to her bedroom she saw that her mum had left out a fresh Drynite and some hello kitty PJs. She dried herself off and stood there looking at the Drynite. She was still struggling to come to terms with how much of a necessary they had become in such a short space of time and how they were starting to fail her already. She took a deep breath and slipped the dry Drynite on before putting her PJs on and heading downstairs for the chat with her mum.

Her mum was watching telly in the living room when Laura came downstairs. Her mum paused the show she was watching and gestured for her to sit next to her. As she did her mum, again, pulled her in for a hug. “Tell me what’s happened today hun” her mum said in a caring tone. “I don’t know where to begin mum” Laura said trying to hold back the tears. “Well let me fill you in with what I already know and we can go from there” her mum said. “I had a call from the school nurse saying that you went to her for a change in the morning so I know this isn’t the first accident today. She was a bit concerned that the pull up, while full, wasn’t particularly wet. She had a feeling you hadn’t gone to her straight away and waited till you had a break to visit her. Is that true?”

Laura just bowed her head and as softly as she could answered her mother “yes mum”.

“Ok so what happened this afternoon, was that just the one accident or was it more than one?” Her mother asked this time with a hint of annoyance in her voice. “Two” was the only response Laura could muster. “Ok, why didn’t you visit the nurse to get a change after the first accident?” Laura kept her head bowed and stayed silent hoping the conversation would just stop but her mother wanted to get to the bottom of what was happening. After a period of silence her mum started questioning her again. “Did you not know you were wet? Did you think you could try and hide the fact you had multiple accidents in the day? What was it Laura?” Her mum was now noticeable getting annoyed at her. “I was embarrassed mum. I didn’t want to face the nurse again with another wet pull up.” As laura said it out loud the tears burst and she lost the fight with her emotions and started bawling her eyes out. Her mother pulled her in to a tight hug again and kissed her daughter on the top of her head.

“Ok, I have made a decision. I don’t think these pull ups are right for your needs at the moment Laura” her mum said with her tone shifting from annoyance to almost business like. “I’ve done some research and I have got a couple of products in mind that I think will better suit your needs. However I want you to conduct your own research this evening before dinner and then we can compare what each other has found with your father and make a decision on what to do going forward. You need to find something that has a high capacity and, I’ll be honest sweetheart, that appears to be more the taped on kind of protection than the pull up type.”

“What does that mean mum?”

“It means the protection will look more like a nappy than a pull up. The research I’ve done doesn’t appear to show pull ups with high capacity. If you find something different then we can look into it together. I want you to have an input into this decision as you will be the one wearing and using them and I want you to feel as comfortable as possible. Now go to your room and look into what options you can find and after dinner we will talk it through ok.” Her mum gave her another kiss and patted her on the back. Laura didn’t want to be in nappies at all but knew her mother was probably correct in that she needed something more absorbent than her Drynites. “Ok mum, I’ll see what I can find” she said as she got up the sofa and returned to her room.

HappyNappin said:

Ohh I’ll be interested to see what she ends up having to wear, is the bulk of this story set in the present or a few years ago?
I keep imagining Laura wearing the ballerina drynites, or mibby the psychedelic ones from 2017 ish, I reckon she’s going to end up in a certain popular plastic backed nappy with pink dots on it…

Keep up the frequent updates, your doing great.

(Well apart from the odd auto correct error, the tank bit of a toilet is a cistern, not system but I’ll assume you’ve never assembled or fitted a toilet, and I don’t think anyone else has noticed)

To be fair toilet knowledge isn’t my strongest point hence my interest in this forum.

It is set in current day, but who knows what she finds online.

Thank you for your kind words

Chapter 10 “an interesting discovery”

Laura returned to her room and opened up her laptop. She didn’t know where to begin her research. She opened up google and stared blankly at the screen for a few minutes. Did she really want to search for these things? If her mum really wanted her to wear protection more like a nappy than a pull up how would that work? Who would put the nappy on her? Would she be allowed to do it herself. What if she needed to do a poo? She definitely didn’t want to do that in a nappy. How thick would they be? Laura was snapped out of it by a buzzing from her phone. She looked down at it sitting on her desk and saw that Amy had messaged her. “You ok” it read. Laura thought about replying but knew she would end up spending all her time texting Amy instead of doing any research and she wanted to at least have some input to give to her mum. She turned her phone down so the screen was facing the desk and returned to staring blankly at her laptop screen.

Laura thought long and hard about what to start typing but she just couldn’t think about how to start it. She replayed in her mind what her mum said to her. “It will be more like a nappy”. She decided to type just the word nappy into google and hit enter. The search results brought back lots of sites and recommendations but all of these were aimed at babies and infants. While having a quick look to see if there was anything in this search result that would lead her in the right direction she noted how cute the designs were on nappies now days. When her younger sister Emily was still in nappies all she had was plain white ones. After realising nothing was going to help her in this search she thought again about what she could ask google to help get better results. She tried “Nappy Teenage Girl”. She looked at the shopping section at the top and the first results were for Drynites and then another two brands of pull ups aimed at bedwetting children called ninjamas and magics. She thought the ninjamas had cute design but would more than likely have the same or worse results as the Drynites as they were aimed upto 12 year olds. As she scrolled along a picture caught her attention. It was of a pink and white nappy with a bunny printed on it and lots of pink designs all over it. The title of the product said “little for big adult printed diaper”. She thought it looked cute and decided to search for adult printed diaper and see if that brought up anything. The first website it brought up was called ABUniverse. The information below the hyper link said it was the number one seller of Adult Baby items in the UK. Laura was intrigued by the term Adult Baby and decided to click on the link to see what the website was all about.

As the page opened she was immediately hit a page the loaded up all the sites best sellers. They were four different types on printed nappy. Laura couldn’t believe that there was this much to choose from. Was there really this much demand for such products? She clicked on the first “best seller”. They were called peek abu and although the front panel had a cute animal on it the rest of the nappy looked just plain white. She had decided she wanted to find the cutest nappy she could and she didn’t feel like this was it. She hit the back button on her browser and returned to the best sellers page. See selected the next product called “little Kings”. She looked at the pictures and thought they were very cute. The designs on the side made it that bit cuter with all the colourful dots and stars. She definitely liked the look of these ones and when reading the description she noted these said they were cloth backed whereas the peek abu ones said plastic back. She quickly opened up another tab on her browser as she didn’t want to lose the page she was currently on. She entered into the search bar “difference between cloth backed and plastic backed nappy”. It lead her to an internet forum where that exact question had been asked. While looking through the replies it seemed that the main difference was that cloth back the tapes were more like Velcro and can be repositioned time and time again but with plastic backed you only had one go at that in most cases. But the biggest difference for Laura was the comment that said plastic backed was louder so cloth backed would be more discreet. More discreet and tapes that could be undone and put back on again could come in handy. She went back to her original browser tab and decided to see if she could apply any filters to the shops products. She was able to search for cloth backed diapers only and it came up with two results. The little kings she had already seen and a design called Alpha Gatorz. She looked at them and decided that the design looked to babyish and not exactly cute as the alligator looked very childish and with it being surrounded by letters and numbers she decided she didn’t like that design. She then looked at what other features you could search for and found a tape variety search function. She selected the hook and loop style as that was the Velcro style she had found out about. There were an additional two designs with this feature as well as the little kings and alpha gatorz. She clicked on the first, “Dino Rawz” but these were a very babyish design and she had no interest in them at all. The last design caught her eye immediately. They were called Bunny Hops. They were white with pink with bunnies on them. Pink side panels and with white dots. She thought these looked very cute and decided these were going to be the ones she wanted to show her mum. The only problem was they were plastic backed but with the Velcro style tapes. That meant they could be quite noisy. She decided to show both the bunny hops and little kings to her mum and see what she says about them.

She looked at the time on her laptop and was surprised to see that it was only half past four. She still had at least an hour till her dinner would be ready as normally her mum gets it ready for five thirty when her dad comes home. She decided to call Amy and fill her in with all that has happened this afternoon. She picked up her phone and found her friends contact details and made the call.

“Hey bestie” Amy said as she answered the phone.

“Hi” Laura replied.

“How was your afternoon?” Amy enquired.

“Not great” Laura said and then filled her friend in on all that happened, how she had wet herself, what her mum had said and what products she had researched.

“Wow, you’ve had an afternoon.” Amy said taking it all in. “Are you sure on those nappies?” She asked.

“Well I don’t want to have to wear them but I have to agree I’ve lost confidence in my Drynites. So if I have to wear them I might as well wear cute ones. Also the tape style could come in handy.” Laura was quite instant in her desire for these nappies.

“Well they do sound very cute, if your mum gets them for you you’ll have to show me when you have one on. I think you’ll look super cute in a cute pink nappy hugging your waist.” Amy was pleased her friend was taking this in her stride. From outside her bedroom door Laura heard her mum calling out dinner was ready. Laura hadn’t realised she had been on the phone to her friend for nearly an hour. She said goodbye to her friend and made her way downstairs for dinner. The talk with Amy had increased her confidence in her ability to handle her predicament.

She sat next to her sister Emily and was joined by her father as her mum put down two bowls on the table. One containing lots of spaghetti and another containing meatballs in a tomato pasta sauce. The family all dug into the bowls and filled their plates with food. Talk soon turned to how each others day had been. Emily rather meanly and very bluntly accused laura of wetting herself. “I’m guessing as your already in your pyjamas you wet yourself again and that your pull up couldn’t handle it” Emily sniggered as she made the remark.

“Emily don’t be mean!” Her mum shot back. “Laura can’t help it and doesn’t choose for this to happen to her. You should be supporting your sister, I’m sure there will be a time when you need her to have your back.”

“It’s ok mum, I have to own this. Yes Emily I had another accident and unfortunately yes you are correct my Drynite couldn’t cope with it.” Laura’s mum and dad were a bit taken back by how Laura was dealing with her sisters mean comments. “That’s why Mum and I have agreed to move away from Drynites to something more suitable to my needs” Laura continued. Her confidence still sky high after her chat with Amy.

“What does that even mean?” Emily asked still sniggering at her sister.

“Well we need to discuss that with Laura after dinner” her mum quickly interjected. “So after dinner I want you to finish your homework in your room to give us some privacy.” Her mum instructed Emily.

“Ok mum” Emily returned to eating her dinner. The rest of the dinner was eaten without much more being said. Laura was sat there still high in confidence and wasn’t going to let anyone’s negativity influence her mood. She was looking forward to showing her parents what she had found online. Soon everyone had finished their dinner and the girls were instructed to side their plates. As Laura stood up she realised her Drynite was wet. She didn’t know she had wet herself or that she even needed to go. She was a bit upset with herself but decided that she wasn’t going to let it rock her new found confidence and if anything it reinforced the need for Laura to have extra protection.

“Laura, let’s compare notes.” Her mum called from the living room.

It’s getting there, hopefully next week

Chapter 11 “New Beginnings”

“Ok Mum, let me go and grab my laptop and I’ll be with you in a minute” Laura called out from the kitchen. She ran upstairs to her room, grabbed her laptop and couldn’t stop smiling to herself. For some unknown reason the move to a more secure protection was giving her a lot of confidence that seemed at odds with the problem she was dealing with. How could a 15 year old girl grow in confidence because she was being made to wear nappies again. Maybe she never really trusted the Drynites to keep her dry and was always worried they would leak. She didn’t expect to have that issue with the nappies she found. She thought about changing her wet Drynite to a new one but decided she would do that before bed. She went back downstairs laptop in hand and sat down next to her mum on the sofa.

“Why don’t you begin Laura?” Her mum said starting what she thought was going to become an awkward conversation.

“Ok, so let me start by saying I didn’t know these existed before this afternoon. I feared if I was going to be put back in nappies they would be boring and plain white and just a bit depressing really.” Her mum was looking rather confused and didn’t know where Laura was going to go with this. Laura continued, “I then found some rather interesting designed products. They are adult sized nappies but with cute designs. They also have a type of tape system that is basically Velcro so I can take them off to use the toilet and put them back on if needed.”

“That’s interesting, I didn’t come across any tapes like that. That could prove useful.” Her mum responded. “Let’s have a look at these cute designs then.” She said and gestured for Laura to show her the laptop screen.

“So the first design is called little kings. They are cloth backed and from the research I’ve done means they are quieter than plastic backed.” Laura let her mum look at all the pictures on the website. Her mum studied the whole page reading all the information available about them. She was a bit concerned that they appeared to be some kind of kink item but she was more surprised and concerned about the price. “Ok, was there any other designs you wanted me to look at?”

“One more mum, these are called bunny hops. They have the same tape style but are plastic backed.” Again her mum studied the page and had the same concerns. “I think these look super cute and I could wear them when I may need a lot of protection without the need to be as discreet. I could use the other ones when I need a lot of protection but need to be a bit more discreet about it.”

“Well you’ve clearly done some research and found some different options to me. I don’t mind giving these a go but they are very expensive so can’t be the only ones we get. I’ll be honest, I did some research a while ago when I feared we may end up going this way and I already have a pack for you to try. These are called Tena active fit maxi. They hold the maximum amount that a Tena could hold and while not having this Velcro style tapes allow for one re-taping so you can use the toilet and put this one back on.” After she finished telling Laura about the nappy she had found and already purchased she went and got the packet out of a draw in the side table next to the sofa and passed it to Laura. Laura looked at the package and saw that there was 24 nappies in the pack and read over the blurb on the outside. She opened the package and took one of the nappies out. The plastic covering felt smooth to touch, and while they were thicker than the Drynites she had been using, Laura thought they would be rather discreet. This did make her worry a bit bout how much they would hold but decided it would be worth giving them a chance. “Ok mum, if you think these will do the job we will give them a go.” Laura said smiling at her mum.

“Thank you for your understanding Laura and being very mature about it. There is just a couple of things I want to cover with you before we start this. The first one being for at least the first two weeks either I or the nurse at school will change and put you in your nappy. This is only because you’ve never put on a nappy before and we want to make sure the products work. That includes the two designs you’ve found and I will order tonight. It does mean you will have to ask us to take you to the toilet if you need to go. The other thing is this does signal a shift in how we are dealing with this. While you’ve never been in any trouble for having accidents this now demonstrates we don’t expect you to make it to the toilet and that they are no longer accidents. It’s only a subtle change but one you have to be aware of. You can tell us when you need changing but we may decide if it’s been a while to check to make sure you don’t need changing. It’s not to embarrass you or any thing like that again it’s just to make sure the products are working. Do you understand the reasoning behind these rules?” Her mum asked Laura. Laura paused for thought and while she felt it could be embarrassing being changed and checked she trusted her mum to do it in the most respectful way possible. “Yes mum. I trust you.” she replied.

“That’s good, I’m glad we can be open and honest with each other. I want you to go upstairs, try and use the toilet and dispose of your Drynite and keep your PJs on. I will come upstairs in 10 minutes and put this on you. Once again thank you for being very mature about this Laura.” Her mum gave her big embrace and gave her daughter a kiss on the top of her head. As they separated from the hug she gave her daughter a pat on her bottom and told her to get upstairs. As she tapped her daughter’s bottom she could feel the Drynite Laura was wearing was sagging around her bottom a bit and realised her daughter was wet showing exactly the need to giver her daughter for protection.

Laura went upstairs and felt the earlier confidence she had drain away a bit as she sat on the toilet not needing to go but sat there like her mother had asked to try. She also realised this would be the last time she would be sat on the toilet without asking to be taken to it for at least the next two weeks. She looked down at the wet Drynite sitting there around her ankles. She looked at it and tried to shift her mind set. I’m doing the right thing, the grown up thing, in taking steps to help with this. She said to herself. It seemed to work as her self confidence returned a little. She thought of the cute designs her mum agreed to get some of and smiled to herself. She got some toilet paper gave herself a quick wipe down and flushed the toilet. She took her Drynite off and put her PJs backs on and walked across the landing to her room. As she walked in the room her mum was already in her room waiting for her. She had laid down a blanket on her floor and placed the nappy and some wipes down on it to one side. “Just leave your Drynite on the floor darling, I’ll take it down after we’re done. Lay down on the blanket and I’ll get this done as quickly as possible for you.” Her mum motioned for her to lay down on the blanket. Laura took a big deep breath and laid down on the blanket, mentally preparing herself for her first nappy change since she was a baby. “Lift your bum up a bit please” her mum instructed. She closed her eyes as she slightly lifted her bottom up. Her mum waisted no time in pulling down her Hello Kitty Pyjama trousers down to her ankles. She then grabbed her daughter’s feet and lifted them up exposing her daughter’s bottom. She grabbed some wet wipes, noting that her daughter had just taken off a wet pull up and would need to be cleaned up. Laura jolted at the coldness of the wet wipes and it brought her back into the reality of what was happening. She still didn’t dare open her eyes and confront what was happening head on. Her eyes stayed clamped shut as her mum slipped the nappy under her bottom and lowered her legs down. She felt the front of the nappy getting pulled up over her exposed private parts. Her mum made some slight adjustments before tapping the nappy up. She did a final check of the leak guards and pulled her daughter’s bottoms back up. “All done” her mother proclaimed. Laura opened her eyes and was greeted with her mums smiling face beaming at her. “Not all bad was it?” Her mother asked.

“No, thank you for making it quick” Laura replied. She sat up and could feel the difference in bulk from her Drynite and could hear a rustle from the nappy. Her mother gave her a hug and reminded her to make sure she’s in bed by 10pm. She looked at the clock and realised she still had 2 hours till she needed to be asleep but she felt exhausted from all the emotions she had going around her head. “I’m probably going to go straight to sleep mum. I’m shattered.”

“Ok princess, I’ll pop my head through at 10 to see if you’re asleep or not. Night night, love you.” Her mum said.

“Love you too mum” Laura replied as she got up, again feeling the extra bulk and crinkle of the nappy. Got herself under the covers and fell straight to sleep.”

Just been on an overnight flight and couldn’t sleep so got most of the next chapter written up. I’m hoping to get it out for you all by the end of the week/beginning of next.

Chapter 12 “Changing situations”

Laura was already fast asleep when her mum poked her head through the door just after the 10pm deadline she had set. Her mum smiled to herself and wondered what emotions and feelings her daughter must be feeling. She softly closed the door behind her doing her best not to wake her daughter. Thankfully Laura didn’t stir at all and was completely unaware of her mother’s intrusion.

Laura was still in a deep sleep when her alarm went off at 7am. She hadn’t slept as deeply and soundly as that for a long time. She did her now regular check of her bed sheets to check for any wetness and was pleased to find that her bed was completely dry. She couldn’t believe she had slept so deeply and for so long without her Drynite leaking. Then she sat herself up and felt the weight and sag of her protection she was wearing. That’s when she remembered that she was no longer wearing a pull up but a nappy. As she got herself out of bed she quickly realised just how much weight was in her nappy and just how wet she must be. At this point her mother came bundling into her room. “Oh good, I thought I heard your alarm. I wanted to check on how your night was straight away.” Her mum said cheerily.

“Well my bed is bone dry but I think the nappy is very full. My Drynite never felt like this.” Laura informed her mum. “Ok let’s check it then and see how it held up. I can see your bed is nice and dry, now pull down your bottoms so I can check your nappy.”

As her mum said those words the realisation of what was agreed last night hit her. For at least the next two weeks she wasn’t in control of her protection. She was a bit concerned about that but quickly realised that if she had wet herself, as much as she thinks she did, in the night then the change in protection should mean there was no chance of leaks during the day. She could go about her day with confidence she hadn’t had in a while. She pulled down her bottoms, exposing her Tena and as she did so the nappy sagged more. She glanced in the mirror and caught sight that the yellow line that was printed on the front had now turned blue and the once pristine white of the plastic backing was now a very dark white. Her mother came up to her and inspected the nappy. “Oh my, that is very full. I don’t think it would have held if you had done much more sweetheart. I was hoping to change you after breakfast but that needs to come off straight away and I think you’ll need a shower. Take that off now and go get cleaned up. I’ll have everything ready for you when you come back darling.”

Laura looked at the nappy and for a second tried to pull it down. Her mother noticed and a giggle escaped before she could stop herself. “Just pull the tapes sweety, or do you want me to help?” Her mother asked. She tried to walk towards her mum but the state of her nappy made her waddle more than walk. A concerned look grew on Laura’s face. “It’s ok, we wouldn’t let it get so full during the day.” Her mother said trying to reassure her daughter. “Thanks mum, can you do it please?” She asked. Without a moment’s hesitation and as quickly as possible her mum pulled at the tabs that were securing the nappy around her daughter’s waist and it fell to the floor with the loudest thud Laura had heard. “I’ll clear this away, you go get in the shower and I’ll be waiting here when you get back.” Her mum gave here a soft kiss on the top of her forehead as Laura turned away and went for her shower.

While Laura was in the shower her mum expertly bundled up the wet nappy and used the tapes to fold it shut. She placed it in a nappy sack and tied it shut to avoid any unwanted odours escaping. She laid out the blanket that was now assigned to be Laura’s changing blanket. She went to Laura’s underwear draw and placed the contents of last nights opened package in there. She kept one out and placed it by the changing blanket. She also got some talcum powder and some barrier cream and placed that next to the folded nappy awaiting her daughter. She then picked out her daughter’s school uniform and placed that on Laura’s bed. She sat at the end of the bed and waited for her daughter’s return. After a couple of minutes her daughter returned to her room draped in a towel around her body and another wrapped around her hair.

“Get yourself fully dry and then lay down on your blanket please princess.” Her mum instructed her. Laura vigorously dried her body and ran the towel through her hair before walking over to the blanket and laid down.

“Now this will be a little bit different to last night. If you’re going to be wearing these I need to make sure you don’t get a rash down there. So I’m going to apply some barrier cream to your bottom and put some talc in the nappy. That should stop you getting a rash ok.”

“Ok Mum” Laura replied.

“Now before I start do you need to use the toilet especially for a number 2 situation?”

“No mum, I’m all good thanks.” Laura did feel a bit embarrassed about being asked if she needed the toilet like a little child but couldn’t really argue about it as she was about to be put in a very much needed nappy.

“Ok, so this will be a little longer than last night but I will try and do it as quickly as possible for you. Here we go princess” and with that she grabbed her daughters ankles and lifted her daughters legs into what can only be called the nappy changing position. She held her there, exposing her bottom, while applying the barrier cream liberally to the skin. While keeping Laura’s legs in the air she slipped the new nappy under her bottom and lowered her legs down. She then tested to make sure she had positioned it correctly. She lifted the daughter’s legs into the air again to quickly reposition the nappy. Another test and she was happy with the positioning. She then held down the front of the nappy and poured in some talcum powder and spread it around Laura’s front area. She then closed the nappy up and secured the two sides together using the tapes. She patted the front of the nappy and declared “all done princess.” Laura sat herself up. She definitely preferred last night’s experience compared to this morning’s. “Do you want me to help you get your uniform on?” Her mum asked.

“No I can dothat myself thanks mum.” Laura replied, trying to regain a little bit of modesty after that ordeal.

“Ok, be down for breakfast soon. I’ll take you and your sister to school in the car. I’ve got to give nurse Sophie the new supplies.” And with that she left Laura alone wearing only the fresh nappy her mother had just taped to her.

As she got up from the blanket she again caught her reflection in the mirror. This time the nappy was snug to her body and looked thin and discrete. Nothing like the one she had woken up in. Unlike this morning it didn’t alter her gate and she could walk normally. With the amount that last nights one held and how discreet this felt fresh on, she was confident going to school for the first time in ages. She quickly got dressed, first by pulling on her tights and then getting her skirt on. She put on what was effectively a training bra as her chest was still very flat. Her breast appeared to have developed as well as her bladder control. She then put on her blouse and school blazer and headed downstairs for breakfast.

As she walked she tried to listen out for any noise the nappy made. She couldn’t hear anything and was pleased that the clothes seemed to muffle the sound of the nappy. She made herself some toast with jam and sat down at the breakfast bar in the kitchen. She saw her mum bringing down the same bag that she used just yesterday to deliver Drynites to the school. Only a day later and the protection level had to be increased. Emily followed her mother downstairs, poured out some cereal and joined Laura at the breakfast bar. “So what happened after your little chat last night with mum?” She asked Laura, adding extra emphasis to the word little.

“We agreed that I needed a higher level of protection and that needed to start straight away. Mum had purchased a product in advance and we are trialing that and I have suggested a couple of other products that mum has ordered. I feel quite confident with this new protection and you’re not going to make me feel bad about it.” Laura informed her sister. Emily knew her sister was now effectively back in a nappy and didn’t understand how that had made her more confident, but she was in admiration of that fact. “Right girls, time for school” their mother said as she led them to the car. Emily walked behind her sister to see if she could see any signs her sister was wearing a nappy but she was surprised to see that although she knew it was there, she wouldn’t be able to tell.

The girls and their mum completed the drive in relative silence that was only broken by the car radio playing the breakfast show of Laura’s favourite station. As her mother parked the car up, again she instructed Emily to go into school and for Laura to follow her into the nurses office. As they knocked on the door nurse Sophie instructed them to come in. As they opened the door and stepped in Nurse Sophie had a surprised look on her face. “Oh Hello you two. Back so soon?” She said inquisitively. “Please take a seat.” Both Laura and her mother took a seat and Laura’s mum cleared her throat before speaking.

“Yes I’m afraid so. Laura had another accident on her way home last night and it has become obvious that the protections we were using before is not sufficient enough. I had foreseen this happening and had already purchased a product to help. It is a Tena active fit maxi.”

“Oh that’s good. That is what I was going suggest if you decided you wanted to up the protection.” The nurse interjected.

“I’m glad you approve.” Her mum continued. “Because we are trialing it out and making sure it is fit for purpose I have told Laura that because she has never put a nappy on herself or anyone else then for the next two weeks either me or you will be changing her.”

Laura didn’t like the use of the term change but when she thought back to just this morning that’s was effectively what had happened just with a shower in between. While she was lost in her thoughts her mother continued. “So with that in mind I have told her to come to you if she needs a change or wants to use the toilet. However I would also like her to come to you at the end of the day to check she doesn’t need changing before going home.” Laura didn’t like the terms check and change but knew it would only be a short time before she got her independence back with her protection and was confident that the new protection would keep her secret safe at school.

“That seems fair” the nurse replied. “I do have a suggestion I would like to run past you Laura as well.” Laura felt a sudden dread. She had a feeling the nurse wanted to make her situation worse by adding more rules. She must have looked at the nurse with some fear in her eyes. The nurse noticed and tried to put her at ease a bit. “It’s nothing to serious don’t worry. It’s just there is another student who is having the same difficulties as you are at the moment. She is a few years below you and I wondered if you would be interested in supporting her a bit?” Nurse Sophie looked at Laura with an almost pleading face. Laura wasn’t sure. She was amazed that someone else in her school was going through the difficulties she was. She felt bad for the younger girl, knowing what feelings she must be having and hoped she had the same strong support she had from her parents and Amy. She wanted to help the girl but equally she was scared of letting someone else in on her secret. Someone she didn’t know. She thought about and played through possible consequences but also the triumphs she could face. She looked up at Nurse Sophie ready to give her decision.

To be continued

I’m thinking of doing a choose your own adventure with Laura’s decision about helping the other girl out so with that in mind react to this post with a thumbs up emoji for her NOT to help the girl or a heart eyes emoji for her TO HELP the girl.

Chapter 13 “A friendship check”

“Ok Nurse Sophie, I’ll help them out. Hopefully I can offer them some support and knowledge of what they are going through.”

“Oh excellent. Thank you so much. I will bring it up with them and let them decide if they want to participate. Of course I wont mention your name or situation until you meet each other.”

Laura’s mum looked at her with a sense of pride. She couldn’t believe how well she was taking all of this. Despite Laura’s own problems she was still willing to help others out. “Ok Laura, time to go to registration. Thanks for agreeing to help and remember, see me anytime you need to ok.”

“Yes Nurse Sophie.” And with that Laura picked up her school bag and left the office leaving her mum and Nurse Sophie behind.

“She’s taken this very well I must say.” nurse Sophie said to Laura’s mum.

“Yes quite. I am very surprised that we’ve had no push back from her on it. She’s even found some nappies on the internet that look like oversized baby nappies and wants me to get some of them. I am a bit unsure on them but she says they look cute. What do you think I should do?” Her mum asked the nurse.

“I don’t see the harm in that. As long as she is aware that they may be harder to conceal.” Nurse Sophie smiled as she spoke.

“Ok, I’ll order the ones she wants and see how she gets on with them. Thank you for all your support with this. I’ll be on my way now then.” Laura’s mum nodded her head to the nurse as she to left the nurses office.

Laura made her way straight to her form room and while there was still about 10 minutes till school officially started most of her form group were already in the classroom along with their teacher Mr Potts.

“Good Morning Laura” he called out as she walked through the open door and made her way to her seat.

“Good morning Sir” Laura replied as she took a reading book out of her bag, opened it to where she had placed the bookmark , and started to read. As she fidgeted in her seat trying to get comfortable she noticed how much more padding there was in this Tena and how it went much wider around her bottom and almost felt like her bottom was receiving a hug. A smile grew across her face that Laura didn’t know about as it was done subconsciously. She took a sip of water from her water bottle and glanced at her phone. There was a text message from Amy that she must have sent when Laura was in the nurses office. Amy had asked Laura if she was free before registration for a chat. Laura quickly replied apologising for missing the message and she would see her in science later on. Science was due to be the second lesson of the day for girls. She got a quick reply from

Amy saying ok and she put her phone away in her bag. She took another mouthful of water and returned to her book

Laura was halfway through the first lesson of the day, geography. She sat there listening to her teacher talk about rock formations when a sudden pain from her bladder hit and before she could do anything about it a quick jet of urine escaped her body and hit the padding of her Tena. She was able to regain control before it turned into a flood but she wasn’t sure how long before the rest of her urine escaped her bladder and entered into her nappy. She started to do battle with her bladder before remembering what her mother had said to her about these nappies. “we don’t expect you to make it to the toilet and that they are no longer accidents.” She didn’t need to do battle with her bladder and lose focus during lessons. She decided to surrender to her bladder. She relaxed all her muscles that were straining to keep her dry and allowed the Tena to do its job. After a few seconds she returned her focus to the lesson and had almost forgot what was happening in her underwear. Her attention was only drawn back to it when her flow of urine slowed to a trickle and eventually came to a finish. She had a quick Look around to see if anyone had noticed what happened. To her horror as she made eye contact with the girl sat beside her. The girl gave her a very quizzical look like she knew something had just happened but wasn’t sure what. Laura quickly drooped her head and started scribbling notes about the information the teacher was giving out.

She looked again at the girl but this time she was not focused on Laura but taking her on notes. Laura took this opportunity to have a quick feel to make sure she hadn’t leaked. There was no signs of any dampness around her skirt and tights. She could feel the padding had expanded and was confident the nappy had done its job. Another smile grew on Laura’s face but this time she was very much aware of it. She was very pleased that she could feel confident in her protection. Another relief she now had was that she didn’t to do battle with her bladder anymore. There was no longer an expectation of not having accidents. She didn’t have to try and fail to stay dry. She no longer would feel like she’s let herself down when an accident happens. Just like the other evening this made Laura swell in confidence. It was like a huge weight had been lifted of her and instead of worrying about not making it to the toilet in time she can just focus on being herself. That thought made her whole face beam with excitement.

As the geography class came to an end she put her books away and made her way out of the room. She could still feel snugness of the Tena hugging her bottom but there was a new weight to it and she could feel it sag in the middle a bit but nothing that made it uncomfortable to wear. Laura felt like she could skip to her next lesson she was so happy. Her new found confidence and the fact that Amy was in this class gave Laura and extra spring is her step. She entered the science lab and took a stool at the rear right hand corner of the room and saved the stool next to her for her best friend Amy. As Laura took her seat she could feel the wet padding press against her skin. A new sensation flooded her brain that confused her. It was a feeling of enjoyment. What she enjoyed she didn’t know. Was it the feeling of being free? Was it the feeling of not having to worry about her protection? Or was it the feeling of the wet padding pressed against her body? She couldn’t be sure. Amy came and sat next to her and this took Laura out of her own thoughts. She gave her friend a big hug to great her before they both sat down.

“You’re in a good mood I see” Amy said to Laura. In a hushed voice Amy continued, “I’m guessing you’re still dry then” Amy smiled at Laura. Laura just shook her head to indicate that she was in fact wet but continued to smile. This confused Amy. “You’re happy that you’ve had another accident?” Amy asked in an inquisitive manner.

“Not an accident anymore” Laura grinned as she said it. Another puzzled look came across Amy’s face. “I’ll explain at break” she told Amy. Amy didn’t push it any further and the rest of the time in science class passed without incident.

The bell rang to indicate the end of class and start of break. “Come to the toilet with me, I need your help with something.” Laura asked her best friend.

“Ok” Amy replied. Uncertain just what it was her friend wanted help with. As the exited the science laboratory and made their way down the school corridor Laura linked arms with Amy. The girls both looked at each other and started smiling and giggled. Amy pushed Laura’s arm down and grabbed her hand and they walked into the deserted girls toilets. Laura felt butterflies in her stomach and a pounding in her chest from her heart. Amy checked all the stalls were empty before turning to her friend. “What exactly do you need my help with?” She asked with a mixture of concern and intrigue in her voice.

“Well you know I’m wet but I don’t know how wet. I lost concentration and these are new and I don’t know how much they will actually hold. Can you check to see if it’s ok or if I need a change please?”

“You’re asking me to check your nappy to see if you need a change?” Amy asked in a soft tone. Laura just nodded her head. “That’s so cute and adorable.” It was Amy’s turn to let excitement show on her face. She brought her friend into an even bigger hug than the one they shared before. “Thank you for trusting me with all of this. So how do you want me to check you?”

“Let’s go into a stall, I’ll pull down my tights and you can look. There should be a yellow line that turns blue when wet. I need to know how much of the line is blue.” Laura said as she opened one of the middle stalls door and entered the cubicle. Amy let out a little giggle at how her friend had just been so matter of fact about the situation and followed her into the cramped stall. Laura lowered her tights to her knees and lifted her skirt up to reveal a slightly stained off white Tena.

“Well it’s all blue at the front” Amy remarked, “turn around at let me check the back.” Amy instructed. Laura followed Amy’s directions revealing a more pure white rear to her nappy.

“Ok, so the back is pretty much dry so I’m going to say 1/3 of the line is blue. Turn around again so I can be sure.” Again Laura turned around exposing the front of her nappy. “Yeah about 1/3 blue I reckon” Amy paused before saying or doing anything else.

“Can I feel it?” She blurted out all of a sudden. Amy’s face turned a dark shade of red very quickly.

“If you want to” Laura replied. Amy tentatively started stretching her arm out, her fingers stretching to touch the soft plastic of her friend’s nappy. Her fingers made contact. She paused for a second before allowing the palm of her hand to cup the front of the nappy. Amy looked into Laura’s eyes and the girls smiled at each other. If someone was to observe this scene I don’t think they would quite believe their eyes. Two 15 year old girls one in a wet nappy, the other just staring into her eyes while touching the nappy.

“Why is it getting warm?” Amy asked suddenly. Laura stood there panicked. See was wetting herself while her friend was holding her nappy. Laura felt neither the urge to go or the start of her accident. She was to lost in her friends eyes to take any notice to what her body was doing. By the time she was aware of what was happening it was too late and she couldn’t stop the flow of urine now filling her nappy. “I’m sorry I didn’t know I needed to go” Laura said tears starting to grow in her eyes. She bowed her head in shame and as she did so she realised that Amy hadn’t pulled her hand away. Laura raised her head again and looked up at Amy. Amy smiled at her, told her it was ok and smiled to her friend. “Finished?” She asked her grin growing wider and not breaking eye contact with Laura. “Ok, turn around and let’s inspect the damage.” Amy withdrew her hand from the front of Laura’s nappy and placed both her hands on her friends hips and almost steered her friend around 180 degrees. The yellow and blue line had grown since the last inspection and was now showing, in Amy’s opinion, 2/3 full. Amy then pulled up Laura’s tights for her and patted her friend’s bum. This made the now saggier nappy touch Laura’s skin and the wave of enjoyment spread through her whole body again. Amy took her friend’s hand and lead her out the bathroom and into the corridor. She said in a very low hushed but playful voice “come on then wet bum, let’s get you to your next class.”

The next two classes of the morning passed without incident until a stirring pain came from her gut alerting Laura to her need to empty her bowel with about 10 minutes left until lunch. She was in no danger of not being able to hold it but she was not looking forward to having to ask the nurse to take her nappy off. As the bell rang to signal the end of the morning classes and the start of lunch Laura collected her things, took a deep breath and with the weight of a pretty full Tena, took herself off to the nurses office.

Chapter 14 “A clean wipe”

Laura knocked on the nurses office door with a bit more force than she intended. It must have been the nervous energy that Laura was now feeling. She couldn’t work out how asking to use the toilet was more embarrassing than wetting herself but here she was, in a wet nappy, feeling nervous to ask to use the toilet in order to empty her bowel. “Come in” the nurse called out from behind the closed door. Laura pulled the handle down and pushed the door open. “Oh, hi Laura” Nursery Sophie greeted Laura “you all ok?” She asked with a concerned tone.

“I’m ok, I just really need to go number two.” Laura spoke at a volume barely over a whisper and only making eye contact with the floor.

“Ok well let’s have a look and see if you need a change or if we can keep this one for after.” Nurse Sophie locked the office door. “Ok, take your tights off darling and leave them at the end of the bed.” Sophie pointed to the green medical bed in the middle of the room. The padding was covered in a green PVC plastic meaning it would be easy to wipe clean if anything was to spill onto it. Laura kicked of her shoes and pulled off her tights and placed them at the foot of the bed. Without warning Sophie lifted up Laura’s skirt and exposed her now rather discoloured Tena. While Laura felt more confident with her new protection she didn’t like the fact that she currently felt very much like a toddler having their nappy checked. As soon as Sophie lifted her skirt Laura’s eyes fell to the floor is desperation to avoid meeting the nurses eyes. Sophie pressed the wet padding of the rear of the nappy against Laura’s bottom while completing her check. Laura’s body almost failed her at this point as she closed her eyes and bite her bottom lip as a wave of excitement washed over her at the sensation she just felt. A reaction that didn’t go unnoticed by the nurse and Sophie allowed a smile to spread across her face at the sight that was in front of her.

“Ok, while it’s not full it pretty much is so I’ll change you into a dry one after you’ve used the toilet.” Sophie said as she released her grip on Laura’s nappy. With Laura still standing up she quickly undid the tapes and the Tena fell to the floor with a thud. The nurses office had a toilet attached to it and after Sophie pointed it out to Laura she entered the toilet and proceeded to sit down on the cold plastic toilet seat. A shiver went through Laura’s body. She much preferred the warm soft padding of her Tena to the cold hard feeling of the toilet seat. After a minute of trying to relax her body and mind she gave a slight push and her bowels started to evacuate. Knowing she was about to be put back in a nappy and would have to ask to use the toilet again she decided she wouldn’t rush the situation she was in now.

After about 5 minutes Nurse Sophie knocked on the toilet door. “You ok in there?” She asked. “Nearly finished” she called back. A new panic spread through Laura’s mind. She felt embarrassed that the nurse had been waiting for her and didn’t want to keep her waiting to much longer. She quickly wiped herself, flushed the toilet and made her way back into the nurses office. “Ok, jump on the bed and we’ll get you out to lunch as quickly as possible.”

Laura had noticed that while she was in the toilet the nurse had prepared the bed by pulling town a paper towel to cover the bed and got out a fresh Tena and some barrier cream were placed on the side table next to the bed. The used Tena was sitting in an open nappy bag on the floor at the foot of the bed. Laura jumped on the bed and closed her eyes in an attempt to block out what was about to happen.

The nurse grabbed the Tena and started to pull and stretch the garment out to make sure there was no kinks or lumps in the padding. Then without saying a word she lifted Laura’s legs up in the air exposing her bottom and lifting it up enough to slip the Tena underneath her. As she did this she noticed that Laura had not done a very good job of wiping her bottom after using the toilet. “Laura, did you wipe you bum?” She enquired using a tone that many parents had used when questioning their toddler despite knowing the answer. Sophie didn’t mean for it to sound so judgemental but there is not many other ways of phrasing that question.

“Yes but only quickly” she quickly replied in a defensive tone. Sophie lowered Laura’s legs and went to a draw and pulled out some baby wipes. She came back to the side of the bed at pulled Laura’s legs up again exposing her bottom. She pulled out a few wipes and started cleaning Laura’s bottom. The cold wet wipe caused Laura to tense her whole body up and she clenched her eyes shut trying to block out what was happening. It took a grand total of 9 wipes and 2 minutes for nurse Sophie to be happy that Laura’s bottom was now fully clean. “Next time call me when you’re finished and I’ll make sure you’re clean before coming out the toilet. Toilet roll is a lot cheaper than wet wipes and I need to look after my budget.” Tears started to form in Laura’s eyes. She didn’t reply to Sophie’s last comment, she was to consumed in her own embarrassment. She just wanted to be back in the security of her Tena and the company of her best friend Amy while eating lunch.

Sophie pulled the front of the Tena up over Laura. After a quick adjustment to make sure everything was in the correct place she left the nappy open and grabbed the barrier cream. She applied it to Laura’s bottom and private parts before pulling the front of the nappy tight and securing all for tabs in place. “Stand up for me please Laura” Sophie instructed. Laura did as she was told. Sophie inspected her handy work and made sure everything was as it should have been. “All done. Finished getting dressed and you’re all good to go.” Laura finished getting dressed in complete silence wanting to get out the office as soon as possible. “Thank you for making it as easy as possible but Laura I mean it about the wiping. Until I’m confident you’re wiping your bottom properly I’m going to have to check you’ve done a good job.” This time Sophie spoke in a more caring and sympathetic tone.

“Ok, sorry nurse” Laura said still avoiding eye contact at all costs. Sophie unlocked the office door and as Laura opened it she noticed Amy sitting outside waiting for her. A huge smile spread across Laura’s face and all the embarrassment she had just felt a moment ago washed away. The smile on Laura’s face was matched by Amy. In silence the girls took each others hands and walked forwards the school canteen to grab some lunch. Sophie watched the two girls walk away and was very pleased for Laura that she had such a good close friend to support her.

Amy listened to Laura as she told her everything that had happened in the nurses office. She questioned her friend asking why she didn’t clean herself properly. Laura explained that she felt rushed and figured as she was wearing disposable underwear and skid marks didn’t really matter. “We’ll make sure you’re fully clean before you call her next time. I don’t want them to have any excuse to make things worse for you. How was it getting changed by the nurse anyway?” Amy asked.

“I was nervous at first and it was really embarrassing having her wipe my bum but I’m getting used to the actual nappy change bit I think.” Laura replied eating the last bit of her lunch. The two friends changed subject and just had a normal conversation for two 15 year old girls. Before they knew it the bell was sounding to indicate the end of lunch and beginning of afternoon classes. Laura and Amy enjoyed a hug goodbye as they didn’t share any classes in the afternoon. “I’ll wait for you outside the nurses office at the end of day” Amy said to Laura as she left the embrace of her friend. She playfully patted her friends bottom and gave Laura a wink and smile before heading off to her class. A warm sensation spread across Laura’s heart as she looked her friend in the eyes only matched by the warm sensation now spreading around her crotch area as she started unknowingly wetting herself once again.

So Laura has made an appearance in my other story, “Katie’s summer holidays”, in chapter 10.

It is set 2 months ahead of where this story is at and there are some clues as to what situations Laura is going to find herself in. I’m taking a break from that story to conclude this one. This one will finish with the BBQ in Katie’s story but we still have a journey to go on with Laura to get there.

Keep your eyes peeled for a new chapter for this story around Easter.

Stay padded everyone.