Im done

Hi, so I’m new here. I’m 18 and trans. I’ve reached a point where I’m ready to abandon life. I’m so tired trying to be a man. I just wish I could find a mommy to dress me up like a baby girl, to strip away my freedom and fully turn me into a little girl. I’ll do anything. Please just pick me up in your car and put a paci in my mouth and transform me

Please don’t.

Please talk to someone.

Here is some reference information: https://www.adisc.org/forum/threads/suicide-prevention-help-lines.94110/