I have been an ABDL for eight years. I have been looking for that person, I am feeling so depressed that I can’t, what are some suggestions that can help me with this feeling of depression and being alone?
I feel so scared, I feel so worried someone will find out and I am ruined. I have been alone for 7 years, 4 of which are on me. I had an experience as an ABDL that was verbally abusive, humiliating, and demeaning. I felt worthless, useless, and meant to be alone. She used her ability to be a mommy to me as power. The other three years have been a search, a search with terror in my head, heart, and gut.
I would like some advice/help with being an ABDL, please!