I just wanted to share with you my recent experience with my first pacifier ever. When I was little my parents never gave me any pacifier. As such I got the habit of sucking not my thumb, but both the middle and ring fingers of my right hand. The habit vanished over time as I grew in my teenage years.
Now I’m 29 and I have an accepting wife. I am really grateful that I have her <3 She’s okay with me wearing ABDL diapers and onesies even when she is around.
Lately I’ve felt the need to purchase an adult pacifier. It was more or less for “practical” reasons: I wanted to suck on something, but sucking my fingers is not very practical, as I then have only one hand to do anything else… So I would suck my fingers while sleeping diapered, but I could hardly suck at any other time. I was also hesitating to go with the pacifier: as I never had any in my childhood, would it have any effect on me? And it’s yet another thing that my wife has to accept.
In the end I decided to give it a try. I talked to my wife about it and she is accepting as well <3. I purchased a couple of adult pacifiers and received them yesterday. I put one in my mouth in the evening and I immediately felt like a toddler! Sucking it was very pleasant and speaking with it in my mouth really made me feel like a child! I was so excited and filled with joy!!!
Last night I slept with it while being diapered. I attached it with a clip. It’s so handy, every time it would fall of my mouth I knew where it was and would put it back directly into my mouth. I slept incredibly well! It’s now the morning and I am so filled with joy like I had never felt as such in a long time! All this with just a paci and an amazing wife that lets me express myself with no judgement.
I picture my little side as a 4 or 5 year old that doesn’t want to grow up. I feel like the pacifier connects me directly with this side of me and makes me so joyful! It gives me so much pleasure compared to my fingers, I really did not expect it!
Well that’s it I don’t think I will use it today as my lips are a bit hurt (I guess I sucked too hard lol) but I can’t wait to try again!
its great it took me a while to gain my…ugh sucking strength back cos when I got my 1st one it would just sit in my mouth haha now its soothing and must have at bed/bath time
I hate having to constantly shave though or it bugs me especially when i drool
Yeah im wierd i like to leave it until i cant take the tickle anymore and idk why but I cant use baby or modified paci’s the shield has to be bigger or it feels odd
I had one as a baby, but apperently my pediatrician didn’t want parents to offer pacifiers after 3 months. When I bought an abdl one, I was kinda like, okay… WTH am I supposed to do?
I don’t think I will use it today as my lips are a bit hurt (I guess I sucked too hard lol) but I can’t wait to try again!
cos when I got my 1st one it would just sit in my mouth haha now its soothing and must have at bed/bath time
