Elise Doss

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Chapter 1: Elise

Elise Doss has always been an average girl. She is from a middle class suburban family in Boise Idaho, and she is the youngest of three girls. Her mother Caroline and her father David are both tenured professors at Boise State University and they are both in their mid 50’s. The Doss family lives in a very nice two story white house on Kensie Lane which sits at the end of a culdesac. Her oldest sister Katie is 19 years old and she is currently a Freshman at Colorado University. She stands 5 feet 11 inches tall and weighs roughly 132 pounds. She has dark hair, a very curvy bottom and she is currently studying nursing. The middle sister Ivanna is 17 years old and is currently a Junior at Bishop Kelly High School. Ivanna stands roughly 5 feet 8 inches tall and she is roughly 115 pounds. She is very athletic and she is a star forward on the soccer team. Lastly is little Elise and she is 14 years old and she is currently a Freshman at B.K.H. She is moderately popular and is quite sociable and outgoing. Elise has blonde hair and stands 5 feet 4 inches tall and she is also slim just like her older sisters. The family is very close but often times Elise and Ivanna fight, especially as of late now that Elise has started to attend High School with her. Elise is a very kind hearted girl and on the surface she seems very happy but she harbors a very deep secret. 

Ever since she could remember, Elise has felt drawn to wear diapers and everything of the like. She and all of her sisters took to potty training very well and very early on, which meant that really before even her earliest memories, Elise was out of diapers. Many of her cousins and some of her friends however all had worn Pullups or some other form of nighty protection to bed which is where her interests truly began. One of her earliest memories is with her very close friend Savannah. Elise had gone to a sleep over at Savannah’s house and her mother actually asked Elise during the sleepover to wear a Pullup. She asked because Savannah still wore them to bed at night and she didn’t want her daughter to feel alone because of it. Elise remembers being curious and agreed to wear the Pullup without even much of a conversation at all. She was then praised so much by her friend’s mother for being so brave and for being such a good friend to Savannah that it made Elise feel great about herself. That was the first and only time in her life that she had ever worn any sort of diaper after her potty training was completed. It was also often a memory that she would ruminate on. She remembered how comfortable it was and how secure it made her feel but she also remembered never using it for its intended purpose which was one of her biggest regrets. She remembered that morning, Savanah’s mom woke up the girls and once again praised Elise for being so great for wearing one and praised her even more for remaining dry. Ever since then, Elise has wanted her own Diapers and Pullups to wear because they were so interesting to her and she still had so much curiosity about them. They were comfortable and had so many cute colors which was way more fun than regular underwear. More importantly though, she wanted so desperately to feel what it might feel like to wear them again. You could say that those feelings were nostalgic but it ran much deeper than that and much deeper than Elise could really comprehend herself. Much of that core memory of hers now that she is in High School is now just a blur but one thing is for certain, ever since that day and that evening at Savannah’s, Elise has had the desire to wear diapers again more than anything else in the world. 

She remembered coming home the next day from that sleepover and she even asked her Mom to buy her some Pullups but unfortunately, her mother told her no. She said that Elise didn’t need Pullups because she was a big girl and since she was potty trained so she didn’t need them. Elise had felt so disparaged by her mother’s words and despite wanting them so desperately, she never brought the topic back up to her mother again. Pretty much ever since then, she has thought about them, dreamed about them and even contemplated stealing them from a store since she didn’t have any money. She wants them so desperately, but Elise has never actually been able to get a hold of them again. Elise also had not been able to get another chance to wear them at Savannah’s again either because pretty soon after that first sleepover with Savannah, she was out of Pullups and Savannah’s mom never asked Elise to wear one again. There was nobody else who needed them that Elise knew and she didn’t often have sleepovers so her desire remained just that and has since continued to be unfulfilled. Fortunately for Elise however, things are about to change.
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Chapter 2: A Desire is Fueled

Elise often goes to school with Ivanna in the mornings and gets driven home by her mother after school because Ivanna stays late for soccer practice. On this beautiful fall evening, Elise hopped into her mother’s car like usual and started her twenty minute journey home from school. The day had gone well for Elise and she enjoyed spending time with her friends and they made some exciting plans for the upcoming weekend. Elise was happily awaiting the upcoming fall break as well and since it was a Monday, she was still groggy from sleeping in and watching a ton of television. It does after all take a few days to recover from all that relaxation. “Honey, the neighbors called and asked if you might be interested in making some money this week walking their dog after school?” her mother asked. Elise had never actually worked for anybody before, no baby sitting jobs, not pet sitting, nothing. “You mean they want to PAY me to walk their dog? I can totally do that! How much do they want to pay me?” replied Elise is an exuberant manner. Elise began thinking about what she might do with a 100 dollars in her pocket. “Well, they are going to be gone for a week and they offered to give you 20 dollars a visit for about 9 days. Do you know how much money that adds up to?” asked there mother. Elise frowned, a teacher never stops being a teacher even when the are home, she thought. “Yeah, 180 bucks! That’s a lot of money!” replied Elise. “So should I tell them that you will do it? They have a whole list of directions on their counter and their house key is hidden under their back door mat.” stated her mother. “Hell Yeah!!!” exclaimed Elise. “Good I will let them know that you are coming over when we get home for their first visit. Remember to follow their directions to a tee and wipe your shoes when you enter their house.” stated her mother firmly. “You got it!” replied Elise.

The rest of the ride home, Elise was so excited for what she might do with all that money. She thought about getting herself an Apple Watch, or even saving it for a summer pass to to the water park. She didn't get to go this year because of camp and it still hasn’t left her mind. Her trance ended when she felt the car come to a halt in front of the neighbors driveway. They had a large green house and they were also the Doss’s next door neighbors. Elise thanked her mother again for making the connection and also offering it to her rather than her older sister Ivanna. Elise then ran down their driveway and walked around to the back of the house and found the spare key. The neighbors were a younger family and had one child who was roughly 4 years old. After entering the house, Elise found herself in the kitchen and sure enough there was a note on the counter thanking Elise for walking their dog and had a list of directions on how to feed her. Apparently they only needed one walk from Elise a day because they had another family member come in for the morning walks and again later for the evening walks. The family dog was an older golden retriever named Molly who was a very friendly pooch. She came right up to Elise after she had found the note and Elise then spent a few minutes petting her and giving her attention. Elise loved dogs but she didn’t have any of her own. They did have a cat but he was a grouchy old man whom Elise loved but she didn’t feel all that close with. He only liked Ivanna of course which made Elise jealous to no end! After giving Molly some attention inside, she found her leash and walked her around in the back yard for a few minutes allowing Molly to go to the bathroom and play with her tennis ball. Afterwards, Elise brought Molly inside and wiped her feet just like her mother had said and then she gave Molly some fresh water and some food. Afterwards, Elise went inside the bathroom to wash her hands and when she saw that there were no paper towels, she decided to see if there were some underneath the sink. Thats when she found them.

In a neat stack under the sink were an entire stack of bright blue Pullups. Elise had to do a double take when she saw them as she thought she was dreaming again. Here they were so casually placed underneath the bathroom sink. There they were, one of the few things in her life that she had been searching for and wanting forever within an arms reach. She felt excited and nervous at the same time and immediately grabbed one and studied it closely. It was blue with green army patterns on them but to her dismay, she found that they were very small. Too small that she knew immediately they wouldn’t fit her, not even close. Elise wasn’t a large girl nor was she that tall but she was still much bigger than a four year-old. She sighed as she held it because once again she was thwarted from achieving her goal to wear Pullups again. As she studied it in her hands she opened it up to smell it and look at it even more deeply which only fueled her desire to wear them tenfold. She looked around the bathroom to make sure that there were no cameras or anything which might have caught her and once she felt safe, she shut the door. Elise then dropped her pants and underwear and despite knowing that they wouldn’t fit her, she tried to slip the Pullup anyway. Even though Pullups has stretchy elastic, they wouldn’t stretch enough to make it over her thighs and the diaper came to an abrupt halt jut above he knees. Damn it. ugggggg. So so so close. whispered Elise. Elise then sadly lowered the Pullup from her legs and pulled her pants and underwear back up again. She then spent the next 10 minutes in the bathroom deep in thought and sad over not fitting in those Pullups. A text then broke her trance as she looked down at her phone and saw that her mother had texted her. She asked Elise if she was going to be coming back home soon as dinner was almost ready. Elise then left the bathroom and put the Pullup she had grabbed in her backpack still very unsure of what to do with it and then said goodbye to Molly one last time before locking the house behind her and walking back home. She thought very hard about her desires to wear again on the walk home and decided that she was going to finally do something about it.
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Chapter 3: Planning it all out

Elise could hardly focus on her dinner. It didn't have anything to do with the dense meatloaf in front of her, (Although it truly wasn’t her favorite meal.), it was the nagging desire for diapers. Her mother must have notice something was on her daughters mind because Elise was soon snapped out of her trance one again. “Elise honey, are you alright? You’ve hardly touched your dinner?” asked her mother. Elise looked up from her miserable plate and smiled at her. “Yeah mom, I am alright. Its just been a long day and I have a lot of studying to do for my Algebra Class.” replied Elise. Dinner then went by swiftly and since tonight was Ivanna’s turn to clean the plates, Elise went right up to her room and continued to ruminate on her secret agenda to obtain her diapers.     

Elise’s room visibly looked like that of an older girls except for the box of stuffed animals that sat next to her desk. The room was rather small but it had one great big window which was perched right above her desk that looked out onto the front lawn. On the other side of the room, on the side with the door was her twin sized bed which was plenty big for little Elise. Her mother had repainted her room when she turned twelve to a more earl gray color which Elise had picked out herself but there were somedays that she still missed her Winnie the Pooh wallpaper. Elise sat at her desk in her very cozy computer chair and set out her math homework in front of her with the genuine intent of studying. No matter how hard she tried, Elise couldn’t focus, she knew that she had to prepare for her upcoming test but she just couldn’t. Despite Elise’s better judgement, she ignored her assignments entirely and instead, began planning her secret agenda to get back into diapers. You see, Elise knew that she had no income except for her allowance which was five dollars a week. At that rate, Elise would have to save up for an entire month before she had enough money to purchase her diapers. She thought about the possibility of using her dog sitting money but realistically, her mother would hold onto it because it was too much money for Elise to retain possession of and she would be very curious about Elise’s intentions with it. The other glaring issue she had was, how she would be able to get to the store privately in order to purchase them herself. She couldn’t drive for another 2 years! Well, at least legally speaking and she couldn’t very well ask anyone in her family or any of her friends to take her to the store. No no no, that wouldn’t work at all. That left very few options for poor Elise. One option was for her to come clean with her mother and tell her that she wanted them and that she also wanted her mother to buy them for her. The other option was to start having accidents until it got to the point where her mother decided that getting her daughter diapers was the only viable option to reduce the clean up. Not only that but that decision would have to come from her mother herself otherwise things could get weird. Elise always felt ashamed of herself because even though she knew there was nothing wrong with her, the desire to wear diapers was strange enough to others and they might think that she was damaged goods. Elise had thought about this plan for a long time, years even but she had never actually mustered up the courage to begin wetting her pants or her bed. The shame and humiliation alone from just having to face her mother with soiled clothes was too unbearable. The other horrid part was the idea that Ivanna might find out or her Father. A shiver ran down Elise’s spine just thinking about it. Usually at this point in her her planning process, rational thinking would emerge and Elise would forget her plans or banish them back into the depths of her mind but today was very different. Having actually gotten so close to her goal and being able to hold one of those Pullups in her hands made her desires feel very real again to her and not just a foreign fantasy. It felt even more real now than her experience years ago at that sleepover. Sometimes Elise thought that maybe she had made that event up in her mind, it had been so long since then after all and she was very very young. Elise then made her decision, she was going to have to start wetting the bed and the consequences of her actions was just the price she had to pay to get what she wanted. 

After awhile, Elise cleaned her room because her mind was too preoccupied with planning out the bed wetting. She just couldn’t sit still in her chair to study let alone do anything else. it was getting late too and it was a school night. While she hadn’t had a traditional bed time in a while, she always found herself going to bed around 10 pm. It was almost 9pm now and it was time for her usual nightly routine. Elise made her way over to the bathroom which was smack in between her room and Ivanna’s room, anchored by jack and jill doors on either side of the bathroom. Elise rushed over to the other door and locked it before Ivanna could get in. They always fought over the bathroom, especially in the mornings when they get ready for school. Elise often gets walked in on by Ivanna when she doesn’t lock the door too because Ivanna always wants to do what she wants to do on “her time” and she doesn’t really care about her sisters privacy. Elise then removed her clothes and hopped into the shower. She spent about 15 minutes soaking up the warm water and washing away the day. After her shower, she brushed her teeth and then brushed her hair to make sure that she didn’t have any knots. Then before leaving the bathroom, she took one last look at the toilet. Elise normally pees before going to bed and the routine of her nightly hygiene almost took over before she reminded herself that she wouldn’t be going pee in the toilet tonight. Elise then left the bathroom and walked back into her bedroom and shut the door behind her.
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Chapter 4: A difficult venture

Elise laid in her bed with the lights off. She had been tossing and turning for hours unsure of what exactly to do. It was now almost 1am and she hadn’t gotten any sleep whatsoever. Having never actually wet the bed since she could remember, she wasn’t quite sure about how to make herself do it. If she went right to sleep and hoped that she would just end up wetting it might not work. Her body was trained very well and usually if she had to go pee during the night, she was able to wake up just fine and walk over to the toilet. Elise also has to be up at 6:30 am for school to get a ride with her sister so if she were to fall asleep right now, then she would only get 5 hours of sleep today. She did feel a dull ache in her bladder letting her know that she did have to go but it wasn’t anywhere near an emergency. She turned to her left side and closed her eyes and tried to think about waterfalls, pools any pretty much anything else that was wet. Nothing seemed to be working at all. Elise then got out of bed and walked into the shared bathroom and grabbed the bottle of melatonin from a drawer under the sink. She grabbed two purple chewable gummy’s and ate them rather quickly. She then hopped back into bed and closed her eyes. 

The sound of Ivanna rustling around in the bathroom woke her from her slumber. Ugggg its too early, thought Elise as she turned over in her bed. She hadn’t slept well and not for very long either. Last night proved that bed wetting would be a difficult thing to master. She could tell just from how she was laying that her bedding had remained dry. She did have a very painful ache in her bladder which signaled that Elise had to pee pretty badly. She was very disappointed that her plan hadn’t worked out the way she had hoped for. Elise then got up from the bed and walked over to the bathroom which she found was locked and she could hear Ivanna completing her hygiene. “Ivy! I need to pee open up!” stated Elise in a forceful and urgent manner. She knocked on the door continuously to try and get Ivanna to open up. “Sorry Elise I am in the middle of something. You have to go use Mom and Dad’s bathroom.” replied Ivanna in a very monotone and unbothered manner. Elise cursed under her breath and hurried down the hallway to where her mom and dad’s bedroom was and found that the door was open and her parents weren’t inside. Elise then walked into their bathroom and sat down on the toilet and let out one of the most forceful pees of her life. That is when it hit her, if she was going to master the art of bed wetting then she would need to hold her pee most of the day and then go to bed when she was already very desperate. This way she would have no other option other than to pee in her bed. Even though last night was a bust she learned a lot more about how to go about getting herself some diapers. Elise then flushed the toilet and made her way back over to her room to change and get ready for school.

The school day went by so quickly that Elise didn’t know what hit her. She was happy and content because she had a block period with her close friend Savanah which took up much of the day and they planned an entire weekend sleepover with their other good friend Katie. They were going to have a Gossip Girl marathon and get some ice-cream and the next day they would be going to the pumpkin farm! Elise hopped into her mother’s car and they chatted for a while as well and Elise filled her in on the plans she had made for the weekend. Her mother wasn’t too happy about Elise making a two day sleepover plan without consulting her but the girls were always well behaved and they mostly kept to themselves. When the car pulled up to the culdesac, Elise hopped out and ran over to the neighbors house to complete her new daily dog walking task. She spent over an hour playing with Molly before she got that familiar text back from her mother stating that it was almost dinner time. Elise then went to the bathroom to wash her hands when her attention was diverted to her “Pullup" plan. She felt her bladder ache and while she wanted to get some quick relief, she knew that if she let go now that it would be very difficult again to wet the bed again tonight. Avoiding her better judgement, Elise said goodbye to Molly and locked the door behind her and went back home for dinner.

Dinner was agony for Elise because of how bad her need was to use the bathroom. She tried not to show it and subtlety held onto herself beneath the table. Her mom had made stuffed shells which was one of her favorite meals but she could hardly focus on it due to the pain in her bladder. To make matters worse, it was Elise’s turn to wash up the dishes after dinner which meant that it was going to be even harder to hide her desperation. Once everyone had finished their meal, to Elise’s luck, her sister had gone right upstairs to talk to her boyfriend and her mother and her father both went into the den to watch their show. They have been marathoning Love is Blind for two weeks now and nobody else wants to watch with them. That left Elise by herself to struggle washing the dishes while hunched over in pain. She spent about 15 minutes washing the dishes and cleaning the counters and almost felt herself loose control a couple of times. Right before the flood gates would release however, she found a way to hold on at the last second. The minute she was done she ran right upstairs to her bedroom to get a hold of the situation in private. 

It had gotten dark outside and Elise could see from her bedroom window that her neighbors were all home for the evening. I’m soooo close. thought Elise as she sat in her chair staring at her blank desktop. She had a bunch of work to complete but she just couldn’t focus on anything other than her bladder. All she had to do was make it to bedtime at 10pm and then she would just let go and pee. Then she could just go to sleep and forget about all the pain she was going though. In the morning, her mother would find that she had wet the bed and it would seem like a genuine accident just like she planned. Elise looked over at the alarm clock by her bed and it read, 7:45pm. There is so much time left. What am I going to do? Elise wasn’t sure she could hold on until 10 let alone handle this much pain. The worst part of all of this was that she started to feel some pressure in her bowels which let her know that she was going to need to poop soon. Elise knew very well that she couldn’t just go to the bathroom and poop without peeing. That just could never happen at all especially when she is as desperate as she is. Elise then decided that lying in bed on her phone would be the best way to pass the time and wait for her bedtime. Elise also thought that it would be best for her to get into her jammies too so this way she could just go to bed when she needed to and not have to worry about getting up later. 

Elise walked over to her closet and started to rifle through her pajamas drawer. She picked out a turquoise Little Mermaid outfit that she had for many years that had a matching top with Ariel right on the front. She also picked out a pair of white socks and a cute pair of panties that were white with pink trim. Elise then got dressed quickly and then she hopped under her covers with the light off and scrolled through her phone while lying on her left side. She had one hand on her tummy and held up her phone with the other and watched some videos. Laying on her left side was very comfortable for Elise but despite that she still had immense pain and a very urgent need to pee. Her urge to poop though wasn’t so bad at the moment which made it a bit easier to hold her bladder. While Elise watched her videos she also watched the clock which was turning ever so slowly. 

About an hour and a half later Elise could hardly contain herself or her need to pee. It was now 9:30 pm and she had almost made it to her goal. She was quite desperate and she wasn’t sure that she could hold on for much longer. As she was struggling to hold on she heard her mother and father start moving around downstairs and inevitably making their way up to the second floor. Not even a minute later Elise heard a knock on her door. “Elise. Honey? Are you getting ready for bed? asked her mother. Else then heard the nob of her bedroom door turn and her mother and father walked inside and turned the light on. “In bed already? Are you alright honey? asked her mother. “Yeah, I just don't feel very good, my tummy hurts and I just want to get some sleep.” replied Elise in a stressful tone. She was in so much pain that it was audible. “Oh my! I’m sorry to hear that honey. Is there anything that I can do for you?” asked her mother in a concerned tone of voice. Her mother then walked over to the bed and sat down next to Elise and began petting her head.“No mommy. I just want to get some sleep. I will be alright.” replied Elise. She loved when her mother rubbed her head like that. It made her feel loved and secure. “Well okay sweetie, if anything changes just let me know. Your father and I are also going to bed now. Sleep tight honey.” related her mother as she pulled the covers up and over her daughter before kissing her on her forehead. “Goodnight Mommy” replied Elise. Her parents then left her room and closed the door behind them and turned off the lights. 

Elise waited quietly and sat very still in her bed just listening to her parents. She heard them check in on her sister Ivana for a few minutes and wish her goodnight before then walking down the long hallway to where their bedroom was. Elise waited until she heard their bedroom door shut before she started to activate her plan. Elise laid in her bed still holding onto her bladder and  her tummy hunched over on her left side. Ugg, I have to go potty so badly, she thought. Elise knew her parents routine well and rarely do they leave their room at night for anything, which meant that Elise was finally in the clear to wet her bed. She had been holding her bladder for so long she was starting to feel a slight pain in her kidney’s too. She knew she needed relief immediately and her plan was just to release her bladder right where she was laying. Despite it being intentional, this was going to go down as a true bedwetting experience. Elise took a deep breath and continued to hold her hand on her privates snuggly. Here we go i guess, thought Elise. At first, it was quite difficult for her to start peeing. It also felt quite unnatural to be doing it in that left lateral position she was currently in. She tried to push hard at first but that didn’t seem to work. So she took another deep breath and attempted to relax her entire body. It started slow at first, feeling the first few spurts of her urine escape from her and enter into her pajama pants. She felt a wet spot begin to grow on her pants the size of a softball. It was a weird feeling having the urine drip down her thigh and her bottom as gravity dictated where the wetness would go. Another thing she wasn’t intending to find was just how good it felt to release her aching bladder and wet herself. Once she deemed that this experience was something she enjoyed all of her hesitancy left her and she felt her entire body finally relax and her urine began to cascade out of her and flood her pajamas. Her hand felt like it was under a warm faucet and the once the nagging pain in her bladder and kidneys was officially gone she faith a cathartic shiver go down her spine. She peed for what felt like 5 minutes but laying there in the dark she was unsure of just how long it actually was. When she was done, she sighed in relief. She was shocked about just how wet she actually became. Her bed was quite soft and she had a very thick comforter above her and even that felt wet. She reached around her and felt her bed and found about a centimeters worth of urine puddled beneath her. OMG! she thought. While she had been prepared to get wet, she had no idea just how soaked her and her bedding would become. She hoped that she wouldn’t have to throw them away as she loved her bedding. She then reached up and felt the urine pool was as high as her shoulder blades and because of the way she was laying, she felt the urine as far down as her calves. There is absolutely no coming back from this. 

Elise laid there for what felt like an hour just taking the moment. It was quite comfortable as first and very warm as she felt like she was laying in a bath. After a little while though, she felt the urine get colder and get much more uncomfortable. The worst part about all of this was that even though she was able to release her bladder, she still needed to poop. In fact, she now felt much more desperate to poop. Her bowels churned and ached a bit as she knew that eventually she was going to have to get up and use the toilet. That however was part of the problem because she wasn’t quite sure how to do that while being as wet as she was. She could still feel that her PJ’s were drenched to the point where she thought that they might drip on her walk over to the bathroom. Not only that, if she were to get up and poop, how would she be able to explain that she got up to poop but not to pee. Because of the way that her Jack and Jill bathroom worked, Elise was sure that she would end up making enough noise to where Ivanna might hear her. Then in the morning when ultimately her bedwetting would be discovered, Ivanna might tell on her sister and say that she heard her get up in the night which would make her perceived bedwetting look semi intentional. She did pee an awful lot after all and there was no way that she could explain away that much urine and a nightly visit to the toilet. Elise just laid there pondering her options unsure of how to proceed. 

Elise decided that there was no way that she could get up unspotted or secretly enough to go use the potty to poop in and come back to the bed. It was just too risky and it might jam her ultimate goal of appearing like a genuine bed wetter. Elise decided to just lay there and try to get some sleep and wait for morning. Despite how cold she was getting and being pretty uncomfortable with being so wet, Elise found herself able to fall asleep. That night Elise dreamed of being a surfer in Hawaii on the North Shore shredding the waves like her favorite retro cartoon characters from Rocket Power. She enjoyed this dream very much and she had no idea what the next morning might be like. She knew she would feel embarrassed and ashamed about having wet the bed but it would all be worth it when she could get a hold of some Goodnites!
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Chapter 5: A Rocky Morning

“Good morning sleepyhead, Did you sleep well?” Elise registered her mother’s voice but she was still half asleep. Elise then heard her mother turn and go down the hallway which in turn allowed Elise to sleep a little longer. A few minutes later, she heard those same footsteps return. “Come on honey, it’s 6:15 am, we have to get you up and dressed. If you don’t start getting ready soon, you’re going to make Ivanna late for school too!” stated her mother in a firmer tone than before. Elise was still semi-conscious but aware of her mother’s footsteps getting closer to the bed. Elise then felt her mother nudge her arm in an effort to wake her up. “Elise…honey, you need to get up into action. What has gotten into you today?” her mother now sounded annoyed. Elise then opened her eyes and for a brief moment, she had forgotten about the events of the previous night. “Good morning mommy, I…I…” While Elise was talking to her mother she noticed a dampness on her shirt and on her pajamas beneath her. “What’s the matter Elise?” her mother asked. Elise didn’t know how to respond, after-all she had never been in this situation before. She looked up at her mother’s eyes and started to tear up a little bit. Elise had no idea why she was starting to get emotional. This was what she wanted right? “Honey what’s gotten into you this morning. What’s the matter baby?” Her mother gave her a look of curious support and Elise didn’t know how to respond. “I think..I..I..think………. I had a problem.” responded Elise. Elise diverted her attention away from her mother and could feel her face flush. “What do you mean honey. I’m not sure what your saying.” responded her mother back to her. Now looking even more curious than she had been before. “Mommy I think I….may have….had an accident.” said Elise in a sheepish whisper. Elise then felt a few tears run down her face. She pulled her knees up to her chest and tried to stop herself from becoming emotional. “Oh my….well..okay honey. I…uh..did you uh….wet the bed?” asked her mother. Her mom was taken a back by this revelation as she had never had an issue with Elise having wet sheets before. Then she realized that her daughters room did smell a bit like urine. She could tell Elise was having a very hard time with this and was probably feeling quite embarrassed. “It’s okay honey. Why don’t you get up and run to the shower and wash off. I’ll tell Ivanna to head to school without you and then I will take you myself on my way to work once you’re clean and ready.” Her mother now smiled down at her with a motherly smile and like usual it did wonders for Elise. It made her feel supported and loved. “Okay mommy. I’m sorry.” responded Elise. Elise then pulled the covers back to reveal a large yellow stain beneath her on her sheets. Poor Elise’s Ariel pajamas were also still damp and held a yellow hue. “Why don’t you take your clothes off in the bathroom and hop in the shower and I’ll grab them from the floor while you get cleaned and put your bedding in the wash.” related her mother. Caroline then went right into mom gear and began stripping the bed while Elise walked over to the bathroom and did as her mother told her. Elise was still a bit upset over the whole ordeal but this is what she wanted and she knew that it would only get easier from here. This was going to be a trial and error type of situation and at least she had gotten the worst of it over with. 

Elise spent quite a while in the shower just ruminating on her plan for diapers and going over the events from both yesterday and today. Elise was shocked when she saw just how long she had taken in the shower and jumped into gear to get dressed. For today’s outfit, Elise had chosen to wear a black knee length skirt with a pair of white cotton panties with a maroon blouse. On top of that she would wear her school sweater just in case it got cold. Elise loved wearing her skirts and while it was going to get colder out, she thought she might as well enjoy a few last days wearing something that she loved before it became too cold to do so. Elise then rushed down the stairs and saw that her mother had her bag and a protein bar out for her to grab. “I was wondering where you went honey. Ivanna and your dad left already so why don't you grab your stuff and head to the car. You wont be too late I think which is good. I put your bedding and clothes in the wash too so that they will be ready for tonight. I love you very much Elise and we can put this business behind us alright?” related her mother warmly. Elise looked up at her mother and smiled before heading out to the car with her stuff. Elise felt a little guilty because she knew that last night wasn’t going to be a once off and unfortunately, there would be no putting it behind her. 

On the ride to school Elise texted her friend Savannah and told her that she would be a little late. They shared a homeroom together with Ms. Klein so she could tell their teacher in advance so that she wouldn’t get a demerit for being tardy. While she was texting her friend, Elise felt a bit of pain and grumbling her stomach. Oh yeah I forgot I didn’t go to the bathroom last night, she thought. She had fallen straight to sleep without relieving her bowels because she didn’t want to get up after having wet the bed. Elise hated going to the bathroom at school and she decided that even though it would be a long day, she would have to just work through it and wait until she got home from school. When the car pulled up in front of the school, Elise jumped out, thanked her mother for the ride and inside she went right as the first bell rang.

The school day felt like the longest one she had ever had. Not only did she have to use the restroom pretty badly, she had two tests and her least favorite class, Government, as a block period to end the day. The worst part of that class was that her close friends weren't in it. To make matters worse, it was a Tuesday which meant that it was Taco day at school and she absolutely hated them. Normally she brings lunch on Tuesdays because of this but since she was late this morning, she had forgotten to bring one today. This meant that not only was she experiencing some pressure and discomfort in her bowels, she was also experiencing hunger pains as well which made it nearly impossible to focus. She watched as the last ticks of the clock went by and then she heard the sweet sound of the last bell ring. She was so elated that the day was finally over that she could have jumped for joy! 

Her walk out to to the parking lot was short but rigorous. She desperately wanted to get home and use the bathroom but she was also dodging her peers whom were also rushing to leave. The other bad part of Tuesdays was that her sister was able to leave school earlier than she usually does which meant that her mother wouldn’t be picking her up and that she would be riding home with Ivanna. The school had assigned spots for all their students and they were all able to paint their spot with unique identifiers and it was often one of the best things about having up class privileges. Elise therefore made her way out of the school and down into the student parking lot. Ivanna was given her mother’s old car which was a silver jeep wrangler. Ivanna had always loved that care and it matched her athletic demeanor. Usually when she leaves school, Ivanna is already waiting by the car talking with her friends. Today however to Elise’s dismay, she saw that not only was Ivanna not b the car, she was also not in the parking lot. Elise cussed under her breath as she wanted to get home quickly so she could poop and get a snack. Once Elise got to the car, she dropped her backpack and leaned up against the car, pulled out her phone and waited for her sister. 

After about 10 minutes, Elise started to get frustrated as she could feel the pain in her bowels being to get stronger. When she was in class, she was able to sit down comfortably which helped her to control her bowels. Out here in the parking lot, there was no where to sit which meant that she had to stand which in turn made it harder for her to retain control. In addition to that, Elise also felt the urgent need to pee. She hadn’t gone all day and despite not really drinking anything during the school day, she was starting to feel quite desperate to go. Oh m gosh, where is she. I need to goo., thought Elise as she tried to look nonchalant leaning up against the car to hide the fact that she was so very desperate. Just then she got a text from her sister which read; Sorry. Had to meet with coach real quick before leaving. Be down shortly. Elise sighed as she put her phone back in her pocket. She had to go very badly and she needed to find some sort of way to relieve herself. She looked over to the grass spot behind the car which was backed into the space with it’s rear facing the woods behind her. She then look towards there rest of the parking lot and saw that it was busy but most of the kids were on the other side of the lot focused on heading to the adjacent fields for sport practices. Elise then walked over to that patch of grass behind the car and thought about what other options she had. She decided that the only way she was going to get some relief was to at least release the pressure in her bladder. If she did that, then it would make the pain in her bowels much less difficult to handle. Elise then squatted behind the car and spread her legs. Because she was wearing a skirt and because of the way she was squatting, you couldn’t really see anything. It also helped to be behind her sisters car. Elise then sighed and released her bladder. It once again started slow like when she had went the bed and then her stream amped up to a furious pace. She felt it hit the fabric of her white panties and shoot through in one steady stream right onto the grass beneath her. The grass helped to make sure the sounds of her stream was stifled and she felt entirely safe releasing herself where she was. After about a minute, Elise was done and she stood up. She was very surprised at how effective that strategy was as she immediately felt the pain in her bowels lessen and her skirt remained dry. Elise then reached under her skirt to feel the fabric of her underwear. Although they were certainly wet, they felt good, in fact they felt very good. Elise felt very naughty standing there in her went panties which were so fantastically hidden beneath her black skirt. Elise then walked back over to the passenger side of the car and got back her phone and waited for her sister. Ivanna finally arrived and was ready to go about 15 minutes after Elise had finished the deed. Ivanna actually apologized for being so late and she was actually rather pleasant to speak with on the ride home from school. Once they got back to the house, Elise went over to feed and walk Molly and Ivanna went inside to work on her assignments.
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Chapter 6: A Messy Ride

When Elise was done at the neighbors house, she hurried home to try and get to the restroom before dinner started. Right when she was around 15 feet from the door to her garage she heard it open. Elise’s mom Caroline and her sister Ivanna then emerged from the side door and bumped into Elise. “Hi Honey, we were just about to go over to the neighbors and get you. I didn’t feel like cooking tonight so were going to go out to eat honey. Does that sound like something you’d like to do?” asked her mom lovingly. It was obvious that her mother wanted to do something nice for her and it was probably because of the early morning bedwetting. Her mother was so sweet and Elise felt a little guilty. “Yeah that’s good. Where are we going to go?” asked Elise curiously. Elise could still feel the pressure in her bowels but chose to ignore them. “We were thinking that if you were up for it, why don't we go to the cheesecake factory?” replied her mother. Caroline then gave her daughter a big smile. Ivanna also seemed to be pretty content as well sort of smirking at Elise with pleasure and curiosity. “Great! That sounds lovely mom. Thank you!” replied Elise. The girls then jumped into the back of Caroline’s green Lexus ES and off they went to the restaurant. 

Elise sat in the back seat and was thinking about her day and more importantly, she was thinking about that smirk from Ivanna. At first she thought maybe she was just excited to go to the Cheesecake Factory but something about it didn’t seem right with Elise. She was starting to think that maybe her mother might have mentioned something about her late night incident to her older sister. She hoped that wasn’t the case but only time would tell. Elise was also pretty preoccupied by her need to poo and was still sort of hunched over in a position that made her feel a bit better. She had been fighting her urge to poop for almost 24 hours now and it was beginning to get very painful. “Are you alright honey? You seem uncomfortable?” asked her mother. Elise then saw her mother’s green eyes staring at her from the rearview mirror. “I’m alright mom. My stomach is just hurting a little bit. I’ll be okay.” replied Elise. Elise tried to reassure her mother that she was fine by giving her a nod and readjusting her body to look less visibly uncomfortable. “Alright honey. If you need anything just leet me know.”stated Caroline as she turned her attention back to the road. 

The drive was about 20 minutes long and the girls spent most of their time on their phones. Ivanna had been texting someone a lot and Elise suspected that it was a boy of course. Ivanna was recently single and she had heard a rumor at school that she and a lacrosse boy named Ethan had started talking. Once the car was parked, the girls jumped out quickly to try and score a place on line. Being that it was Idaho and there weren’t many Cheesecake Factories around, that meant that even on a weekday there would be a line for this restaurant. It was always an occasion to go and if they had gone on a weekend day the wait was always longer than an hour which nobody really had time for. So it was a pleasant surprise when Elise and Ivanna made their way to the hostess and found that it would only be about a 10 minute wait. Just our luck! thought Elise. The girls then sat down on one of the cushioned benches and waited for their name to be called. Elise smelled the wonderful aroma’s of garlic and fresh bread emanating from the kitchen which only made her mouth salivate. She had practically forgotten about her need to poop. Soon enough the girls were called and they settled down at a booth together with Elise and her mother on one side and Ivanna on the other side. The menu was a thick one but Elise always knew what she wanted before even walking in the door. Her usual order was the cajun chicken pasta and a piece of the Reese’s cheesecake. The girls then talked about their days and apparently their father was out of tonight for a last minute business trip and he would return on Friday. Being a teacher, her parents rarely traveled for work but there was a conference in New York regarding policy making in social work and her father was asked to go last minute due to a colleagues illness. Caroline was very excited for her husband but she was also a bit jealous about it as she too wanted to go. 

Their food came quickly and the girls just began to chow down. Ivanna was thoroughly enjoying her Cesar Salad and her mother was having an order of the cajun checked pasta as well. Elise on the other hand got full fairly quickly, which was probably due to her having eaten almost 5 pieces of bread before she even got her entree. The other attributing factor was most likely the emergence of the continued pressure in her bowels. Elise tried to look nonchalant as she sat next to her mother and sister struggling with the severe pain that she was experiencing. Elise hated using public bathrooms. They were always so dirty and the added thought of a stranger stumbling in or knocking at the bathroom door was enough of a reason for her to avoid them at all cost. Elise didn’t poop at school nor would she use any bathroom other than at her home. Sometimes, she might not have a choice if she was truly desperate but usually she could fight through the desperation and get home without an incident. Elise had previously had a few accidents growing up but there haven't been any in a long time. She had gotten into a better routine of pooping before bed or early in the morning before going to school which made it rare event that she ever really needed to go during school hours. At sleepovers, she would always make sure to go prior to seeing her friends and if they were on vacation she would wait until everyone was asleep before sneaking into the hotel bathroom or wherever she was staying to do her business. Currently Elise was kicking herself for not going last night when she should have. Despite her want to get back into diapers, Elise only really wanted to get them for night time and she felt that a bed wetting issue was much less embarrassing than a daytime accident. That would be harder to contend with emotionally for her. However there was a small part in the back of her mind that thought that the more accidents that she had, despite when she was having them, the more likely she would be back in diapers sooner. Elise sat with her thoughts contemplating her options while her family finished their dinner. 

A little while later, everyone was finished with their entrees and their mother Caroline asked the waiter to bring them boxes for their leftovers. Their attention was now focused on ordering the best piece of cheesecake. “What are you thinking Elise? Are you going to get your usual tonight?” asked her mother. Elise had been absentmindedly perusing the menu while she was still holding herself and hiding her need to use the bathroom. “Yeah, I think I will get a piece of the Reese’s cake like usual.” replied Elise. “Wonderful. I think I might get the tiramisu, What do you think you want Ivanna?” asked their mother. Ivanna put her menu down with a smile and replied, “Im totally getting the oreo one. It’s the best one after all!” The girls then made their order to the waiter once he came back around and they talked a bit about their weekend plans while they waited.

 Elise was now starting to get very uncomfortable with her tummy and she was beginning to feel overwhelmed. Beads of sweat started forming on her hairline as she continued to try and seem like she was alright. Elise was still wearing her school clothes from earlier in the day which consisted of a beautiful maroon blouse, a knee length black skirt and a pair of white cotton panties. She was currently grateful for her outfit because the skirt allowed her to hide the fact that she was holding herself. It also proved to be very handy earlier in the day when she had needed to take a pee behind her sisters car. She had not however changed her underwear since then and they were starting to become very itchy. She had decided to pee through her panties to help her maintain her modestly and also because she wanted to feel the dampness of them against her privates. She was sure they would be stained as well and she might have to hide them in the bottom of her hamper later when she got home, but she didn’t care because her skirt had remained dry and nobody was the wiser. Elise then considered maybe letting little bit of her poopie out to help relieve the pressure so she could be more comfortable. A little bit of poop would not smell much or give her away. Her plan was only to let out enough to make her situation less painful. She could feel the tip of her large movement already prepared and ready for release by her anus. All she would need to do was push a little and then stop it once she felt a little bit of relief. She wasn’t wearing any pants which would get marked up or show a bulge and she could lift the back of her skirt up so that it wouldn’t even be in the crossfire. Her panties were already stained anyway so a little additional skidmark couldn’t make the situation any worse, right? Plus, that was easier for her mind to contend with than going to the very busy restaurant bathroom to take a poop. This was the Cheesecake Factory after all, that bathroom was like a revolving door of strangers. She wouldn’t have any privacy at all and people would know or think she was rude to poop at a nice place! It might be a little weird to let out a little bit of poopie while around her family though but nobody would know right? Worse case scenario, she got caught with having some stained panties later when her mom did the laundry and she could just say she had a bedwetting accident and had also made a skiddie, or as her mother called it, a little daisy in her underwear. Hell, she thought that might even enhance and quicken her goal to get a hold of some diapers!

Elise then sighed and looked around the restaurant. Everyone was so busy talking to their dinner mates and with the wonderful aromas of the amazing food present, it would hide any smell that she might have. Plus, they were bringing their leftovers with them home which also had a very strong smell as well. Her cajun chicken pasta was so spicy it made sneeze from the pepper before she even started eating it. She was convinced that nobody would ever find out. The waiter then retuned with their to-go boxes and their cheesecakes which looked very scrumptious. Elise wanted to enjoy her desert and that was the deciding factor. She wouldn't be able to enjoy it with a tummy ache and she was going to enjoy it even if it meant marking her panties a little. 

As the waiter was placing the dishes down in front of them, Elise subtly lifted the back of her skirt up just enough to where only her bottom and her already peed in panties were touching the seat of the leather booth beneath them. She took another look at her family and both her mother sitting next to her and her older sister sitting across from her were already quiet and enjoying their desert both head first in their plates. Elise then felt confident that this was the time. She leaned a little over to her left side where her mother was sitting on the outside of the booth and she then gave a tiny push. Immediately, Elise felt the large turtle head of her movement poke out of her anus as if it was a race horse who had been waiting at the starting gate. It took Elise by surprise because usually her movements move slow and take some time for her to push out. Before she knew it, there was a large portion of her poop already touching the cotton of her panties. The beads of sweat which had been holding steady of her forehead had now begun to drip down her face as she was taken by surprise. Immediately after realizing the she size of this poop and the force it had emerged with, she knew she needed to stop it right there and then. That tasked proved to be very difficult and while she was ultimately successful with cutting of the movement off, a large portion of it had unfortunately already made it into the back of her panties. 

Elise let out a little gasp and she was now very worried about her situation. She could feel that this movement was hard and that it was large and it felt like she now had a very real problem on her hands. She looked over at her mother and her sister and they were both still engulfed in their desert and were unaware of anything. Elise the reach around with her right hand to feel the damage. She let out another gasp because she felt like the movement that was currently nestled between he butt and her panties was the size of a  computer mouse. She was not prepared for this, she had not imaged that this was going to be the situation. Not only that but her tummy was still in a lot of pain and it seemed to be more agitated that it had previously. Her bowels were angry at a Elise for not releasing the entirety of her poopie. Elise had no idea what to do or how to hide the situation. She thought about going to the bathroom to dump out the poo but that would mean asking her mother to move and she wasn’t sure if she marked up the seat and her mother might smell her as she got up to get out. The one drawback of wearing a skirt was that the smell of a movement this large was going o be harder to hide. She imagined before this that she would only let out a tiny bit of her poop the size of a tiny turd, not something this larger. Elise sat for a moment just watching everybody around her to see if they had noticed anything and they didn’t. She still had to go more but there was still at least half or more than that of there poop still inside her bottom. She was still leaning to one side because she knew that if she were to sit directly down on it that it would smear and become harder to hide so she just stayed where she was.

“Honey, aren’t you going to eat your cheesecake?” asked her mother. Elise looked away from her mom as she couldn’t bear to look at her in the eye at this moment. “Im not feeling very good. I think I will just take it to go.” replied Elise. Elise then pushed her plate a little bit away from her. “Another casualty of eating too much bread before the meal again huh sis?” asked her sister Ivanna. Ivanna’s plate was almost empty as she had obviously enjoyed her cheesecake very much. “Yeah….I probably shouldn’t have.” responded Elise warily. The girls then were given the check by the waiter and he brought out an extra box for Elise’s cheesecake before thanking them for coming in today. The girls then gathered up their stuff and started getting ready to go. “Everyone have your purses and phones?” asked their mother. Both girls nodded and Ivanna and Caroline then got up from the booth. Elise had been dreading this but it seemed that nobody was aware of anything or any unfortunate smells that might be emanating from her which she attributed to the very aromatic food being served. That however would no longer be a source of comfort once they left the restaurant. Elise then tried to slide out of the booth behind her family and while doing so she accidentally sat a bit on her poopie which cause it to smash a bit beneath her. It was an odd sensation for sure and the look on her face probably gave her mother some cause for concern. “You alright honey? What was that look?” asked her mom. Elise then stood up from the booth and made sure that the back of her skirt was properly down covering her now soiled bottom. “I’m alright mommy, I just ate too much I think.” replied Elise. The girls then walked out of the restaurant passing by many groups of people and Elise felt her face flush as she tried walk nonchalantly behind her family.

The girls were then met by the brisk Autumn air as they exited the restaurant and made their way down to the car. Elise was completely overwhelmed and she felt like crying but she couldn’t. This was all way too much for her to deal with. Plus the stagnant pain in her bowels had gotten much worse as she had starting walking out of the restaurant. It was as if that poopie was angry that she had stopped the process mid movement and it was trying to force it’s way out of her as a punishment. Elise was holding on, but just barely. Once they got to their car Elise shuddered as she opened the back door and had to sit back down on the poop. This time though she made sure to fold the skirt underneath her bottom to prevent any sort of mess from making contact to the back seat. She was surprised by how cold her poopie had gotten and it sent shivers down her spine. This was a very strange experience for Elise because despite the awful anxiety and anticipation of potentially being caught, she had also felt some sense of enjoyment from the feeling of her poopie sitting in her panties. She felt very little in that moment, like a little girl who needed some protection. It wasn’t an awful experience to have poopie sitting in her underwear as it was physically a pleasant sensation. It was the emotional side of it that was bothering her. 

Once the girls were settled, Elise had a little car ride back to the house to contend with before she could get inside and shower and fish the job. She was alert on all levels watching for any sign that she might be smelling and she was also fighting with the beast of a poopie that was still trying to force it’s way out of her bottom. After a few minutes into there ride, there was the first sign of a problem. “Something doesn’t smell very good. Did one of you girls pass gas?” asked Caroline to her daughters. Elise felt herself stiffen. “Eww no. thats disgusting, I would never do that.” stated Ivanna nastily as if she was offended by the mere assumption that she might be the one who passed wind. “Yeah…uh.me…either.” replied Elise in a very not so confident manner. Elise then cracked her window a bit to let in some fresh air into the car. Elise was now scared that she might end up getting caught. To make matters worse, the idea that she might be caught in front of her older sister would make it even worse. Ivanna would never tell anybody even at school but she would tease her relentlessly about it at home for weeks. Elise started to then think about what might happen if she was caught and what that might look like. Her mother would probably be understand and be supportive like this morning when she found out that Elise had wet the bed. While she might be upset and ashamed of herself, the one thing it would benefit would be her chances of getting some diapers. Realistically speaking, any accident would help her reach that goal even if it was mortifying for her to sit with. That at least gave Elise some solace knowing that even the worst case outcome for this would lead to her number one goal in her life at the current moment which was obtaining some diapers. Elise then sat quietly feeling a bit better about her situation. 

A few more minutes passed and the family was almost home. Elise had only one more hurdle to overcome before she could get some sweet relief from her aching bowels and her soiled panties and that was the unnecessarily large speed bumps that lined her community. Her neighborhood HOA had put them in a few years ago and they were monstrous. Elise hated going over them but she had gotten used to them over time. Elise could feel the other half of her large movement still pushing on the door to her anus trying to elope but she had been successful with fighting it since she had gotten in the car. Her panties were still full of her previous load and she didn't really have a desire to add to it and she just wanted to get home and take a shower. Just as her mother had turned into the neighborhood, she saw that they were about to face the three bumps. Elise braced herself and she was able to hold on despite being jostled around in her seat. It did however make it harder for her to hold onto her movement as she felt her anus open up and although her movement was not escaping it was ready to come out and it would be very very soon. Not long after the car came to a halt by the front of their beautiful house, her mom parked it right in front of the garage. 

“Hey Ivanna, why don't you head inside and bring the food in real quick honey. I just want to talk with your sister for a second privately.” stated Caroline. Ivanna nodded and grabbed there purse and the bag full of food and shut the door behind her and walked into the garage and into the house. Once Caroline was certain that Ivanna was no longer in earshot, she turned her attention over to her other daughter Elise who was still sitting in the backseat. Elise’s heart was pounding out of her chest. “Are you alright honey? You don’t seem okay. You can tell me if there is something wrong. I promise I wont judge you or anything.” asked Caroline firmly. She had now turned her body to face Elise in the backseat. Elise could feel the beads of sweat drip down her forehead and she didn’t know what to do. She looked up at her mom and tried to fight tears in her eyes. “I’m…I’m okay Mommy….I…I..just don’t feel very good.” replied Elise is a quiet and fearful tone. Caroline studied her daughter very carefully. “Are you sure that you have nothing you want to tell me? I mean you seem to be uncomfortable and all I want to do is support you honey. Like I said, No judgement at all. I love you very much and it is my job as your mother to help you and love you no matter what baby.” inquired Caroline. Caroline stared at her daughter in the eyes and Elise felt like a cornered rabbit. She just didn’t have the guts to tell her mother what had happened. She just couldn’t physically say it at all. She felt so very little in this moment. “Nnnnn…..Nnnnooooo. I’m okay Mommy….” replied Elise unconfidently. Caroline looked at her daughter once again with a very inquisitive look. Elise was still unsure if she knew what had happened or maybe she only suspected that something had happened. “Well okay then honey. I am here if you need me. I suggest you go upstairs and start getting ready for bed and take a shower. It is a school night after all and I want you to get some rest. I will come in and check on you soon. I love you very much Elise. No matter how old you get or how tall you become you will always be my baby girl. My youngest daughter.” stated Caroline. She then opened up her door and started getting out of the car. Elise quickly followed suit and made sure to get out quickly but very carefully. They both then shut the car doors behind them and Elise and Caroline made their way inside the house. Elise made a beeline for her room and Caroline went into the kitchen. 

Once Elise had made her way to her bedroom she shut and locked the door behind her. She tried to then walk into the jack and jill bathroom but found that the door was locked. Elise could hear the sound of her sister singing and the shower running. Oh my god. Why ME? thought Elise as she hunched over in pain from her aching bowels. She had narrowly escaped a very obvious accident in front of her family and she had gotten so close to getting back home and reliving herself but it was just too late. Elise didn't fight it, it was now the end of the road. She squatted down and just let it happen. Quickly and smoothly the large poop that had been fighting her anus all day to be free began coming out very quickly and started to fill her already soiled panties. Elise felt it slide right through her butt cheeks with minimal residence. She felt her panties tent out under the weight of the large movement and before she knew it she was done. Immediately she felt so much better and a sense of relief washed over her entire body. Elise reached around with her right hand to once again feel the damage. She audibly gasped when she felt like her panties were filled completely to the brim. She estimated that the poop was the size of a water bottle and it was tenting her panties out so much the she could feel a gap between the leg holes and her legs. Elise then waddled over to her mirror and raised her dress and tried to get a visual of the state of her panties. She knew they were bad but she had no idea just how bad they were. The entire front of them were stained yellow and the backside was smeared brown. In fact there was so much poop she had no idea what to do with herself. Elise just stood there in shock just ruminating on the entire experience. She was confused because she felt so naughty and little and also very overwhelmed. Elise spent a few minutes just standing there wondering how she was going to deal with the aftermath. Elise didn’t want to sit down anywhere but she needed to wait until Ivanna was done in the shower to get clean. She couldn’t risk using her parents bathroom as she would most certainly get caught. Elise decided to just stand there and wait.
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Chapter 7: A Tumultuous Bedtime

Elise had waited there in her room standing in front of her mirror deep in thought waiting for her sister to finish up in the bathroom. Elise had ruminated over the events of the entire day stemming from her bedwetting incident during the early morning hours all the way till the messy car ride home from the restaurant. Despite the humiliation she felt and the awful anxiety that was so palpable she felt like she might pass out, she decided that she actually enjoyed having messed her panties. In fact, once she finally felt the full relief of releasing the entirety of her bowel movement, she was able to immerse herself fully in the moment and explore the state of her panties. She enjoyed how mushy the poopie felt on her bottom and the fullness of her panties. She felt so little and so very naughty. She also quite enjoyed how her black skirt covered her mess completely and she started to tease herself a bit lifting up the skirt and showing off her soiled panties in her mirror. This was an unintended finding of her now less appropriate approach to her bathroom habits since she started her elite top secret plan to get herself into some diapers. Elise wanted to sit down in her mess and explore it more but she knew that it would end up making an already large mess more difficult to deal with. She did however decide that she would continue to explore this side of her interests and she now was more intrigued and anxious to get her diapers than she had been previously. That nagging voice in her head from earlier was now starting to get louder. The more accidents you have little Elise, the sooner you will be back in diapers. As Elise stood there, she contemplated calling her mom up and revealing to her the state of her panties. A part of her was already convinced that her mother must know about her problem considering that very direct conversation she had tried to have with her in the car a few minutes prior. I should have just told her the truth. Ugggg. Thought Elise. As she stood in her room a familiar noise of the shower turning off in the bathroom alerted her that she might finally be able to get clean soon. Elise then waddled over to her closet and started to pick out an outfit for bedtime that she might wear. Elise grabbed a pair of blue trim white cotton panties, a pair of black volleyball shorts from last year and a large gray shirt that was once her older sisters with a cute little brown pug on the front. 

As Elise was getting herself together she heard a knock on her door. “Elise Honey. I want to talk to you about something. Do you mind if I come in?” asked her mother. Elise’s heart skipped a beat, what should she do? She can’t very well ask her mother to come in right? I mean it would be obvious now that she had an accident considering she ended up finishing the job in her panties.”Ummm…I’m getting ready for bed right now…..Can we talk after? I think Ivanna’s almost done in thee shower and I’m trying to get cleaned up?” replied Elise in return. Elise then thought about that nagging voice again telling her that all her accidents will lead to her getting what back in diapers, regardless of whether it was just bedwetting or not. If Elise let her mom inside and she confessed to having an accident then it would be alright, her room was a private space and she would no longer have to hide it. In fact she might get some help cleaning up and she had no idea how she might do that on her own properly. Elise did pretty much assume anyway that once she discarded her soiled panties into the hamper after she showered, eventually her mother would find them anyway and know that something had happened. It was just the idea of Elise having messy underwear in front of her mother and being caught mess was embarrassing and that was just a little hard for her to swallow. That shame and guilt was worse than just having a wet bed or pee-pee panties. Girls wet themselves all the time right? She had seen her older sister laugh a little too hard before and the same goes for her mother but the messy panties was just a new experience and a little more shameful. “I plan on going to bed soon myself and while your sister is in the shower maybe this is the best time to have this conversation. Can I come in?” asked her mother. Elise sighed, I guess it’s now or never, she thought. Elise then waddled a few steps over to her bedroom door and unlocked it before slowly opening it up while standing behind the door. Her mother was standing there in the doorframe with a large rectangular plastic box that was clear with something large and white inside. Elise could tell that the moment she opened the door, her mother’s face changed in a way that signaled that she smelled something unpleasant. Caroline then walked inside and took couple of steps forward before turning to look at her daughter. Elise shut the door. “Are you okay honey. Something doesn’t smell very good in here.” said her mother suspiciously. Elise felt her face flush and most likely turn red. It almost felt like an out-of-body experience for her as she felt cornered figuratively and literally. “I’m alright mom…..I…I just don’t feel very good.” replied Elise. The words for a full confession of her messy situation weren't coming to the forefront of her mind. Elise watched as Caroline wrinkled her nose like a bloodhound attempting to find it’s score. ‘I originally wanted to come in here to talk to you about this morning with your bed wetting issue. I have something that might help you going forward in case it happens again but now I am an entirely new agenda. Elise….Honey…I have to admit it smells like poop in here. Are you sure you are alright? “ asked Caroline once again in a more assertive tone. Elise just continued to play dumb not just because the words weren't coming but because she was feeling very overwhelmed in general. “Ummmmm…..Yeah. I don’t know what that is mommy.” replied Elise. Elise averted eye contact from her mother as she felt her face continue to flush. Caroline sighed and shook her head. “Elise, I wasn’t born yesterday. I also know you very very well and your honestly not a good liar. I know that there is something wrong. Can you just please be honest with me and tell me what it is?” asked her mother. Her mother now crossed her arms and raised her eyebrows in a very questioning manner. Elise knew she was caught but she still continued to deny the truth. She just couldn’t bring herself to tell her mother that she had an accident. For whatever reason, it was just too hard and what it made it even harder that she was now convinced that her mother knew what was up but admitting it would only serve to further humiliate her. There was still a chance that she might be able to get out of this situation with her pride. “I told you, I don't know Mommy.” replied Elise in a more defensive tone. Elise was standing right by the door to her room very strait with her hands at the ends of her skirt keeping it down. Her mother just was not buying her answers to her questions and unfortunately for Elise, she was not going to let it go. “Elise I think we can drop this facade. I thought I smelled something at the restaurant and when we got into the car earlier It smelled worse than before. I asked you then if you had something you wanted to tell me and you chose not to. I wanted to give you the benefit of the doubt when you told me that you were fine and that nothing was wrong but now I am sure that there is a problem that you need to confess. Elise….Honey….Did you have another accident? If you did, I understand that accidents happen and it is alright but lying about it is not the right way to go about dealing with this. We both know there is something wrong and the smell is coming from you and nowhere else. I know it’s not just gas and we just need to be honest about it, alright honey? Now tell me, did you have an accident?” asked her mother very poignantly. Elise just stared at the floor and shook her head no. No words at all were coming out now. ‘Elise Jennifer Doss…..If you are not honest with me you will be in big trouble. Lying is not appreciated in this house and it will not be tolerated. I am going to ask you one more time and if you are not honest with me there will be consequences…..Elise….Did you have an accident, yes or no?” asked her mother now with a very assertive and abrasive tone. Elise just stood there with her head down for a second before looking up to meet her mother’s gaze. She still couldn’t produce any words but just nodded her head yes and tears began to well up in her eyes. 

Caroline just stood there fore a second and processed her daughters admittance to the accident. Two accidents in less than 24 hours now was a lot to process for a mother. She was now worried about her daughter and she was no longer angry. Despite how concerned she was about the situation, it was no match for how her daughter must be feeling. Caroline then walked over to her daughter and hugged her. “I love you very much sweetie. I am here for you. We will figure out why this is happening to you I promise. I will call the doctor tomorrow and see if we can get you in to see him this week.” stated Caroline. Elise just nodded and cried into her mother’s shoulder. Despite her want for diapers and everything she has done over the past few days, these tears were genuine. Elise felt like she was letting her mother down and she felt now very guilty for her actions but if she wanted to get her diapers and she still did more than anything, she was going to have to continue to follow her plan regardless of how it makes her feel. It will get easier and she will get what she wants, she just needs to continue to push forth her agenda. 

After about a minute or two of Caroline consoling her daughter she broke up their embrace. “Okay honey we are going to have to deal with this now alright. It sounds like Ivanna is done in the bathroom so lets get you cleaned up. Do you think we can do that together?” asked Caroline. Elise nodded in response. Carline then sighed and said,“Okay then. Why don't you show me how messy you are so we can plan out how we are going to get you clean.” Elise stood there with her hands on her skirt and slowly turned and arched her back while lifting up the rear portion of her skirt. Caroline was not prepared for just how soiled her daughters panties were. “Oh…my.. well, I think the best course of action will be to get you into the bathroom and have you take off your underwear in the shower and unfortunately were probably just going to throw them away okay. Okay honey?” directed her mother. Elise nodded and started to waddle into the bathroom and Caroline followed with her daughters outfit that she had already picked out. Elise then began disrobing once she was in the tub and slowly removed her panties as her mother held out a lined garbage can from underneath the sink for her to put her panties in. Once Elise dropped them in, her mother tied the bag shut and removed it from the can and replaced the bag while Elise turned on the hot water. Caroline then helped her daughter clean up in the shower by directing her how to clean herself properly and when Elise was done Caroline left the room to allow her daughter to get dressed in private. Once Elise was finished completing her hygiene and getting dressed, she came out to see her mother had stripped her bed and was now putting on that large plastic thing on it which she had in her arms when she came in her room earlier. ‘Elise honey, are you feeling much better?” asked her mother. Elise to a deep breath and was able to muster a few words in response, “Yes……Thanks….Mommy. What is that?” asked Elise as she pointed at the large white plastic box. ‘This is a bed liner honey. It will help protect your mattress in case you have another problem. Like I said before I am going to make you a doctors appointment but until we figure out what is happening we have to protect your bed.” responded Caroline. Elise then watched as her mother finished making her bed. Once it was all made Elise hopped into bed and heard the crinkle from the bed liner underneath her. Elise then spent a minute trying to get comfortable and each time she moved she heard the bed crinkle. This would take some getting used to, thought Elise. Her mother then tucked her in and told her that she loved her. Caroline then left the room and turned out the light and Elise went right to sleep.
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Chapter 8: A Very Long Wednesday

Elise woke up the next morning when her mom came into her room to get her ready for school. “Good morning honey? How did you sleep?” asked her mother. Elise stretched and heard the crinkle of the bed liner beneath her. She then realized that she was dry. She must have been so worn out from the previous day that she had slept right through the night without waking up and she unfortunately didn't get a chance to wet the bed. Elise then looked up at her mother as said, “I slept well.” Caroline then walked over to Elise’s bed and looked down at the bed spread and asked, “So little one, did we make it through the night without any problems?” asked her mother. Elise nodded her head and pulled the blankets off of her revealing her dry bedding. “Yay, I am so proud of you honey. I am still going to make the appointment with the doctor today but I am so happy that you didn't have another accident. Maybe it was just one of those flukey things?” stated her mother supportingly. Elise nodded. Caroline then walked out of the room presumably to go make her family some breakfast before school. The minute her mother was gone and was out of earshot, Elise hopped out of bed and went into the bathroom to do her hygiene. This isn’t good. thought Elise. If my mommy thinks this was all a fluke then she wont get me diapers and it will all have been for nothing. I am going to have to ramp things up here. Elise then spent the morning getting ready while trying to think of ways to progress her bed wetting plan so that her mother would know that this was not a fluke and that she would have no other choice than to get her daughter some diapers. 

Wednesdays were always the worst days because of just how long they were. Elise had 2 block periods without her friends which made those classes drag and then usually after school was her sisters soccer games. That meant that Elise was forced to remain at school until almost 8pm. Her mother and father would then come to the games and they would watch Ivanna play from the empty stands. Besides the parents of the girls on the team, nobody usually attended the soccer games because they were during the middle of the week. Elise therefore decided that in order to progress further towards her diaper goal she was going to have to have a problem today during the game and also wet her bed that night. Her mother had to know that her accidents weren't going away anytime soon. She was going to probably have to have several accidents for the next few days until her mother would give in and buy her diapers. She just hoped that by doing so her weekend sleepover plan with her friends wouldn’t get canceled. Maybe she could convince her mother to give her diapers just incase something might happened during the sleepover if her mother didn’t come up with the idea on her own. Elise’s outfit was not the best choice to wear for her now plan to have another accident today. She had chosen to wear another knee length skirt and this time it was forest green with matching knee high socks and a black blouse. She had also chosen to wear a pair of gray full cut Hanes panties. The reason she didn’t like this outfit was because if she was going to wet herself again she would need to wear something that might show more like a pair of jeans. Something that would at least stain so that she couldn’t get away with it. Elise could easily pee through her panties in the skirt again and leave no evidence. That just wasn’t going to work. Elise then spent the rest of her day working on her elaborate plan to have an accident during the game.

Once school was over and she was finally free, Elise had to find a way to be busy until the game started at 5:45 pm. That meant that she had 2 1/2 hours until then to kill. Elise decided to go to the library to get her work done in advance so that when her mother asked her about homework this weekend, she could say that it was already completed so that she couldn’t turn down the sleepover.  Considering all that Elise had being putting her mother through, she would have every reason to say no to the sleepover so Elise had to make sure that she eliminated any reason that her mother might say no. While Elise was in the library, she started to feel the need to take a poop again. She decided to hold it and if she needed to, she would have another messy accident later. Before long, the clock struck 5:30 and she received the, I’m here text from her mother. Elise’s dad was still away on his trip so it would just be Elise and her mom supporting Ivanna at the game. Elise then packed up her stuff and went to meet her mother in the parking lot. 

Her mother was parked over by the field and from the looks of it, not many other parents had made it out for tonight's game which was a good thing. Elise wondered if there were more people if she might get cold feet about having an accident, especially a very public one at that. Elise hugged her mother and dropped her bag in the backseat of the car before she and her mom made her way up to the field. The field was huge as the team plays on the schools football pitch that is surrounded by the track. On either side of the field are two very large sets of bleachers that are usually filled up for the school’s football games. Today however, there seemed to be only around 20 or so people here to support the girls team and even less on the visitors side. Elise and her mother then climbed the bleachers and Elise directed her towards the upper part near the press box which was farther away from the other families. Elise wanted to put some distance between her and the other people so that when she did have an accident, she was far enough away where they might not really notice what’s going on. “Why do you want to sit all the way up here honey? It’s so far away from the field.” asked her mother. Elise just smiled and replied, “Its better up here because we get to see the whole field this way.” Caroline must have accepted that answer because she followed her daughter all the way up to the top of the bleachers leaving almost 5 rows between them and the other families. They had brought a large fleece blanket that had the school’s pride colors on it to make sure they remained warm during the game. Elise sat down and made sure to fold her skirt underneath her bottom to make sure her bare skin around her butt wasn’t touching the seat directly. Plus that ensured that when she did have an accident, that her skirt would get soiled too as well which would make it impossible to hide her accident.  

Not long after they sat down and made themselves comfortable, the soccer game began. Elise planned to have her accident right before the start of the second half. That allowed her to enjoy the 1st half of the game which ended up being very contentious. Ivanna was playing really well and they were winning 2-1. With about 5 minutes left before the break, Elise found herself with an urgent need to pee and poop. It wasn’t time yet for her to have her accident because the last thing she wanted was when everyone got up to get food or to stretch for them to see her having a problem. This whole plan was daring enough and she didn’t need to “out” herself to the entire school. There weren’t any of her peers in the stands only their much younger siblings whom were all settled in by their families. Elise was able to relax knowing that she was basically a stranger to everyone around her. That was going to make it easier for her to have an accident. 

The halftime whistle blew which alerted everyone to the 15 minute intermission and most of the people in the stands had begun making their way to the concession box or the bathroom. The term bathroom was a very loose one as it was really a line of porta-potty’s lined up behind the home bleachers. Caroline then turned to her daughter and said, “Honey, I am going to go use the potty and get a snack. Do you want to come with me?” Elise thought for a moment and decided that this might actuall be an even better time to stay here and leverage the terrible toilet situation to help validate her upcoming accident. “I’m not going to use a porte-potty mom. Those things are gross and unsanitary. I’m just going to wait until we get home.” replied Elise. Caroline then thought for a moment before responding to her daughter in a more whispered tone. “Honey, I know they aren’t ideal but maybe you should just bite the bullet and use one. I know you and we don’t want to have another issue like yesterday happening now, do we?” Elise felt her face flush again, she was embarrassed but she knew she had to work through it to get what she wants. Elise then responded, “Look mommy, I just cant use one of those. I can hold it. I just want to wait until I get home.” Caroline smiled at her daughter and said, “I understand honey. Do you think the school bathrooms might be open? Would you be comfortable using one of those?” Elise was already prepared for that answer as she knew that the school locked it’s doors after 4pm due to some previous debauchery that her peers had gotten themselves into during the football games. “The school closes it’s doors after 4pm ever since those kids got themselves expelled last year. The only people allowed back in are the janitors and the soccer team.” replied Elise confidently. Her mother sighed and then slowly made her way down the steps and around the corner and out of eyesight. Elise relished that her plan was coming together so perfectly. In a few minutes Elise had decided that she was going to start peeing before her mother came back. If she played her cards right, before the end of her game she would tell her mom that she had an accident and then they would head over to the car early and wait for Ivanna there. She would then have added an other accident to her list and she will have gotten one step closer to her goal of getting herself some diapers. Elise then daydreamed for a few minutes about what it will be like to finally get them after so much time. 

Elise then snapped out of her daydream to see that the soccer team had started coming back to the field. Her mother was still gone which meant that she was probably in line still getting a snack and she knew that this was her moment to release. Elise then repositioned herself on the bleachers in a manner of comfort and took one last look around before giving in to her biologic urges. Elise then felt a steady stream of urine release and make its way into her grey Hanes panties and skirt. It felt amazing, the warmth of her urine meeting the coldness of her pale skin. Before Elise had fully let out her bladder she stopped her stream midway because she knew if she let it all out now then it would be too much for her clothes to contain and give her situation away before she was ready. Elise then reached with her right hand very subtlety underneath her bottom and confirmed what she already knew as the wetness on her skirt. The stain she guessed was probably quite large and she knew once she stood up it would become very difficult to hide. She also felt a bit of wetness on the back of her legs and saw that some of her urine had dripped off the metal bleacher and had dampened the back of her socks. Elise decided that the best way to hide her situation was to pull that green blanket over her lap again. She was just in time too as right after she did that her mother emerged back in front of the bleachers holding two large pretzels in her hands. She walked all the way up to where they set up their stuff. Elise’s heart dropped however because following right behind her was Savannah and her mother. 

Elise was not prepared for this. Savannah has no siblings on the soccer team, why is she here? Elise made sure to wrap the blanket around herself even tighter to try and hide her mess. She was feeling very anxious and scared that she was going to get caught. “Elise, guess who I found at the snack stand!” exclaimed Caroline. Elise had her mouth open in shock and realized pretty quickly that she look more horrified than excited. “Oh Yay! Hi Savannah! I’m so excited to see you!” Elise lied refusing to get out of her seat to give her friend a hug. Savannah snuck passed Elise and sat on the bench next to her holding he down pretzel. “Hey Elise! I was just leaving chess club when I saw your mother by the snack stand and I asked my Mom if I could stay for the rest of the game and she said yes! We got ourselves a snack and now were here.” replied Savannah as she handed Elise her own pretzel. Elise spent the next few minutes talking with Savannah as the game played on around them. It was starting to get dark and the lights then came on to illuminate the field from the top of the press box. Elise had to be very careful while sitting with Savannah as she had to make sure that her friend absolutely didn’t find out about her accident. At one point, Savannah grabbed for some of the blanket but Elise was able to still keep herself covered despite both of them now sitting side by side. Elise just prayed that non of her urine had escaped the bleachers and had run over to the seat next to her. Everything seemed alright though. The girls talked about their upcoming 2 night sleepover and both of their mothers agreed and set the date in stone which was the one good outcome of the current situation. Now that Mom has agreed it will be harder to prevent, thought Elise. 

Before long the final whistle blew and signaled the end of the match. Ivanna had scored 2 goals and the home team won by 3 points. Soon after, the soccer team had started making their way inside the locker room and everyone from the stands had begun leaving the bleachers. Savannah and her mother stood up and began leaving and they both gave Elise a hug. Elise stood up from under the blanker but still kept it on her legs with one had and gave a return side hug to the both of them. Savannah and her mother then made their way down the steps and out of sight behind the bleachers. Elise and her mother remained in their seats and waited for Ivanna to finish getting her stuff. “Did you enjoy the game and seeing your friend tonight honey?” asked her mother. Caroline started rubbing the back of her daughters back lovingly. “Yeah. I had fun!” replied Elise. Caroline then started packing up their stuff and grabbed all the trash from their snacks and placed it into the side pocket of her bag to throw away. “I’m so proud of Ivanna. She played so well. Aren’t you proud of your sister honey?” asked Caroline to her daughter. Elise nodded in return. 

The bleachers were empty aside from one family all the way in the front whom were also probably waiting for their daughter to finish up in the locker room. Elise felt safe and that she had successfully gotten through the evening having an accident without even being caught by her friend. Her skirt and panties felt cold but they felt much dryer than they were before and with the coverage of darkness, she felt like she would be able to hide her accident if she chose to and get home unscathed. Elise didn’t want to ruin a good evening but she also wanted to be caught having an accident so that she could make some more progress towards her goal. Elise looked over at her mother who was now texting away on her phone probably talking with Elise’s father. Elise sighed, as she decided that she should just push her chips all in and deal with the aftermath considering she had already had “half” of an accident earlier and she still had to go both pee and poop. Might as well just continue with her plan as is. Elise then positioned herself on the bleachers still under the blanket but moved her bottom out farther behind the seat. so it was just hovering over the bench floor behind her. Elise then let go and began urinating feeling the warm return to her legs and clothes. She wasn’t prepared for it but she heard the loud noise of her urine cascading through her panties and hitting the metal bleacher underneath her bottom. Due to the way she was sitting, the urine had fallen about a foot to the floor bleacher beneath her which created the unfortunate dripping sound. It was loud enough to alert her mother that something was awry. “What’s that noise Elise?” asked Caroline in a confused manner. Elise sat still and kept peeing but felt her face flush again with embarrassment. “I’m sorry mommy, I’m having an accident. I just couldn’t hold it….” replied Elise shamefully. Caroline was confused and disappointed and was very much taken back by this new development. “You’re having an accident? What do you mean honey, whats going on?” responded Caroline in a very concerned manner. Elise just dropped her head as she felt the rest of her stream drip off and finish. “I’m sorry mommy I just couldn’t hold it. I had to go really badly and I still have to go poopie.” replied Elise. Elise just sat there and did not make eye contact with her mother. “Why didn’t you go to the restroom if you knew that you needed to go this bad? I have no idea what has gotten into you lately…..but, this behavior is unacceptable for a girl of your age……I am very disappointed in you.” stated Caroline in a very stern tone. Elise just sat there quietly fully feeling shame and guilt for what she had just done. She felt tears well up in her eyes and it was all she could do to prevent herself from full on crying. Caroline looked at her daughter and felt bad for what she had just said to her. She didn’t know why this was happening but her response was not appropriate and she knew it. It was probably most likely some illness or thing outside of Elise’s control which was causing these issues and Elise was probably feeling ashamed and embarrassed and she knew that she had just made it much worse. Caroline then moved over to her daughter and sat down next to her on top of the blanket. “I’m sorry honey. I shouldn’t have responded in that way. I was just surprised and I didn’t handle it very well. I’m not mad a you and I understand that you probably didn’t want to use the porte-potty because it is gross, but if you had then you wouldn’t be wearing wet clothes right now. You should have told me that you were having a problem. I can’t help you if you don’t tell me these things.” related Caroline in a more supportive tone of voice as she started to pet Elise’s head. Elise turned her head into her mother’s arms and started crying. “I’m sorry mommy…..I….I…I don’t know why this is happening to me…sniff….It just started…..coming out. I thought I could hold it but.…” responded Elise through some tears and sobs. Caroline then just continued to rub Elise’s head and tell her that she loved her while she waited for Ivanna to text her that she was ready. “Mommy…I still have to go poopy. I need to go very badly.” related Elise looking up from her mother’s arm. Caroline wasn’t sure what to say or do. The school bathrooms were closed and her daughter was already wet from peeing herself. Caroline then asked, “Do you think you can use the porta-potty honey? I know you don’t like them very much but it is the only place available until we get home.” Elise shook her head no. She was absolutely not going to use the filthy porta-potty. Caroline then sighed at her daughters response. “Do you think you can hold it until we get home then honey?” Caroline asked looking down at her daughter. Elise took a second and then shrugged her shoulders. “I don’t know if I can mommy. I have to go very badly and it hurts.” replied Elise. Elise had one hand on her tummy in pain. Elise did have to go very badly but she could probably make it home. Elise was really just trying to play it up a bit to reinforce her inability to really control herself. That in itself was they true key to getting a hold of some diapers. Caroline sighed again and looked at her daughter. She kissed her head and then replied, “Elise honey I would like for you to try and hold it until we get home but if you can’t I understand. You are already wet and if you are in a lot of pain i’d rather you just let go.” related Caroline. Elise was shocked at her mother’s statement. She had just basically told her that it was alright to mess her panties if she wanted to. Elise did want to after all. Elise then responded, “It hurts a lot mommy. Is it okay if I just let go then? I just want the pain to stop.” Caroline then nodded to her daughter. Elise then let go while still being held by her mother. She first felt her anus open up and the tip of an average size poop started to emerge from her and it slowly made it’s way into the seat of her panties. This movement wasn’t as hard as yesterdays and the end of it was sort of soft and she felt it spread out into the open areas of her panties. “Are you going honey?” asked Caroline curiously as she felt her daughter tense up un her arms. Elise just nodded in response. They sat together like that for a bit until Ivanna texted her mother that she was walking down to the parking lot. Then mother and daughter slowly got up and Elise felt her bottom with her right hand and saw that it was a decent size bulge. They gathered their belongings and headed to the parking lot to meet up with Ivanna. 

Ivanna had beaten them to the car and she was waiting with a frustrated look on her face. She watched as Caroline and Elise headed down to the parking lot from the bleachers and both of them were moving very slowly. When Elise and Caroline had gotten to the car, Ivanna made sure to relate to them just how frustrated she was. “What took you guys so long? I’ve been here for a minute now and I want to get home and shower.” stated Ivanna. She definitely needed a shower considering her entire left leg was covered in dirt from a slide tackle she did in the second half. “I’m sorry dear I was just dealing with an issue. It’s been a long day for everyone and we all want to get home.” related Caroline. She unlocked the car and Ivanna jumped into the front seat and put her bag between her legs. Caroline then opened the trunk and put everything in there except for the blanket which she decided to lay down in the back seat for Elise to sit on. “Elise honey, why don't you sit on this for me okay. When we get home you will bring it inside and I will wash it.” stated her mom. Elise nodded and then slowly hopped into the backseat and sat down on her mess. She felt it squish and a little bit of the movement made it’s way up her back a little bit and above her panty line. Elise shuddered as that happened but she didn’t hate the feeling. In fact, she enjoyed it very much so. The one thing that she learned over the past couple of days was how much she truly enjoyed messing herself. Caroline then hopped into the front seat and the girls then began to head home with the windows open. Pretty soon after the girls left the parking lot Ivanna noticed a peculiar smell in the car. “What the hell is that smell?” she asked. Elise felt her stomach drop in shame again and she also her face flush. Caroline decided to answer for her daughter, “Ivanna, all you need to know is that everything is alright and it’s none of your business.” Ivanna looked back at Elise whom was still looking down nervously in shame. Ivanna didn’t respond back to her mother directly but Elise felt like she heard her sister say, “Again??” in a whisper. 

Once the girls made their way back home. Ivanna was once again instructed to head inside first and get into the shower while Caroline and Elise remained back in the car. “Are you alright Honey?” asked her mother. Elise nodded back to signal that she was still okay. “Why don’t we head upstair and get you in my shower and cleaned up. Don’t worry about your sister. I will take care of that. I promise she won’t say anything to anybody okay.” Elise nodded. A part of her hoped that her sister didn’t know anything at all but if what she heard was in fact what she heard, then not only did her sister know that she had an accident today but she also knew that she also had one yesterday. That was a hard pill to swallow. Elise and her mother then made their way upstairs and like yesterday, Elise’s mom helped clean her up in the shower. Elise removed her soiled skirt and shirt which had somehow also gotten wet. Her panties were a goner as the softer poop this time had run through the grey fabric and left a pretty bad brown stain on her green skirt. Her mother related though that the skirt would be able to be saved which made Elise very happy to hear. After getting all cleaned up, Elise didn’t want any dinner and instead got into her P.J’s and went directly to bed. Tonight she had decided to wear her grey sweatpants and a pink halter top along with a pair of white lacy panties to bed. Her mother kissed her head and wished her a goodnight. Elise then went right to sleep but this time she did set her alarm for 4 am in the morning.
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Chapter 9: The doctor is always right

That night Elise dreamed of being little again. She was sitting in her older sisters room in just a blue shirt and a pink pullup. She was playing with her dollies along with Ivanna and Katie like they always used to do as children. The room was warm in more ways then one because she felt loved and appreciated. Just as she was beginning to take out Barbies Dream House, she heard a very loud, RIIINNNGGGG…..RIIIIINNNNNNGGGGG. Elise woke from her restful sleep and cursed the alarm clock that disrupted her wonderful dream. It was dark in her room with just a little bit of moonlight coming in from the big window next to her. Elise then remembered the events of yesterday evening and some of those feelings of guilt and shame that have come as an unintended consequence of trying to get a hold of the diapers that she cherishes emerged. As Elise was lying there, she felt a little bit of a strain on her bladder and then remembered that she set her alarm this early so that she could wet herself. Another few nights of this and there is no way that Mom won’t buy me diapers!” thought Elise as she tried to make herself more comfortable under her bedding. She was wearing her grey sweatpants and her pink halter top which was not the most comfortable outfit. Once she found herself in a position of immense comfort, Elise relaxed and let her body take over. Soon enough, she felt herself begin to pee and the warmth of her urine started running over her lap and pool beneath her. This was her favorite part of bedwetting but it was always over as quickly as it started. Elise let out an immense sigh of relaxation and found herself drifting back off to sleep before she was even finished peeing.

“Good morning honey! Did you sleep well?” asked Caroline to her daughter. Elise had been sleeping very deeply and hadn’t even heard her mother enter the room. “Come on sleepy head we have a big day ahead of us. It’s time to get up honey.” stated Caroline, once again in a loving manner. Elise turned over in her bed to face her alarm clock which read 10:37 am. Elise then shot up in bed still with the covers on her. “Oh my! I slept through school. What am I going to do??!!” exclaimed Elise with a very concerned look on her face. Caroline chuckled and walked over to her daughter and smiled. “I called school and let them know that you won’t be coming in today. I heard back from the Pediatrician this morning and he had some availability today to see you. So we are going to have to leave in an hour or two. After last night and all the stress that you’ve been going through I wanted to make sure that you had some time to sleep in today honey.” stated Caroline as she rubbed her daughters head. Elise relaxed and felt all that worry leave her body. She then became aware of some dampness that was still ever present beneath her legs. Her face became flushed in shame again. “Mommy…I…I had another problem.” whispered Elise making subtle eye contact with her mother. Caroline didn’t have a look of concern this time because she knew that her daughter was going to the doctor today and they might finally get some answers. “That’s okay honey. Why don’t you get into the shower and get all cleaned up. I will go throw your sheets into the wash and afterwards well have some breakfast before we leave. I’m sure Doctor Schultz will be able to help you honey.” related Caroline still rubbing her daughters head. Elise then hopped out of bed and walked into the bathroom where she started showering. She left her soiled clothes by the door and once her daughter was getting cleaned, her mother grabbed the wet clothes and blankets and headed down to the laundry room.

Elise took her time in the shower and felt very good today. She rested but she was also a bit taken back by her mother’s less concerned response to her bedwetting. After some deep thinking though she took that as a good thing. Maybe she's getting used to it and its becoming less of an issue, thought Elise. Once she was done in the shower, Elise brushed her teeth, brushed hair and cleaned up after herself before she returned to her room and got dressed. Today, Elise chose to wear a pair of black jeans, a green hoodie with her schools logo on it and a purple pair of Victoria Secret panties that were full cut and provide full coverage. They were her fanciest pair and she wanted to make sure that despite her, “issues” that her doctor saw that she was a grown up. Once she was all dressed, Elise headed downstairs and had breakfast with her mother. 

Once they were done eating their breakfast, Elise and her mother then went right to the garage, got in the car, and began heading to the Pediatrician. The car ride wasn’t long but it was kind of awkward because of the reason for Elise’s visit. Obviously it had to do with her recent string of nighttime and now daytime accidents. While her mother believed they were true accidents, Elise was starting to feel anxious about seeing the doctor because the reality was that all of them have been faked. Would he know that she has been having accidents on purpose? thought Elise. The rest of the car ride went by too quickly for Elise as she sat stewing nervously.

Once they arrived, the girls went right inside and headed up to the second floor to where the doctor’s office was located. Once inside, Elise took a seat right next to the little play area in the waiting room while her mother was checking her in. It was a smaller office with only a handful of chairs which lined the wall across rom the receptionists desk. The play area was also quite small to the right side of the desk near the entrance to the hallway were the exams rooms were located. There was another family waiting and there were two children. One was a 6 year old girl whom was playing with the toys in the play area and an older girl who was probably closer to 11. She was sitting next to her mother reading a seventeen magazine. Due to how small the room was, everything anybody said was heard.

“Hi Janice! How is everything? I’m here with Elise for her 12:45pm appointment.” stated Caroline to the receptionist. “I’m wonderful! Hope all has been well with you too Caroline!..Yes..Let me see here…..Elise Doss 12:45 for Dr. Schultz. What is the reason for the visit today?” asked Janice. Elise felt her stomach sink as she knew that the reason for the visit would be heard by everyone in the room. “Well you see..Elise has been having some..well…Incontinence issues….” responded Caroline in a whisper. Elise felt her face get red again in embarrassment. At least her mother used the medical term for it rather than stating that she has been having all sorts of accidents. Elise looked around the room and the other kids didn’t seem to notice anything or seem like they were aware of anything but the mother met Elise’s eyes and gave her a curious look. Elise just slouched into her chair wishing that she didn’t exist. Once the check in was completed, Caroline made her way over to where Elise was sitting and sat down next to her. “You are all checked in honey. Janice said it will be just a couple of minutes.” related Caroline to her daughter with a large smile. Elise continued to pout and wish she wasn’t there. Not long after Dr. Schultz who was a tiny man balding man emerged with his white lab coat from behind the exam hallway. “Elise! Look at you, you have grown so much since the last time I saw you! Come on back! Mom you are welcome to join us too!” directed Dr. Schultz. Elise and her mother grabbed their stuff and headed to the back exams rooms.

The room was small but it was chalk full of interesting posters of the human body and it had a large exam table which Elise jumped right on when she arrived in the room. The table was covered in a paper which lined the leather seat and it crinkled underneath her. Elise just hoped that the outcome of this visit might lead to other items crinkling underneath her. Caroline sat in a chair next to her and Dr. Schultz came in last and closed the door behind him. “So Elise, Before we get into the reason for your visit, I want to get some information from you quickly alright?” asked Dr. Schultz. Elise nodded. Dr. Schultz then asked her some generic questions like what grade she was in and how she was doing in school. Afterwards, Elise was then evaluated by getting weighed and her height measured. Elise had grown as she is now 5 feet 6 inches tall and she weighed 113 pounds. Once that was done, Dr. Schultz listened to her lung sounds and gave her a regular physical. Afterwards, came the part Elise was dreading, the reason for her visit. “So Elise, Mom, what brings you in today?” asked Dr. Schultz. He looked back and forth between both women waiting to see whom might respond to his question. Before Elise could even answer, her mother said. “Well you see Dr. Schultz, the past week has been very…um…..very worrisome for my Husband David and I as Elise has started….well….um.…having some accidents.” related Caroline in a very concerned tone. Elise felt her face flush redder than it had ever been before. “I see. Can you describe to me in a little more detail what you mean by accidents?” replied Dr. Schultz. He was now starting to write down something in her file. “Well I guess…um Yeah….Elise has had some nighttime issues over the past few nights. I’m not sure when the last time she hasn’t wet the bed was actually. Maybe on Saturday night?” related Caroline looking over concernedly at her daughter. Elise felt mortified and she wanted to float away like a ghost and get out of this situation in any way possible. Elise also wanted to chime in and defend herself and her, “honor” but what would she say? She chose to instead keep her mouth shut in order to avoid incriminating herself. She knew deep down that this was a necessary evil and in order to get the diapers which she wants so desperately, she was going to have to sit through this. It will all be worth it, thought Elise. Dr. Schultz continued to write down information into her file as both Elise and her mother waited for a response. Dr. Schultz then looked up from his book and asked, “Besides the nocturnal enuresis, is there anything else related to these accidents that I should know? Elise then shook her head no but her mother responded immediately. “Well there has been some other things too…..Elise has also been…well. having some fecal related instances too…..I think its been 2 times now in the past week that she has made a mess of her underwear. That was also during the day too not at night. To be honest with you, Im not sure what to make of it.” related Caroline. Elise didn’t think this conversation could get any worse but it did. All she wanted to do now was to run away. She didn’t dare look Dt. Schultz in the eye, he probably thought she was a strange person, or even worse a baby. Dr. Schultz nodded in validation of Caroline and her worries and kept writing things down into her file. At this point it seemed like he was writing a novel! After a few minutes of writing, he looked over the file for a second and then gave a response. “Well Elise! This has been quite a week for you hasn’t it. I’m sorry that you've had such a rough go of it lately. I know this can be quite embarrassing but you shouldn’t feel that way. I am a physician and I have seen it all in my 22 years of medicine. What you’re going through is quite normal. More normal than most people think it is.” Elise looked up from the floor and felt a little better now that he was talking directly with her. She was able to choke up a response despite the heaviness of the shame she was feeling. “So….. you don’t think I’m weird or broken?” asked Elise. Dr. Schultz chuckled to himself and then said, “No my dear. I promise you that these issues happen and I bet there are quite a few people your age and even in your school who going through something very similar. Nocturnal Enuresis happens a lot to teenagers because their body grows faster than their organs do and the bladder is just having trouble adjusting. I mean the last time you were here was 9 months ago and in that time you've grown so much, almost 2 inches. That might not seem like a lot, but it is! I’m sure you will grow out of the nighttime troubles in due time.” Caroline and Elise then looked at each other and smiled. “So you mean I won’t have to keep having these problems anymore? How long does it take for my body to catch up?” asked Elise. She knew she was laying it on thick but she had to play it off like she hated having these accidents and that wanted them to be over as quickly s possible. “Well, it’s hard to say. Everyone is different after all. Maybe a year, maybe 2, maybe only 6 months, I unfortunately wont be able to tell you that answer. It just takes time my dear.” responded Dr. Schultz. “Two Years! I can’t be having accidents for 2 years!” exclaimed Elise. Caroline started rubbing her daughters back in support. Dr. Schultz then walked over to her and also patted her on the back and said, “Like I said young lady, 2 years or 6 months. There is no way to know, however I would put money down that it won’t take that long.” Elise just sat there and registered the information. She knew that she could stop these accidents from happening tomorrow if she wanted to but she didn’t. She just wanted to get her diapers and continue on this path. She felt validated and more certain that this was all going to be worth it. Caroline then asked him a question. “What about the daytime accidents?” Dr. Schultz looked down at the paperwork and then responded, “Well those are also likely due to the huge growth spurt your daughter has been going through but it also probably has something to do with her environment. Things like what she’s eaten or how long between bowel movements she has can cause those daytime problems. I wouldn’t be too concerned with them. I’m sure just like with the nighttime troubles that they will go away on their own in due time.” Caroline seemed to be alright with that answer and she sat back into her chair and nodded. “Is there anything else you guys would like to ask me before I go onto the next patient?” asked Dr. Schultz. Elise then thought this would be the best time to ask about protection. “Well Dr. Schultz, I am really frustrated about these accidents and I hate waking up soaked every morning. Is there anything I can do to make myself more comfortable or help to prevent them from happening?” asked Elise. Dr. Schultz then replied, “Yes there are certainly things that you can do to limit the accidents from happening. I suggest not drinking any fluids before bed and limiting them around 3 hours before bedtime. I think making sure you pee before going to bed would be important and lastly maybe set your alarm clock during the night to a time you may have used to get up to pee during the night. That too might help get you up and use the bathroom before the accident even happens. Although that strategy doesn’t always work because oftentimes the timing of the wetting cannot be predetermined. Many parents also do not wish to wake up their children during the night if they don’t need to because that can affect their sleep patterns. As far as making yourself comfortable, there are a few things that some families do, the first is utilizing a bed liner or plastic cover for the bed, some use a bed mat or a “chucks” as we call them here in the medical field, and the third which is the most popular, the use of a protective undergarment. If you guys need anything else feel free to make another appointment but I want to see you in 6 months for your next check up!” Dr. Schultz then left the exam room. That was a lot of information for both mom and daughter to take in and they spent about a minute together in the room just ruminating on the Doctor’s advice. Afterwards they left the room and mom mad her copay at the reception desk. Then the girls left the office and headed down to the car.
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Chapter 10: A preventative discussion.

Once the girls were in the car, Elise and Caroline looked at each other. Caroline was the first to say anything. “Well honey. I imagine that Dr. Schultz’s answer was not the one you were hoping for. I like you had been hoping to hear that these accidents were caused by something acute and treatable and not the growth issue he related. I’m sure that this is a lot to have on your mind.” related Caroline in a very supportive tone. Elise just nodded and sulked in her chair. “Elise I also heard you say that you are having a lot of frustration and I want you to know that I am here to talk with you about it if you want someone to talk with. If you aren’t comfortable with me there is always your dad and if not him maybe we should talk about getting you a counselor.” suggested Caroline. Elise continued to sulk and not answer her mother. She wasn’t necessarily trying to ignore her to be rude but she knew that she had to play up her disappointment in order to ensure that her mother believed that she couldn’t control this behavior. “Is there anything I can do for you now or is there something that might make you feel better.” asked Caroline. This time Elise turned in her seat to face her mother and replied, “I just want this all to stop. I hate waking up in wet sheets and feeling cold and embarrassed. I hate having to wash my sheets everyday and taking a morning shower because I don’t want to smell like pee. I am also very worried that someone will find out!” vented Elise. She had her arms crossed and huffed in frustration. “I’m sure I can help you work through how your feeling. The Doctor did give us some suggestions for how to try and prevent the accidents from happening. You know the limiting of the fluids and the waking up at night.” responded Caroline. Elise was hoping that she might have said something about the protection but she didn’t. She then replied, “Even still, that doesn’t help me with my mornings when I am waking up in soaked sheets. You ever wake up soiled like that Mommy? It’s not a fun situation. What does this even mean for my sleepover this weekend? I was really looking forward to seeing Savanah. What am I going to tell her?” Elise turned away and looked out of the passenger window. Caroline sat for a moment before responding, “I’m not sure what to say honey. You don’t have many options and I know the last thing you might want to do is tell your friend the truth about whats going on. I’m sure Savannah won’t judge you though if you did tell her the truth.” Elise continued to pout and then said, “Even if I did tell her, that wouldn’t take the shame away in the morning when she saw my wet sheets. I hate having wet sheets. There has to be something we can do about it.” Caroline then crossed her arms and chuckled to herself. “I have an idea of something we could do but your not going to like it.” said Caroline. Elise turned to look back at her mother with a look of curiosity. “What did you have in mind?” asked Elise. “Well there was one thing he said which to be honest I had thought about as well earlier before the appointment. That was getting some protective undergarments for you to wear. Before you immediately disregard it, they would save the both of us a lot of trouble in the morning from having to wash your sheets.” suggested Caroline. Elise felt like she could jump in joy! Her mother had finally gotten to the place that Elise had been trying to push her to for almost a week. It has all been worth it, thought Elise. Her mother finally suggested getting her some diapers! Elise immediately wanted to shout yes!, but she knew better than that. Instead, she just sighed and turned away from her mother again to look out of the window to avoid showing any sort of excitement on her face. She then replied, “I mean…..I’m not opposed to them. If it means that I don’t wake up in a puddle and that I can have my sleepover then I’m okay with it.” Caroline then took a second before responding, “Are you sure you are okay with that option honey. I promise that if you decide you don’t want to do it anymore we can figure something else out.” Caroline put her hand supportingly on her daughters shoulder. Elise then replied, “I’m good with it……Like I said…..I have a problem and I absolutely hate waking up in a puddle and this seems like an easy solution even if I’m not thrilled about it. Where do we even get them?” asked Elise. Caroline then started the car and said, “I know just the place.”

Dr. Schultz’s office was situated in a large business park that was located near a pretty large shopping plaza. The plaza housed a Whole Foods, a couple of small restaurants, a Home Depot and lastly, the only Target in the entire county. Just like Elise suspected, her mother rolled right into the plaza and parked in front of the large red bullseye. “Alright honey, I think this place will be able to help us grab everything we might need. Afterwards, maybe you and I can go to the nail salon next door and do a little self love, what do you think? It’s been a while since just you and I spent the day together. Even though it may have happened under well…..unexpected…circumstances, that doesn’t mean that we can’t make a day of it now.” stated Caroline whom had now turned the car off and was grabbing her purse. Elise was rather excited because this day ended up turning out so much better than she had even dreamed of. Not only was she about get her her hands on some diapers, but she was able to get a manicure too! Elise then smiled at her mother and gave her a hug and said, “Thank you mommy for loving me and supporting me. I would love to get my nails done with you.” The girls then hopped out of the car and walked into the large target superstore.

The closer Elise got to the doors the more anxious she became. She had wanted the diapers for so long and now she was just minutes away from having them in her possession. Another less inviting thought then came into her mind which was focused on how much her and her friends love the Target. They would always come here and hangout during the Summer, drink Starbucks and often times run into their peers whom were also perpetual loiterers at the Target. She knew that all of her friends were in school but the idea of someone seeing her inside purchasing diapers was starting to make her very nervous. If someone from school saw the word would get around before she even left the store. Elise pulled up her hoodie and kept her head down as she and her mother entered the large glass sliding doors. 

Elise knew this target very well and if somebody bet her money, she could lead them to whatever items they were looking for blindfolded. Before she even came into the store she knew where the diaper aisle was. It was located across from the electronics and adjacent to the toy section. Elise therefore started making her way up the causeway to the back of the store when her  mother tugged on her sweatshirt. “Honey, where are you going? What were looking for is over by the pharmacy.” said Caroline as she turned sharply left to the front of the store where the hygiene products and pharmacy was located. Elise was confused but didn’t say anything as she followed behind her mother. Not long afterwards the girls made their way to the period aisle. Before walking down the aisle, Caroline turned to her daughter and said, “Okay honey. I’m thinking we’ll just get the depends but whichever one you like we can get. I also want to grab some of the wet wipes and some baby powder too.” Elise was stunned. This was not what she had in mind at all. She wanted the Goodnites or the Pullups, fun diapers with patterns and colors on them. She didn't want boring old grey diapers. Elise pouted a bit which caught her mothers eye. “Are you alright honey. I know this is…well…..a lot but this is what you said you wanted to do remember?” asked her mother. Elise stood there for a moment before she walked closer to her mother and whispered, “I don’t know mom. I don't really want these kinds. I’m not an old lady. Can I just get the ones they make for kids my age?” Caroline was a bit confused at first and then replied, “You mean like the Pullup brand diapers honey? I’m not sure they even make those in your size.” Elise felt a bit embarrassed now but she stuck to her guns and made sure to advocate for what she really wanted. She hadn’t come this far to get the diapers just for her to get saddled with ones that she didn’t want at all. “Mommy, they do make them in my size and I think I should get the ones that are made for people my age. They will fit me better anyway.” said Elise. Caroline took a minute to think but she had to agree with Elise. She was at a weird stage in her adolescent life and she was right, these adult diapers were not made for her age group. “Alright Honey, lets go to the back of the store then. What your looking for is probably over there.” stated Caroline. Mother and daughter then made their way out of the aisle and over to the back of the store. Soon enough, Elise was standing in front of the youth diaper aisle staring at several possible choices. “Well Elise, which ones did you want to get honey?” asked her mother. Elise had already made her decision months ago when she was pursuing the amazon store daydreaming about getting a hold of diapers. She reached out and grabbed the Goodnites teenager brand which stated that it fits up to 125 pounds. The pattern on them were pink with purple butterflies on them. “I want to get these mommy.” said Elise as she tossed them face down into the cart. Caroline didn’t say anything and the girls then made their way over to there registers to pay. 

Elise and her mother got on line at the self checkout when she noticed Tiffany, one of Ivanna’s friends with her red work shirt on by the register. Oh no! Tiffany works here now? What am I going to do, thought Elise. She felt her stomach fall and she started getting nervous. Tiffany had a younger sister in the grade above Elise and she wasn’t very nice. What if she told her sister about me? Tiffany knows I’m the youngest in my family and if she sees the diapers, she will have to know that they are for me. Caroline must have sensed her daughters anxiety because she immediately turned to her and asked, “What’s wrong honey?” Elise didn’t respond, she just tilted her head in the direction of Tiffany. “Oh. I see. Don’t worry honey, She won’t know that there yours.” stated her mother as a register opened and Caroline made her way over to pay. Just like Elise had suspected, Tiffany recognized them and walked over. “Hi Mrs. Doss, Hi Elise! It’s been a long time!” said Tiffany. Elise didn’t make any eye contact but she did nod her head in acknowledgement. “Hi Tiffany! How has everything been? Ivanna told me that you got waitlisted for Brown but you will be heading there for the second semester.” replied Caroline. Her mother and Tiffany then chatted for a bit while Elise stood there awkwardly hoping that her sister’s friend didn’t notice the diapers. Soon enough though Tiffany walked away after saying goodbye and Caroline focused on scanning the items and she then placed them into a brown paper bag on the scale. Elise felt beads of sweat drip off of her forehead once the diapers were taken out of the cart and were scanned. Just as her mother was finishing scanning them, Tiffany returned behind them and handed her mother a coupon. “Hey, I saw that your buying the Goodnites, and I wanted to make sure you had a coupon for 25% off. They are on sale.” stated Tiffany. Caroline then grabbed the coupon and thanked her for her kindness. Tiffany then walked away and returned to her post and Elise felt herself go pale. An event that lasted less then 3 seconds felt like an eternity. Once the diapers were in the bag and the coupon was scanned, Elise sighed and felt much better. There was nothing she could do about it and nothing about that interaction specifically stated that Tiffany knew that they were hers. Elise tried to talk herself into explaining away that interaction but deep down she knew her cover was blown. Shortly afterwards, Elise and her mother left the store with their haul and walked over to the car. Despite the pit in her stomach, Elise couldn’t wait to get home and wear her diapers. Before then though, she was going to have a wonderful afternoon with her mother.
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Diaperman0723 said:

Such a good story so far keep.up the good work

Thank you! I appreciate the support. I am definitely going to be continuing this one for a while!

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Chapter 11: An Evening for Dreaming

The rest of the afternoon went by very quickly and Elise had a wonderful time with her mother. They went to her favorite nail salon and they both got manicures and then afterwards, they came home and Elise helped her mother cook dinner. It had been a long time since they had spent an entire day together and Elise had forgotten just how much she enjoyed her alone time with her mother. At about 4:00 pm, Elise went over to the neighbors house to walk Molly and then Ivanna came home not long after. The girls then had dinner together and chatted about school, colleges, and many other things. Ivanna even seemed to be a little nicer to Elise, at least more than she usually was and Elise was not going to poke the bear. After dinner was over, Elise watched a movie with her mother and at around 9:00pm, it was time for bed. Elise had been waiting all day for this moment. Elise ran up the stairs two at a time and jumped right into the shower and readied herself for bed. When she was done she came out of the bathroom in her towel and saw that her mother was in her room holding a large plastic bag from target. Elise still wrapped in her towel left the bathroom and closed the door behind her and stood facing her mother. Her mother looked at her with eyes that emanated love and concern. “Elise honey. I know this is probably not easy but I want you to know that I love you very much and we will get through this together.” Said her mother lovingly. Elise nodded and felt her face flush a bit. This was what she wanted but she also still felt shame. Elise sighed and said to her mother, “I love you too.” Her mother went and gave her a hug and then told her, “This will be our little secret. Every morning, why don’t you put the used goodnite in the garbage in your bedroom and I will take it to the trash after both you and Ivana go to school in the morning. You can put your, undergarments, in your underwear drawer for now until we find another place to put them. Good night honey.” Elise’s mother kissed the top of her head and left the room as Elise stood there and watched the door close behind her. 

Her attention then shifted to the bag of goodnites sitting on her bed. The thing she wanted most in this world was only 3 feet away from her. Everything she did this week has led to this moment. She rand over to the package and ripped them open and saw the beautiful designs on them. She was so excited and grabbed one out of the package and slowly lifted it on one leg at a time until it found its place snug around her waist and bottom. They felt like heaven. She ran over to the mirror and looked at it closely and she felt so very little in that moment. Before she even knew it she had her thumb in her mouth and some of the shame lifted away. After a few minutes of looking at herself, she went and put her long sleep shirt on and brought the package of Goodnites over to the dresser and neatly placed them inside and closed the drawer. She then placed the empty plaice package in the bin under her desk and right before going to crawl into bed, she heard a knock on the door. It startled her out of her diaper fever dream. It was Ivana she asked, “Can I come in?” Elise went over to the door and opened it and saw her sister standing their in her own PJ’s. Elise felt weird standing in front of her sister in only her goodnite and a long t-shirt. She held it down a bit and waved her inside. Ivana walked in and looked around before sitting on the bed. She then turned to her sister and looked her up and down and said, “How are you feeling?” Elise was taken back by that and wasn’t sure how to respond. She just stood there for a second in front of her sister and shrugged. She then said, “I’m alright….What gave you the impression that I am not?” Elise then folder her arms across her chest and felt her shirt ride up a bit and quickly unfolded her arms and put them back down at the bottom hem of her shirt trying to keep it down. A small chill went down her back as she hoped her sister didn’t see the goodnite.

Ivana took a second before awkwardly responding, “Look, I know sometimes that we don’t always get along but thats normal for sisters. Its not easy living with someone one door away. Even Katie and I have our problems…but I just wanted to tell you that I love you no matter what and that you can talk with me about anything…..I mean..I kind of noticed things have been a bit…well.. hard lately…and well. I just wanted you to know that.” Elise gulped and looked down at the floor and knew immediately what she was referring to. While there have been some obvious issues lately she still wasn’t sure if her sister knew about her goodnites. Elise responded by saying, “I..uh..appreciate that….I’m okay though. I love you too….” Her sister then put her hand on the bed as if to say, come over and sit down. Elise reluctantly obliged and walked with her hands still on the bottom of her shirt and sat down. She heard her goodnite crinkle a bit as she did. When she sat down Ivanna gave her a side hug and said, “Elise, your my little sister and you are an amazing person. I know at school sometimes I can act different than I do at home but I promise I won’t tell anybody anything about your personal life. I promise.” Elise appreciated her sister saying that but was still unsure of the extent of what her sister knows. Elise said, “Thank you..I guess..” Ivanna then got up from the bed and said, “its past your bedtime why don't you up under the covers and I’ll tuck you in.” Elise was a bit shocked by all of this but slowly scooted herself up the bed as Ivana pulled back the covers. While she did that her shirt slid up and her Goodnite was very noticeable as she quickly got into place and tried to pull the covers up over her lap. Her sister pulled them up to her head and said, “You know they are very cute on you by the way. Goodnight Elise, sleep tight.” Ivanna then walked away from the bed and out of the door to her room closing it behind her. Elise felt very awkward but also very supported in that moment. Maybe things will be alright and I don’t have to worry about Ivanna exposing my secret, she thought. She turned over and put her hand on her goodnite beneath her and quickly fell asleep and slept throughout the night without a care in the world.