I have liked diapers since I was in grade school, not sure why but they are comfortable and a security blanket. Or make me feel secure and relax stress. I have tried multiple times to give it up, but I can’t. Whenever I walk by the baby aisle I get the urge to look at them or smell them. I love the smell of a case of Diapers.
Should I try to stop it embrace it.
Simply put. Yes.
~Listens to crinklebottom with a stethoscope~
From the sound of it, you’re displaying the signs of a perfectly healthy AB/DL..
If somebody liked spinning in circles, or eating ice cream, or going on rollercoasters, why should they stop it?
It’s not hurting anybody, and it makes you feel good sooo… I think you’re good to go kiddo 
I’m exactly the same I think once a diaper lover, always a diaper lover. I tried getting out of it when met my girlfriend. Once I used all my nappies and I didn’t get any more and at the time I was on diaper book so I deleted my account. I went a few years without thinking of them but the urge came back and I’ve got nappies again which I use now and then. I can sometimes go a few weeks without bothering with them but at the moment It’s all I can think about. If it’s something you enjoy and makes you feel good then I wouldn’t worry about it. I used to think its strange and just me but now realise there’s loads of people the same
Ask yourself: What’s the point of stopping? What’s the point of embracing it?
From you post, I guess the following
stopping:
cost (but every pleasure entails some cost)
weirdness (but who knows and would judge you anyway, apart from yourself?)
embracing
comfort, relaxing, smell
can’t give up anyway
Now it’s up to you to decide which points are the most convincing ones. I guess the last one settles it. If you can’t change it, only change your diapers.