A few weeks ago I wondered what it would be like to wet myself , so i went into my room, took my trousers off so I was only in my underwear, stood on a bin bag and just let it go, the warmth and general feeling of wetting myself I just loved.
That night I bought a pack of nappys and wore them to bed , I purposely wet myself in little spirts and really enjoyed it, I stayed in it all night. After that I wore one every night and repeated, until I run out, I went for a couple off weeks not believing what id been doing, how disgusting was I, wetting myself for enjoyment but also tempted to buy more. But then last week I gave in a brought more, as soon as I put them on I feel safe, I love the thick feeling and start to push in little spirts. I love it ngl sometimes I even just actually wet myself without trying in bed when I put them on. I don’t want to become addicted and reliant on them though when I go to bed. Last night I tried going to bed without them but was worried I would actually wet myself or out of routine push it out so ended up putting a nappy on, I tried just wearing it for comfort but couldn’t, I’ve got to use to weeing in them. Even though I love wearing them, I don’t want to wear them every night and get reliant on them. I want to wear them during the day but know its defo not an optionIm only 18 and live at home so have to do it secretly. I also stay over at my mates sometimes and obviously can’t wear them there or risk forgetting and acc wetting the bed.