Addicted to bed wetting

A few weeks ago I wondered what it would be like to wet myself , so i went into my room, took my trousers off so I was only in my underwear, stood on a bin bag and just let it go, the warmth and general feeling of wetting myself I just loved.

That night I bought a pack of nappys and wore them to bed , I purposely wet myself in little spirts and really enjoyed it, I stayed in it all night. After that I wore one every night and repeated, until I run out, I went for a couple off weeks not believing what id been doing, how disgusting was I, wetting myself for enjoyment but also tempted to buy more. But then last week I gave in a brought more, as soon as I put them on I feel safe, I love the thick feeling and start to push in little spirts. I love it ngl sometimes I even just actually wet myself without trying in bed when I put them on. I don’t want to become addicted and reliant on them though when I go to bed. Last night I tried going to bed without them but was worried I would actually wet myself or out of routine push it out so ended up putting a nappy on, I tried just wearing it for comfort but couldn’t, I’ve got to use to weeing in them. Even though I love wearing them, I don’t want to wear them every night and get reliant on them. I want to wear them during the day but know its defo not an optionIm only 18 and live at home so have to do it secretly. I also stay over at my mates sometimes and obviously can’t wear them there or risk forgetting and acc wetting the bed.

be open with it. i honestly think you should admit that you enojoy it and use them all the time and be happy when you do break you get depressed and want them back so might as well just enjoy them

Yeah thank you, I just don’t want to become that addicted that I can’t go to bed without the urge to wee at all bcos obviously staying at mates. I’ve just put one on during the day for the first time under my jeans but am quite scared to use in case of leaks

You can get a bed pad or mattress protector in case you do wet, but it’s likely that your body responds to the diaper by wetting, and wouldn’t do the same for underwear. Someone here claimed to be able to ‘control’ their bedwetting by choosing whether or not to wear a diaper to bed, because their body was used to peeing in a diaper but not in underwear. Unless you train bladder relaxation for a long time, you probably won’t wet the bed without a diaper, but if you do, it may be possible that you actually need diapers and as such should inform your mate If you go over and need to wear one.

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